If all the worst people can live without shame for their destruction, then the good people should have no shame for creating.

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THE SIGN HAS APPEARED! THE CURSE HAS BEEN LIFTED!

I love getting to love myself, I never thought id be allowed to have that, one of the hardest simple things Ive ever learned to do

Cam Discovers Birdsongs. #animation #animations #blender #blender3d #cartoon #indie

you can just buy the citric acid crystals they put on sour patch kids. you can eat it by itself. it's fine

Out all the kinds and sizes of critters on earth We might genuinely be giants, bigger than most

This is the aesthetic of the future

The Bog-Pervert keeps many secrets…

Time for something fresh - new sona/mascot debut! The old one is still dear and sentimental to me, but it's turning 8 years old this year and a lot has happened since that design was made... so take this as a fresh coat of paint on that old thing after all that time! #furry #furryart #digitalart

If you cant handle my best, you may have only ever liked my worst.

Go my fundamental shape

me and my learning disability where I NEED to express verbally from time to time (a lot) before I can actually start to understand a thing... for some reason! Dova shout of: fucking - learn - something

Toying with writing a base 4 adder in python today that uses cardinal deltas in place of symbols, mostly because I wanted to understand abstract numbers better. ▽: 0 ◁: 1 △: 2 ▷: 3 ◁▽:4 etc, etc... ▷▷▷▷ = 255, ◁▽▽▽ = 64. x4 value per Tri left. Why? Idk, autistic enrichment, brain hurts now 💛

Ampharos! #pokemon #pokemonart #ampharos #furryart

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For full context, Still Zulie! 🥝 But reinventing myself for pleasure and growth reasons. Just leaning a little harder into my most annoying personality traits because id rather be happy than repressed, honestly. I hope what I'm trying to become seems worthwhile to everyone someday, Thrive or Die.

Getting long rn

Arrogance? You mean the inner passion known specifically for its refusal to grow and learn and change, the one that already assumes perfection despite glaring obvious flaws, the one that recoils desperately from humility? That one?

Patching in a new genital tomorrow! Yes, yes, Its got actuators.

Can the worsts parts of yourself be loved? Is meeting wrong with rage really the only answer to faults? I'm not so certain anymore learning to love yourself means pushing down your authenticity, speaking from experience its like building an emotional pipe bomb with no plan or idea of how to use it.

A moose is a hyper-horse i think

yellow worm #art #tadc #tadc_oc

Being frightened by your faults or mistakes past or present is so sensible all up until you realize fear is the patron of the freeze response. So you try anger instead, it at least conjures fight but often as hot uncontrolled blazes that burn themselves out before anything productive happens...

Develop a savior complex but only for and about yourself, maybe.

found this guy on Tiktok who has discovered carpenter's speed squares make an insanely satisfying noise when you bounce them off tires or wood, called @lostcoastedc on there

I think I always have been and always will be very pro carnal delights, Its a very fun toy that came with my existing. Though, honestly? I'm starting to disdain the idea of being driven by them outright, better an occasional visitor that invites me to play rather than a paragon and dominator.

Yay 💚

"Oh I get it now!" ↖️Does not get it 🔁every 3 days til you learn a something

Would anyone like it if I turned into a worm? perhaps a snake?

Another Poolrooms draw-over but with my OC hanging out with @vicjonhh.bsky.social 's OC Loote ! SQUISHY TIGHS

I love reason, Its so cool I can feel better about my problems by thinking them through and working to find solutions.

Anyway hi i have enormous neurodivergence and I'm sick an fucking tired of masking it, I hate the idea of normal, It served me at one point maybe but no longer does. I want authenticity, I want to love what deserved to be loved and nurture what could be better. 🌱 <- Grow like this dude.

Can the worsts parts of yourself be loved? Is meeting wrong with rage really the only answer to faults? I'm not so certain anymore learning to love yourself means pushing down your authenticity, speaking from experience its like building an emotional pipe bomb with no plan or idea of how to use it.

Jesus, they weren’t bloody joking.

I think it would be cool if I could post on here but not in text and words, just in barks and squeaks and growls and rumbles. Vague animal noises of no clearly identifiable source, not even my own vocal chords, just animl postin....

I think it would also just be okay if I changed inexplicably forever, I think. Like molting but in shedding that old skin every blemish goes with it. Its not and never that simple, of course. But perhaps in a dream or minecraft I would drink the mindwipe, maybe that'd just be easier.

They should create a new kind of sleep but voluntary and indefinite until you specifically make the choice to return, I need to disappear mysteriously for months and suddenly return once ive gotten all the sand out of my skull, this might fix me. Im fine, to be clear, just spent.

My personal philosophy, I now know i've carried with me in some way for decades, one thats grown and changed along with me that Im only now started to reconnect with after losing contact for the majority of my adult life, Said as succinctly as I currently can, is essentially just: Keep an open mind.

Beep squeak n' snurr...

This also goes hand in hand with “doing good is more important than being good”. Goodness is not a thing you attain then rest on, AND doing bad things does not prevent you from doing good things or learning to do good things.

Worth saying: I have no idea what the hell im talking about more often than not, Im just an extremely nuro-divergent queer person with an unshakable belief in scientific materialism and mechanistic thinking. Ive stuggled my whole life, with acceptance, learning disabilities, doubt. Im just trying.

Frankly? Absolutist thinking is straight up dangerous and unhealthy. Rules and principles are useful tools, yeah! But if you work yourself into a state of extreme mental distress over ridged black and white thinking, leaving no room for nuance and the shades of grey most things occupy? It sucks.