okay this isnt exactly what i had in mind but hell yeah

I oftentimes forget I'm very alone in my passion for video games, as every time I try to talk about things I've done and am proud of, nobody really cares that much 😭

My Tomodachi Life island is getting fucking crazy My rubber duck has now transitioned and has a living Blahaj as her pet and honestly I fucking adore this timeline

Holy fuck I just got hit with the goddamn Yuri Jumpscare I was just watching a stupid gaming video only for it to end up with two girls making out and holy hell that flustered me

Damn sometimes I forget my ass is respectable

Black Knife literally never fails to give me goosebumps even all this time later

I really need more motivation to play Minecraft, I always just start worlds that end up going nowhere because I realize I have no real goals and nobody to share with Last time I tried playing with others I tried setting up a community project but only 1 person even acknowledged it 😔

Finally happy with how my Tomodachi Life island is turning out 🥺

I think im finally tech literate enough to start taking apart my old computer for parts to potentially upgrade my laptop and have a backup hard drive

anatomy of Spindle

Sometimes you are not given what you searched for, but what you need

I've marked my calendar for two events coming up at a local LGBTQ community center, I'm a bit terrified going back after struggling so hard to talk to anyone last time, but I'll never have irl friends if I just let my anxiety control me

I can't stop thinking about this video since I saw it last night

Past me never would've guessed she'd end up a Sapphic disaster ahahaha I grew up thinking love wasnt real, and what little I did feel was all for guys Nowadays my whole world revolves around love and how quite frankly desperate I am to even just hug anyone

Tirred andd happpyuyyy my legs feel like jelly eehehehehhe I aam happpy girl I llove women annd my freiends andd mu boobs hhrrhjrrjehtthr Myh boobsd are awerdd9ke

Finally went to the courthouse today and picked up the name change form >:3

Nothing can prepare you for how literal this description is until you see the ad.

I'll be honest I don't know much about Star Wars, so all you're getting from me is uhhhh... *R2D2 Scream Noise Thing*

Can't forget about the ongoing pizza saga

What the fuck why am I hot

If anyone knows any way I can meet people in my area to be friends with please tell me im fucking begging you I'm so tired of feeling dead inside I just want a hug I just want to smile I just want to play games and go places and eat food and just feel like my life has any meaning besides pain

Even after doing everything I can to take care of myself and take things easy the past few days, I cant help but feel hopeless I'm basically dead considering I never get to go outside, my family hates me and tortures me, and because im an "adult" nobody gives a shit and expects me to fix it myself

It's strange, I want to look more pretty so I can love my own body more, but at the same time, I'm terrified of being more pretty because im already a target irl and I'd rather not get SA'd again The lesson of this all is men stinky I wanna comfortably be myself and be pretty without fear!!!!!!!!!!

🐍 good morning!

Still feeling immense dread and loneliness right now

Feeling very alone and empty and confused right now

Listening to Washing Machine by Rosemary Fairweather while laying in bed eating hot chips in pajamas and a tanktop with silly rainbow lights on is actually one of the best vibes ever, feels like a silly girly sleepover and honestly now I wanna build a pillow fort to match the vibes

Surely one of these days I'll get around to looking into what local communities are nearby me so I can have IRL friends for basically the first time fucking ever

So insanely touch starved I just wanna feel loved 🥺

"all women are the same" yeah, they're all gorgeous.

Summer (sneeze) is (sniffle) finally (breathes through one nostril) here (Gets 4 hours sleep)

without downloading anything new, where are you mentally?

I'd forgotten just how happy I was a year ago Was looking back at a funny conversation, I'd had that's always stuck in my head, and I'd forgot that upon scrolling down like one page, it immediately turned into extreme sapphic yearning and then a confession / becoming official Maybe I can be happy

8 months later and damn this joke aged like milk, I actually have respectable boobs now I guess you could say my joke was foiled

I think I need to start hibernating from the 20th to like 1st of the next month so I just avoid my period cuz like jesus christ every month around the 20th my life becomes living hell on Earth perfectly in sync with my period making me even more emotionally weak than usual

I really do need a hug

Doing my best to distract but I still just feel entirely numb and empty

I feel so alone and empty, nobody is even comforting me

I feel worse than dead

I'm terrible at sleeping lmfao Too many happy loving thoughts running through my head, no matter how much I gush and rant to others about it, the silly giddy joy is just so overwhelming ,,>W<,,

Past few days have sorta fucking sucked 30 tons of Donkey ass cuz of my family being abusive and miserable, but I'm managing, though I would still appreciate some kind words! Already got some from a certain very cute girl and they helped a lot, and hearing from others would probably help even more

Finally got around to watching the EVA 30th Anniversary special and god its so fucking good, the yuri shitpost was genuinely top tier

I need to spend the rest of my life with this woman

I finally truly feel love I'm finally truly loved I fought so hard throughout my life to not give up So much pain and trauma and abuse, a lot of which still hasn't ended But im loved And I love her too It was rough getting here, but now that I finally have this, I have no doubt it was worth it