i hope she decides to actually marry me someday. that could be cool i think

sometimes u make friends w/ ppl bc they have your house in the background of their pfp

i’ll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much.

shut up, im busy thinking about how much i love my he/him butch bi dyke girlfriend

loboto me

heavy realization that i cant recall the first names of either of my grandfathers :(

ngl chief, these executions in the street are not great for my psyche

ope I guess its time to get off the internet again

all of those words are on the bible as long as there's one in my hotel room and i have a pen

how seriously should i be taking these auditory hallucinations? they’re just like, incoherent voices or faint mariachi music in the distance. trying to convince myself that im just going deaf and that these sounds are real but i hear them when im home alone or in the car by myself and at weird times

i havent seen anybody ive known for a long time in a long time.

wish to god some friends could come to seem me

babe u would be so good at getting eaten by a predator

progesterone, beer, hotdog, hit me

if you dont comment to tell me that im pretty im gonna go down to s p i r a l c i t y

anyone else experiencing survivors guilt about being alive while trans? you gotta stop that right now.

am i your friend or are we in love?

actually screaming crying throwing up

every possibility for the future hinges on me staying alive. will you help me to feel alive so that the staying alive is easier?

if you catch me staring at u im sorry, its just bc i really wanna kiss u

i need someone to tell me they love me with their full chest

gender affirming breakfast at the waffle house

pov: u r me in my bed

im doing bird things

chirp chirp

im just a bird. im just trying to get my worm. im just a bird trying to get her worm.

T4T relationships are so beautiful and amazing, but they contain moments like when you girlfriend asks if she is in trouble because you asked to kiss her and you discover just how hot blood can boil for whatever past trauma caused that

oh jeez OH FUCK

"someone hates you now" ok well strangers shout "faggot" at me out the window of their car and this does not change my daily existence so

normalize telling girls how pretty they are in respectful ways

i 4got to put on a bra b4 work today. it is affirming, yet painful, to realize i really can’t be making this mistake again 😖

my hello kitty squishmallow is wearing her sweater, chat am i cooked?

1 year on estrogen can i get a hell yeah?

the kinder version of me is constantly reminding me to be kinder to me

save your thoughts and prayers, i needs sex and cigarettes

i feel like so much nothing in the face of everything

me: its a hoot and a holler, innit? roomie: what? me: bein’ alive.

any tips for combating my dysphoria. i need to feel like i am enough.

Speak bigly and carry a soft dick

no genitals, just soft, plush, bush in between juicy thighs and under a plump tummy. all of which are perfect things to use as pillows for your perfect nap.

girl who cried all night long for no reason

for reasons i cant explain, i am sad.

the casual time travel is catching up with me again. im gonna end up on inter dimensional parole again.

i will never not carry what i love on my back. what i live for will crush and kill me and i will have died gladly for it.

what i want is rarely applicable. please dont bother

jeanie log tf off challenge level impossible

its wrong for me to be seeking affection right now but i am still feeling this and i dont know what to do about it.