i've never thought about ending up giving exorbitant amounts of money to a woman who doesn't know my name or acknowledge my existence, emptying my stomach to the knowledge of how much i've wasted trying to buy affection fruitlessly and that my addiction means i won't stop. not once.

weird work to recommend where a lil too much of my brain goes 'don't look! don't notice how hollow i am!' but like a lot of people are finding catharsis in this. been processing plurality and dissociation a lot more than i first read this and. i don't know actually, just sticks in my mind.

press ○ repeatedly to suck your Mother's cock

talked about the story i've been working on with my partner and got it to a place i'm happy with narratively but it became so bleak that it's kind of something i want to avoid working on unless i feel capable of dealing with it. but my moods and thoughts shift often so we'll see.

shadowban is resolved. annoying it keeps happening but gets fixed fast

very much worth the price of admission. agonizing to read. really had to take my time. i don't get the question mark about the good ending though. God's in Her Heaven, all is right with the world. is this not salvation?

being a princess is about being autistic an d not knowing when it's appropriate to tell everyone that you want treats RIGHT NOW

bsky has shadowbanned me again. idk what to do if this keeps being a thing.

please imagine the "she'll save me from the hell of being human" quote from fmd muramasa quote reblogged around 10 times please and thank you

very much worth the price of admission. agonizing to read. really had to take my time. i don't get the question mark about the good ending though. God's in Her Heaven, all is right with the world. is this not salvation?

i really wonder how weird i can get away with being. seems like a lot of people would say maximally and just be honest but i really think that'd be too far.

anthro monsters are cool and all ig but have you considered just fucking the dragon

(Clint's Reptiles voice) when it comes to handleability, we give combat dolls a score of 4/5. dolls are great with kids, and as social animals can be quite cuddly, but that doesn't mean they're going to be cuddly... with *you*. dolls also have relatively fragile bones, especially their spines.

hhhoughhh,,,thinks about loser hand-humping masturbation addict princess with huge cumstack T gel loads,,,

@magseidolia.bsky.social 's beautiful tragedy WOLFSBANE i laughed \at scylla\ i cried /with scylla/pls read it i give it a ❤️‍🔥meadowstamp❤️‍🔥and i think about it allllll the time

masturbation isn't a thing i do for any kind of pleasure, because i hate it, it's solely to keep my emotions in check. speaking of, i am absolutely fucking rabid. scary. off-cycle for prog at the moment so you know that's not at all worrying to think about.

Sex tip: if you do your chores really well she might give you a headpat and call you a good doll.

in retrospect, manic episode lmao. i had "known" for a long time but was too terrified to do anything about it because of my precarious living situation, so a large dose of risk-taking behavior and goal oriented thinking was actually really useful.

It's normal to feel jealousy in a poly relationship. It's normal to get a little twinge of pain when you see your partner kissing someone. It's normal to want to look away even though you can't. It's normal to get a little hard when their tongues touch, to leak at their soft moans. It's normal-

i can feel parts of myself dying, things shifting in ways to protect my fragile mind. i hate it so much, how my mind will just hide shit from me, obscure and put emotions and desires away into boxes so i can't hurt myself on them. it's sad and terrifying.

transfem and kinky art is policed much harder than any other kind of art. in part this is due to puritanism and general transphobia, but also in part because it's just fucking easy. fascist propaganda is everywhere but mechsploitation is easier to hurt because it's small even if it's anti-fascist.

"Ah! I-I'm sorry, I... got distracted." There you go again, apologising to the rest of the quintet in that pathetic, tiny voice of yours. The other four girls stare daggers at you; any sharper and they'd surely draw blood. Sophie, the ensemble leader, steps forward—french horn in her hands—and-

Doll who gets stuck in place at the function and raped by the eyes of each and every party guest. She wants their touch so bad, pleading with wide eyes, but she knows. She knows that nothing feels better than the absence of what she yearns for most. Her cock twitches; the only part of her that moves

did dress up and make-up today. i'm really fucking hot when i try just, lot of effort. very important to remind myself of what i'm capable of.

hey i hate to do this but i have a Small Emergency wherein there was an issue with my jobs system which means we got paper checks this week. i just dropped it at the ATM and it says it's on a hold until THE 19TH. I uh. yeah. i can't really have zero money for another week i have shit to take care of

how am i supposed to compete with all these other cucks dog i'm seeing months long gaslighting plans come to fruition and cucks coming close to genuine life ruination, meanwhile my girlfriend just has really good sex with people other than me. i barely got a hat in the race.

good dolls don't speak 🙂‍↕️ good dolls don't move 🙂‍↕️

wow i really have no fucking idea what i'm doing with anything huh

having a princess headmate/headspace sounds fun but like all the princess posts you see are about driving the princess into degrading positions or about being a spoiled and ignorant brat, whereas i'm looking out onto the fields weighed down by the responsibility of my position

A princess is given so much. Maids to attend to her, knights to defend her, clothes and jewelry... Should not a princess then try and return some of that love to her people? Nothing that would spread any rumors, of course, but if the maids and knights get some good out of it...

i know i shouldn't let it but seeing people talk about their large breasts makes me real insecure. been on hrt a fucking while. gonna fight for injections and hope that pushes my size up a bit

a pair of sharp canines, a pinch sending ripples, a caring embrace, a warmth exuding sting

it's when i was born? i've tried like a dozen names and alters all have differing opinions too so it's just the easiest one to stick by lol

some women were made to be snuffed, I think

Asking for directions

medication i got from the doctor made things worse. fucking awesome really great.

It's one of those days

it's kind of shocking how much it can eat away at you to be treated like a real person when you know better. to be given respect and dignity despite the bone deep understanding it's not deserved. is it any wonder why some would then beg desperately to be a footstool, to be understood as lesser?

*woman for whom all sex kind of feels like rape voice* yeah I'm sort of an emotional masochist

you have to kiss your Mom

The frustrating thing about my version of plurality is that it's oh so difficult to keep track of who's fronting and when. I have a handful of reliable indicators, but sometimes I'll lose those indicators and just be completely lost in the lurch. Has to be pointed out to me, sometimes.

made me cry. really incredible, just, everything. amazing mix of the erotic and hopeless dread and sorrow.

thoroughly enjoyed this. there's this really fantastic throughline of the perspective character's love for leather that helps make the conclusion feel almost inevitable. this is what you are, why fight it? lovely.

ALSO THIS

spelling mistake noticed *face of unimaginable pain*

i think being a kind of pathetic submissive is very very fun, so my existence as a switch is mostly predicated around wanting to share in that fun with someone. i might really be a domme, but i am kind of a loser so falling beneath me can be its own fun, right?

Bounty Claimed!

oh to be a mindless obedient doll... very fun read

‪as far as life-ruining fetishes go, findom really takes the cake. you're horny? pay money about it. you're lonely? pay money about it. you're sad? pay money about it. your findom fetish is destroying your life? why not pay more money and really appreciate the feeling?