not to sound like a medieval peasant but man i miss getting drunk on a nice day and watching a joust/knightly combat and picking my way between beautiful stalls of coloured silks and wools on a large estate

Hello @ the weather pls could I be not rained on for the first whole day this year soon?

Prince Baelor Targaryen 🥹 #baelortargaryen #baelor #akotsk #aknightofthesevenkingdom #asoiaf #fanart #digitalart #clipstudiopaint

sometimes see posts like "do y'all not care about X character, you don't talk about them much" and idk about anyone else, but i adore so many chracters i dont post/write about much. unfortunately for them, I am only really online to chew on the ones i really want to see suffer in specific ways

elves: best served in distress

He may be the worst guy around, but his deeply disturbed psyche and irrational dragon dysmorphia have fascinated me, like pretty boy you are SO fucked up and weird

every character i have written really embodies a kinda grasping, desperate obsession with holding onto/hurting something slipping away from them and/or a sense of grief that's slowly eating their bones and I dont think I need to bring that up in therapy at all actually

I don’t watch sports and I’m not American so this is my effort towards the superbowl for everyone #seahawks

#silmarillion #celegorm #murderelves

something beloved about an old as fuck fandom that nothing new has is that any time you are curious about something related to it there is inevitably a forum or niche website dedicated specifically to what you’re looking for that was built when you were in kindergarten and is still updated regularly

just said this on tumblr but truly so happy this show aired when it did because i dont think i could manage the show about living in a technofascist world with quite so much optimism these days

Beren and Luthien

Loafing hare ❄️

Just so we're clear, and so a tiny handful of wankers online don't create the wrong impression, the vast majority of your European friends are incredibly impressed by Minnesotans' courage against both the ice and ICE.

Up late thinking about Mr Robot like it’s 2015-2019 again

Perk of growing up in a small rural conservative ass town is that any time you even vaguely miss home, you can open Facebook to see people you served at the local pub dick riding Enoch Powell of all people and suddenly you’ve never been gladder to be gone again

New fic: And I welcome it Rings of Power / Tolkien (rated T, Haladriel, Galadriel, Sauron/Halbrand, 10.6k words) archiveofourown.org/works/76749021

Reached the point of Xmas where I am thoroughly too sober for the activities being asked of me

Woke up this morning with the sudden realisation that it’s actually quite late in December and I have an exchange fic to write

Aurë Entuluva!

this is why you flip ur camvas while drawing, cuz I messed up which hand Maedhros lost and had to flip the whole thing djdbbfnf. I'm most nervous abt drawing the sons of Feanor cuz theyre prob the most recognizable Silm characters... Maglor is a cutie tho #Silmarillion #maedhros #maglor

nervous abt Celegorm and Curufin cuz theyre so pipular, but Caranthir is just angry guy so he's fine. Also i got his name wrong the first time. Too bad Celegorm is lowkey crazy and bloody-thirsty, the whole animao stuff is cool. #thesilmarillion #celegorm #caranthir

last sons of Feanor! I kinda want to go bacl and redo Maedhros now.. But I think house of Fingolfin next! #curufin #amrod #amras

"Fuck canon" has its virtues as an interpretive stance, but you've gotta know what the canon is before you can fuck it.

Love that I’m considered timid and easy to startle by my flatmates etc but the second I go home you’d think I was the worlds most abrasive person the way I’m never in the door 5 minutes before my ma’s pissed off with me

Muppets Christmas Carol is the best Christmas movie bc it includes a song with the lyrics, "your future is a horror story written by your crimes" & nothing says Christmas cheer more than that. Also Michael Caine deserved all the awards for that performance. Perfection. No notes.

Anyway I go here now so I suppose the heavy mantle shall one day, when I’m more than 300 pages in, fall across my shoulders 🫡

hey if your name is Celeborn and you live in the golden woods of Lothlórien your mates are at the tavern calling you “Teleporno” and they’re all giggling

Sons of Fëanor

One of the only lectures I remember clearly from my first year of uni is the one that ended with the professor setting up an incest plot scenario and letting the class react to the concept in real time and truly I have no idea what that had to do with first year psych stats but it *was* fun

Seeing a lot of “well it was obviously fake from the start” posts on twitter about Jamaican masterpiece and like sure but also my uncle once introduced us to his new wife none of us even knew he had at my nana’s 80th birthday party. She was a self proclaimed voodoo priestess with ‘dancing hair’.

Like just about everything about her is almost dark here. Even the makeup they've used on her, especially around her eyes. Oh but he's so happy in the light. If only he could have left that final piece of his old life behind him. #TROPRewatch

One thing about me is the second I hear someone I live with have a bad time (eg: drop something, hit their toe, some nebulous cry of “fuck!”) my entire body will seize up with fear ✌🏻

Me when there’s randomly a new 8k Maedhros/Sauron fic in the tag on AO3

Love watching (assumedly newer) tumblr users play the “which characters from X media you are morally allowed to thirst over” for every new thing that comes out like that website wasn’t full in on wanting to fuck Eddie Gluskin from outlast in 2013

1.1: "Home" for #TROPrewatch + #TROPreforged One of my favourite scenes of TROP. And it was perfect for the prompt!✨ The conflict in Galadriel is so huge and Valinor feels so imposing (almost terrifying) that even the first time I watched the show (still not very convinced) it gave me the chills👀

freaks (affectionate, enthusiastic, beaming, radiating)

Reminded of the line “there is no prize to perfection, only an end of pursuit” by a tiktok edit and I will be storing that one away for fanfic purposes

#Halbrand ✨

“Melkor ever marred or undid the works of Aule, and Aule grew weary in repairing the tumults and disorders of Melkor.” Boy fuckin howdy didn’t he just

idk why this concept is difficult to grasp for a lot of people and doesn't take priority over wether or not liking wizards makes you a good person. Dont give her money! The money funds evil! its truly that simple

Versions of Robin Hood involving prince John as the big bad vs the sheriff of Nottingham are so funny to me - like ones going “here is the traitorous younger brother to the king” while the other just introduces you to the WORST guy in local politics

Fingon has the energy of a guy that used to bite people as a child

Controversial opinion but frankly I don’t think the ASOIAF people are writing *enough* fucked up incest fan fiction

melian the maia —— for @meladriel.bsky.social ✧

Everytime I mention “my half siblings” or “my fathers kids” I do fear that I am embodying the spirit of Feanor in some ominous way

Finally back on my bullshit and reading after a long month or so of adapting to medication - a solid book that (to me) managed gritty and political without going as full grimdark as I thought it would