I'm honestly so glad I decided to do this instead of raw-dogging this 12th house transit lol. I'll be back in 10 days if all goes to plan💫

Some tree wisdom from the other day "there is no trying to be, there is just being" said to me after I went into the nature reserve and told the tree that I was there to try and connect.

There is a consistent background hum in my neighborhood that has been driving me up the wall. It's like I'm the only one who hears it, it stops when it's loadshedding though, so I know I'm actually percieving something and it's not tinnitus

Not having self worth, and not realizing that you don't have self worth, will really put you in the weirdest positions in life. Like, you'll end up giving up your sovereignty to some loser who is the dumbest person ever but has institutional clout. I mean look at tr*mp supporters.

As a woman, you can't afford to not trust yourself ever. The minute you start doubting yourself, people will start taking advantage of that doubt. Because existing as a women can sometimes feel like you have gold embedded in your skin and everyone is a thief with a carving knife.

Them: what do you do for fun? Me: I do everything for fun. If I can’t find the fun in it, I find something else to do.

Oddly enough the 8 of pentacles keeps showing up as an indicator of doing deep somatic work for me.

I'm not queer but I feel like I'm very queer coded. I feel like I could fall in love with anyone if they were the right person tbh. An alien even. Maybe that would make me pansexual Idk. What matters most to me is connection and that's not really something that can be quantified by a label.

For the first time in what? 15 years? The end of an era!

The Dahiyeh Doctrine is the IDF's strategy of bombing residential areas, not for tactical reasons, but to put political pressure on people they don't like. It was named for the Dahiyeh area in south Beirut, which is one of the residential areas the IDF bombed in 2006 and is also currently bombing.

This is why pretty privelege is never a privelege in my opinion, anything that requires you to present in a certain way externally to gain access to society is just asking you to submit to a form of oppression. Especially when you're submitting to a system that has historically been cruel. Venus

All the spiritual systems say it but truly, genuinely, nothing in this life belongs to us, everything is actually very temporary.

Weirdly enough, the minute I finally accepted the fact that I had an NDE and it genuinely changed my perception of reality (it took me two years, I have fixed signs on my angles leave me be lol) the energetic soup eased up and reality started feeling like reality again.

American exceptionalism was borne during pluto in leo and we'll see it's death during pluto in aquarius.

The more people excuse horrific behaviour in the name of holding on to some kind of status quo, the more the behaviour perpetuates. If you don't meet any injustice harshly, even when it's at the hands of people you love, what you're telling the world is that you're okay with the existence of this

Not creating for whatever reason, as a human that is alive, is a very masochistic thing to do to yourself. Like, I think people think that think that only creative people need to create because they maybe have very narrow views about what being a creature person means. But genuinely, if you're

Hard to dismantle the ladder of patriarchy when you’re still standing on it.

Don’t make your rotten fruit other people’s problem, and learn to address shit head on

I leave for vipasanna on Wednesday. And I'm actually a tiny but worried that I'm going to return to a changed world lol. Last time I was at vipassana we all switched on our phones and found out that Trump had spread a rumour that my country was committing white genocide and that the most

Real, true, enduring love is such a blessing and so rare.

“The US cannot afford regional stability in West Asia because such stability would inevitably facilitate alternative economic partnerships and potentially undermine the dollar-denominated oil system that underpins US global financial dominance." – Matteo Capasso

Nothing indicates meteoric rise more than a pluto transit conjunct a personal outer planet. Sooooo many famous people have this when they're at their peaks. It'll be interesting to see all the new Gen z celebs/public figures with aquarius placements. I've got my eye on Hasan piker with his saturn

Jupiter in cancer is less about monetary abundance than it is about an abundance of care in whatever form, and because of this I think the nature of jupiter is much less about being rich than it is about having people and resources around you that would care for you, a cushion to fall back on in

Cats and trees have the same ability to just ✨be✨ wherever they are. And that's why I think it's really important to spend time with cats and trees.

💢 Lebanese mother Khawla Madlaj & her 2 children, Youssef & Abbas Amehz, were killed in Israeli airstrikes in Lebanon on April 8, Quds News reported. The killings were part of a brutal day full of massacres across Lebanon. A short list of some of the targets Israel struck is linked in the post...

Israel is genuinely a scourge on humanity what they did to Lebanon today is unthinkable. I wish on that hellscape of a country what it's done on others and more. The western world created a monster when it allowed Israel to just do whatever unfettered. Literally anyone could be next.

As a taurus rising there is nothing I love more than when I find comfortable reliable staples. And I've been looking for a cotton tank top that has the perfect amount of stretch and give for years now. Literal years. Venus is on my asc and I finally found one. I'm genuinely soo happy.

So far pluto being conjunct my natal neptune in the 10th has done nothing, which is very scary, because I've learned with neptune that when you think it's nothing you're just unaware of the levels of fucked up that's actually busy occurring 🙃 The hindsight with neptune goes hard af.

I can’t think of a more #Saturn in #Aries moment than an elderly leader who acts like a child starting leading a young country—that dude starting a war with a 5000-year-old civilization and not being able to tell you the first thing about how to end the war. #astrology #astrosky

My entire chart is such a study in contrasts, I have mars in the 6th, so I can work myself into a stupor if it comes down to it, however it's ruled by venus and I genuinely refuse to do anything if I don't want to do it lol Like, there's no working around it. I will become severely depressed if I

Platitudes are so annoying, because they actually work. Atleast for me and my cringe af sentimental venus in cancer (said with love, this is the best placement in chart lol) Like, "things will get better" "feelings are only temporary" and "this too shall pass" I love a good "this too shall pass"

2 weeks ago I had this experience of embodied nervous system grace that felt so foreign to me. Like, I didn't even know it was possible to exist in that state (I knew theoretically but it's different feeling it in your body) An external energy borrowed me some peace is the only way I can describe

'Watch Palestine 36'. - Hollywood actor Mark Ruffalo urges Americans to watch the film and understand the history that has been hidden from them by the Epstein class.

The one thing that stopped me from losing my mind these past two years was making the very concious choice to inherently believe that everything I was experiencing was real. If I had indulged doubt any longer than I did I think I would have maybe fallen into psychosis. Because what was happening

A lot of people believe that William Blake just had a vivid imagination. During the height of all the weird conciousness stuff I was experiencing after my NDE, the most understood I felt was reading his poems. I feel like he was also experiencing conciousness soup. A direct quote from the man

The antidote to most things I think is genuine self compassion that then becomes a baseline respect for most living things.

I bought my first tarot deck as a gift to myself on my birthday 7 years ago almost now, I just looked up the solar return chart for that day and neptune was on the ascendant. Lol.

When it comes to systems of heirarchy in society that feed all of the isms that keep us trapped, all it boils down to at its core is the worship of power over love, ego over authenticity. And all of us play our part in whichever we choose to feed. In the same way there are no billionaires without us

Also, to expand on this thought. I don't think it's a matter of whether or not we're chanelling I think it's a matter of how concious we are of it. If my NDE taught me one thing it's that our brains are a filter for conciousness rather than the producer of it. Conciousness is the soup we're

I have a theory that art is always a form of channeling. But I have no way to prove it, except to say…I know that MY art is always a form of channeling.

Saturn exalts in Libra because you need to put dedicated effort, hard work and mastery to create Libran beauty 👏👏👏 I feel like Taurus is more natural beauty/beauty in nature and the beauty in "mistakes" or randomness. AI is antithetical to that too by its inherent destruction of nature 🙅

I literally cannot make this shit up, I walked past a charity 2nd hand book stop and decided to stop in, while there I picked up a random book of poetry, I opened it to a random page and lo and behold. A poem called fucking nkandla?!? Like genuinely??? What am I supposed to do with that.

I will resist Mediumship at every turn, I genuinely don't care if it's something I can do, I do not want to do it on a daily basis and I'm stubborn af about that. One of the reasons why is that I'll be trying to sleep and then someone will be talking to me in Xhosa, I don't fucking understand Xhosa

I feel like I unlock a new personality every time saturn moves into a new sign. This saturn is in such a stark contrast to the last 3 saturns that it's actually funny. The last time I had this much will to do anything saturn was in sagittarius.

I can't believe I ever thought I was going to be "normal" in a societally accepted way, I have a uranus/s.n conjunction on my M.C, that wasn't ever going to happen lmao 🙃😭 Tbf though it's ruled by saturn on my ascendant so me believing that I could force myself to be normal for so many years tracks

Pluto in sag and the weaponization of performative morality.

Civilians among the rubble following airstrikes in Tehran. (Photos by Mehdi Ghasemi)

Man with his dog flees from bombs in Tehran. (Photo by Pooria Hatami)

I don't know if it's just me, but sometimes I can feel a decade or a place on a person. Like, I can tell that some part of them still lives there. Like, that was where they were formed and it completely informs all of who they are. They're changed by a time or a place in a way that is completely

The electrical humming in this house suddenly got so loud and I don't know if it's because I'm energetically sensitive atm or if it's because of something else but I'm genuinely debating switching off the power.