It’s not a phase

I just want today to be over so I can assess my printer.... I need to see if those print heads are salvageable.

YES

WHAT DO YOU MEAN NIN IS GOING TO BE IN ST LOUIS. GOD DAMNIT, DAVID.

Man, when my life clears up of responsibilities, I might draft up a hobonichi cover pattern and find some like various anime fabrics and make covers to sell because 👀 there's an untapped market there... and I have a sewing machine now and love doing these kinds of projects heeeeeeeee

This has been an immensely shitty past week, bros lmao GOD.

The reasoning of 'I forgot' is translating as 'you're not worth remembering' these days. Not worth being excited for. Remembering for. Intentional or not. Actions speak loudly. I've kinda been peeling away from those people, not that they notice. It sucks. And talking does no good, unfortunately.

The trail end of the year is zipping by... seeing Garbage this weekend, and only remembered because Cory is gonna swing into town BUT GEEZ....

Oh I'm gonna pay tomorrow for staying up...

It's still months away, but having moved up to an A5 planner for next year is gonna be a curious thing. Idly I'm thinking a lot about the "Turn the page on a new year" section, that I have a tradition with now. It's bigger this year, and maybe that's a good thing given the mess that 2025 was. Is.

I just got so sad finishing up a roll of my favorite little washi tape ;;!! It's a 4mm one that's little banner flags, I use it on my monthly calendars for birthdays lol and it's taken four years to finally go through it all. Thankfully I had bought three back up rolls knowing it'd be my favorite.

FUCKING BEATS THE SHIT OUT OF MY SISTER.

Ripping my uterus out with my barehands and throwing it against the wall. Throws glitter at it to add insult to injury.

*taps sign*

I'm so giddy for my hobonichi next year.... ahh.

PHANTOM!

I don't mind my job, I like it even if I barely understand what we do - just how to do MY job. But I'm so tired after work I barely wanna draw or look at my computer screen. If I do, I wanna do mindless mock up stuff instead of what I should be doing.

Corporate goth bringing her NIN umbrella to work today...

no yeehaws today

Boy chat calling my sister a boomer is so fucking funny to me... Commenting that my mom was less of one.... vhhhhfgu BOYS.

God I'm so sick of every day being more and more stupid existing not only in real life, but online... escapism? Nah, we gonna ruin that too :)

DO NOT go back to twitter that is the hitler site. i am dead serious with this shit. its main role as a de-facto organ of the trump admin is to facilitate nazi propaganda. you cannot be posting your doodles on the "euthanize all trans people" forum just because they still allow pornography

I can't help but think they over sold planners and that's why mine hasn't shipped yet. Hmmmm.....

Very curious how this score is gonna sit against the new Tron movie, I can already hear the Internet bitching how it's not the Legacy score lmao - it was never going to be. That's the point.

Scans 8 sketchbook spreads... extracts at least 41 images... Okay. Now to clean those up when I have time.... SOB.

Man, I like lurk on some planner forums for like ideas of ways I can structure somethings but I never realized how much people really STRESS over perfection and aesthetic... Like... especially with hobonichi? I kinda love them marketing as 'the life book' because ACCIDENTS HAPPEN.

yeah

I am ALMOST DONE inking a commission and I'm just.... I missed my desk and being comfortable while I work ;;;;;;

Charlie Kirk’s shooter was a 22 year old white cis man & 4chan groyper. Charlie Kirk’s last words were “gang violence”. he was claiming Black people were inherently violent right before his life was ended by another white man. Here is a description of Kirk’s terrorism by one of his many victims:

William is yelling at squirrels from the tree

Okay so I saw that Newtral X-Freedom chair and it seemed pretty gimmicky? But I can't say I wasn't curious? I uh... am in love with it actually? Took a half hour to assemble and already I found a setup on it that allows me to sit how I want at my desk, at the height I want. LIKE GOD DAMN.

Dude, Hannibal has not left this fucking tart all morning... Will is glaring down from the cat tree.... I'm sorry, William... he's the food boy. We named him appropriately..

NEW CHAIR TODAY..... YODELS AND BREAKS TABLE....

Oh.... chocolate fruit tart....

Becca bought William a bed finally.

Oof course Matt is off on his holiday...

MY LATE BIRTHDAY GIFTS FROM CAROLINE CAME IN AND I HAVE NOT STOPPED LAUGHING... HAND FUCKING CRAFTED BY ONE OF MY BESTIES.... FUCK LMAO.... he's perfect, exposed nerve and all 🥳

Charlie KIrk believed that empathy was a "new concept" that shouldn't exist, so anyone who expresses condolences for him is being VERY disrespectful to his beliefs right now. please keep him out of your thoughts as he begins his transition into worm food. thank you

I hate that I can physically see when certain people stopped talking to me regularly. And I'm just supposed to ignore that :)) physically causes me pain.

Nice empire of dirt, dude. It would be a shame if I could have it all

Dear delivery gods, please be in my favor tomorrow and allow my chair to be dropped off...

ALSO egg/pepper cups were a time success and are sitting on my stomach well!! BREAKFAST WIN FOR NON BREAKFAST BEFORE WORK GIRLIES ...

My chair shiiiiipped!!! Ahhh. And my ink refill comes today for my pen, god fuckin' bless. I bought three this time since I blew through it in like... four months??

holy shit Snake watch out it's The Groke

Ways to make my life easier, and healthier. I'm unfortunately the person who doesn't remember to eat until I'm starving, or forcing a schedule. The sandwiches are SUPER awesome because I just slam it full of veggies and I'm not a sauces girly, and the eggs, if frozen, should last me a month 😎✨

Me asking my ex office supply sales person girlfriend about pricing on desk chairs and what's too much omfg

Relearning to draw on my tablet is sure something every time. Also learning I need to buy a new desk chair... My current one is peeling and awful and I cannot sit in it comfortably, so I stole one of the dinning room chairs and I cannot scoot in and sit comfortably. SCREAMS!!! I JUST NEED TO WORK.

I keep joking with Mark how silly I feel 'planning my planner' lmao. I've been using an A6 hobonichi for 3 years now, and I'm trying an A5 for 2026, and there's all these differences in page content, and I wanna make sure I UTILIZE the space, because I'm notorious for not even using my memo pages.

We have a kitten that keeps visiting, and Hannibal has made friends with it. They keep playing through the window, and he rolls around and his tail is GOING CRAZY. It's so precious ;;