Good morning from these Halloween goblins

Wednesday cant come soon enough Laying in my bed covered in my own blood and feeling intense agony is such a surreal horrible feeling it feels like everything has just been a horrible nightmare But knowing that in 3 days im gonna get a surgery to fix all my problems and end years of suffering is-

I am in so much pain i feel like screaming every time I move

Fuck fuck fuck the pain is back i have to suffer like thus for 5 days why why why why why

Still in a lot of pain from being stabbed repeatedly but hugging my new plushies i got for my birthday (THANK YOU GABIIIIII ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺) has helped a lot :3

At hoapi7tal thwyr3 gonna hekp

Help help help help help help help

Gonna be going to doctor soon hopefully pain going to end soon

This pain is getting worse and worse please today be the day I get it fixed

Anxiety is ravaging me today

RANDOM PIKMIN 4 UPDATE OUT OF NOWHERE??????

Not me casually learning ive had a blood clot for 2 years now and realizing that my doctor telling me to stop treating it and just ignore it was practically attempted murder Wow.

Despite the ever terrifying social anxiety looming over me I think im slowly returning to feeling comfortable giving compliments to my friends without fear of somehow fucking things up Im still definitely not ready for big groups, never was good with them in the first place, but im happy still!

Pikmin

Me : Trying to sleep peacefully The three horsemen of rot (stinkbugs) :

For having like 9 billion people in this world, it sure does feel unbelievably lonely Why have I only ever met 2 people in my entire life who even resemble the idea of kindness? I've met many people who have *acted* kind before, but all of them later showed they were not being very genuine

Today was a pretty shitty birthday, but im hopeful I can turn the next week around Writing this reminded me I have an appointment tomorrow Fuck

Tried to hold out as long as I could but I cant seem to stop this mental breakdown

I feel like screaming

Why do I feel like a ton of anxiety and fear building up inside me...?

I got the best birthday gift I could've ever asked for : Seeing the people I love and care about be safe and happy

Feel very anxious and paranoid im like certain my period is starting up god I do not need this right now pleaseeeee

Bede transitionedeth? Goodeth for her!

My brain feels like genuinely tired from trying to comprehend people being nice to me

Holy fuck istg someone ordered a drone strike of wasps on my island today there was literally 7 wasps in the trees what the fuckkkk

Im always so worried about coming across wrong to my friends it sucks In the past when I told my friends I loved them they took it the wrong way and it made everything a whole mess Im trying to get back into doing that because I really do love and care about my friends, but its still a bit scary 😞

GAAHHHHH MY LIFE IS SO AWESOME IM SO LUCKY I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS WHO I LOVE AND THEYRE ALL DOING COOL THINGS AND ARE SUPPORTIVE AND IM FINALLY GETTING PROPER MEDS AND IM STARTING TO ACTUALLY LOVE MYSELF????? AAAAAAAAAAAA I JUST WANNA GIVE EVERYONE BIG HUGS THEYRE ALL SO COOL AND NICE QRWHTTH WRUFFF

THE SWEATER I ORDERED FROM @celesse.bsky.social HAS ARRIVED AND ITS SO CUTE AND COMFYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAA

I just set my island tune in Animal Crossing to be 'Lost Girl' and when the hour changes it sounds fucking haunting Holy shit

"Hate Men Love Roblox" - My Sister

My social battery has exploded, so I probably won't be talking much, sorry Very scared to talk directly to people cuz I feel like one wrong move and my social life will fall apart all over again

Had an astronomically bad day today but I made it through Tomorrow I wanna push myself to at least play 1 game just to distract myself while I wait for my meds to be filled

Im not spiraling you are

Its boob day

skeets

Today was so nice literally everything felt good and pushed me in a more positive direction Im finally making forward progress again in my life, and im hopeful things get even better from here Here's to hoping I can get medicated for my schizophrenia and get the medical aid I need to be healthy!!

silksong

a reminder

I needed to see this so badly

Yuri is so awesome, it should happen more. Specifically to me. In real life

I accidentally glitched out an animation I was working on and created a perfect example of what the passage of time feels like to someone with ADHD

Wowwie zowie! Im so proud of her!!!

happy october 3rd, remember to ask your crush what day it is and burn your house down

Holy fuck I feel so embarrassed to be using this platform after the CEO's newest post

I miss the old internet

I had a suspiciously lettuce flavored pizza earlier and I cant get over that why did the pizza taste like fucking lettuce???

I am hilariously good at overthinking literally every single thing I say