today I'm mommy

viva cuba, viva la revolución

any tea heads out here? where my tea sibs at, my puar pals, my cha chums

the lonely zealot, blaring horn in begging beguiling—no one, not one, answer. a congregant with no preacher, a pew with no church, exists only in its poison of solitude. it begs to be heard or to hear, to feel purpose and connection, to see use and see reason. silence—plain silence. and boring ends.

is it an autism thing when I get kinda uncomfortable when people dislike the things that I like, as in not that I'm mad at them for it but more like a general malaise and panic comes about eye opening if true, but also agony and sadness

god the truth of my creativity and memory massively boosting when I sit alone and not distract myself with videos or talking to friends etc, it's almost sad when I recognize it

got a new waffle iron :) no forever chemicals for me thank you :) gonna waffle it up SO HARD now

just had some homemade french toast and folks lemme tell you, I'm fond I'm pretty friggin fond

i am not a woman i am a mess

started sleeping with plushies, it does help I do get it now yeah

all my opps got hearts heavier than feathers

Rest In Power ✊🏼

i sliced my finger with a scissor and no i will not explain just tell me i'm pretty

WAIT THE FEMININE PRONOUN IN SWEDISH IS LITERALLY HON???

i love that i can read something written by a neurotic man 100 years ago and go "YES!!! YES YOU GET IT!!!" (lenin, pannekoek, joyce, so on) it's really just such a vibe

i got my new razor today :)) it's heavyyy <3 solid stainless steal :D

i distrust anyone who uses the term tankie. if you don't like marxist leninists say it with your full chest like the rest of us

I might be a mess but I'm an incredibly loving and well intentioned mess!!!

anyone know any good synagogues in the San Fernando Valley? politically based but also actually religious 😭

james joyce has irrevocably changed my writing and it's amazing how freeing the meticulousness of it is

i gymed so well today and ate real good too :D made up for yesterday

anyway,, , no one is born cis

frankly if you're out here doing magic and your candles are not either hand made or at least small batch crafted, then sorry sweety but your spells are weak and they lack human intentionality. and I'm not just talking about candles, you get me. commodity reproduction is very antimagic sorry to say,,

we are not each other. i click tick tack clack like the arms of the clock. i can never be you can never be me. distant spinning, revolving, devolving. hummmmm the hummmmm in my ears tick tick tick hummmmm. distant. isolation is proud lurid brash. it is real in the alone, present. here. aye i am i.

I ate so much and specifically so much sugar today, I feel bloated and terrible. tomorrow I'm gonna work myself silly at the gym and eat very very differently

YOU - Yeah, we're f****ts, got a problem with it?!

new scam going around where they hire you for a job but pay you less than the value your labor produced

billions must try

i am begging all of everyone to read capital vol 1

how brief, ever brief, the moments. I wish, more. moments. stretched. breathe. acknowledged and being in space with myself, be myself, like the rhythms of Joyce and joys. be being in bouts, ever and over in outings and now. sense is the myriad of, it is the collusion of, breaths. breathe. the quiet.

sour siphon of air the son of sumptuous sin, her hair knotted 'n ragged in volitions of vanity—away away! ye odious golems of ever unsatiated salivations, ye hungry homunculi who hate the wind that winds its way weirdly and soft—harm and spite, now live in your tarnish and tears today and tomorrows.

speculative capital dominates because it's the most alienated form of capital, devoid of human use and practical engagement, free from the soul as a binding machination of the earth—in the same breath it's supremely corrosive, as it masquerades as hope in its sublimation of all experience into value

bad dysphoria day

I'm gonna be cuter in the new year uwu embrace it

>:3 *debones your vagina*

Tylenol: the only analgesic with the chutzpah to threaten you with a good time

i am gay :3

happy new year :3

no one gets it no one understands and I can't explain it without it just being incoherent

maybe I should just do it

pulling on the penis. popping it like a finger knuckle

we balled :) though not as much cardio as I hoped because today was eepy

you are literally indistinguishable from any other religious chauvinist except you believe that never expressing beliefs—even though you are always acting implicitly on your beliefs—makes you inculpable for the harms your beliefs and chauvinism cause. You are the reason why society is run by abusers

Lenin would have loved trans women had he known, I keep thinking about this

I keep hitting major depression slumps midday. I'll be fine in the morning, end up fine in the evening, but halfway through the day I just get massively and destructively depressed, and all I can do is wait it out. I'm not sure why

“Drat,” said Toad.

genuine autistic question: does anyone else get gender euphoria when they get to engage with their interests? I really really do

my gender is a yellow French micro city car, revamped with an electric engine