there's a cover I want to do and I think I might try doing the illustrations and maybe even the animation 👀 I really want to develop my skills in these kinds of things

I'm so small I'm almost a nobody. my skills aren't much but my passion has made sure that despite the mental health hiatuses and life obligations I never quit even just a single nomination would mean so much to me, and I'll be back soon. my 2nd anniversary is coming up :3

I have four test patches of paint colors on the wall and have nine more I want to get tester cans of 😭 send help

where the FUCK is the ric flair woo at TD garden????? #NHLBruins

I found a karaoke version of the one song I was missing for my MCR karaoke 👀 I’ll be scheduling this soon… perhaps next week after some more practice

errands and catchup chores tomorrow and hopefully a stream after that on tuesday? 🙏 I pray to the gods of executive function to let me have a good week that doesn’t wear me down

I got to pet a bee today :3 it was a rescue mission to get the little fuzzy one off a ball that had a texture its legs stuck to. got it to climb onto a stick and get unstuck and I gave it some gentle pats before returning to a nearby bush it was this kind of bee (not my gif) ⤵️

just wanted to watch some umamusume with lunch and got massively called out by s3e8 😭 I didn’t ask for this

Reminder that Duolingo laid off most of their staff, including their localization teams, so that they could invest heavily into AI. Don't support Duolingo. Disable drops for a few days.

Yankees are completely outplaying the Sox tonight 😭 this is what I get for wanting some form of happiness before hockey season starts, huh?

it’s so beautiful. they had the bases loaded. they could’ve won. we gave them hope. then Chapman turned on the engines and said NOPE FUCK YOU LOL

RED SOX WIN GAME 1 LET’S GOOOOOOOO

The uncurling bagel 🥯 #tanuki #raccoondog

I COMPLETELY understand why dogs and cats like to look out windows. I, too, can easily get caught up staring out the window

VTubers

apparently my resting heart rate has been lower the past few weeks and when I looked at the data in the health app the exact day it started being lower was sept 7 MCR boston concerts relieve stress

what the actual fuck bluesky. are you trying to make people leave?

runi life advice: when nursing even a mild hangover, don’t go to a renaissance faire in 81°F with humidity better yet, don’t drink the night before going to a renaissance faire in 81°F with humidity

ren faire morning vibe: sitting in the couch nursing a hangover wearing your faire shirt with sweatpants waiting to leave to get coffee

I would wake up with a migraine the day of faire 😭

there’s one person (in the family) ahead of me but I might have the opportunity to adopt a mama cat and her kitten 👀

MINECRAFT. JOUSTING.

RHODE ISLAND MENTION IN MINECRAFT LIVE????? WHAT

I’ve been doing the vtuber thing for almost 2 years and why is it TODAY that I learn I could’ve been taking transparent screenshots in VTS

it’s raining and my knees hurt 🥲

stream tomorrow? I think my voice has recovered from both concert and whatever sinus/throat issue I was dealing with from the past week was able to practice some singing today but I think I’ll get back to Silksong tomorrow to ease back in and figure out what to do for next week

I washed, dried, AND put laundry away today! ON THE SAME DAY!

Just a reminder before the “big announcement” today. Autism was discovered in 1911 and the modern definition of Autism came in 1943. Tylenol wasn’t widely used until the 1950s. Anyone trying to tell you that Tylenol causes Autism isn’t someone that should be taken seriously.

EVERYONE. THIS IS IMPORTANT. do you remember

I just finished Fallout season 1 and WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL DECEMBER FOR SEASON 2

All-seasons of tanuki! 💛💚🧡🤍 🎨 - kevin madera @ behance net #tanuki #art #raccoondog #seasons #autumn #fall #summer #spring #winter

I’ll admit when I’m wrong I was mocking the liquid glass thing when announced but depending on the background and widgets used it’s actually kind of cool it makes my photo widgets look out of place though, but others look nice not crazy about the camera app but everything else is fine so far

thunderstorm managed to break through both nyquil and sleep aids 😭 I’m so tired

I’m seeing MCR stuff popping up in NYC on tiktok related to the tour the tour that is now over WHAT IS HAPPENING

throat still a little irritated but not as bad as yesterday, I think a little Silksong tomorrow?

so idk if I'm getting sick or if it's just the fluctuating weather, but I've been having some throat irritation, so I'll be postponing streams until I feel better. ;u; man I just wanna sing some MCR on stream...

been feeling today like it was a mistake to try reconnecting with old friends like I should just understand they've moved on from me because even when I'm trying to message and keep in touch, I get nothing back. I'm forgettable I just feel so damn alone and like there isn't much I can do about it

long live the black parade! o7 I’m not ready for it to be over, but time must move on. keep marching forward. I cried so hard at the end of a livestream for the Kids From Yesterday. such a fitted closing out song. I’ll keep the memories alive when I stream the MCR karaoke, even though unarchived

my definitely-not-gerard-way-inspired camo jacket came in today!!! it was an expensive jacket but I thrifted it at a price I couldn’t say no to it’s actually so comfy

testing karaoke audio really forces you to be comfortable with your singing voice lol I’ve kept monitoring on through this, too not attempting screaming again yet (neighbors are home lol) but I can get my voice a little on the rough side for screaming lines at least

so as announced on my youtube community page earlier and you may have noticed by now, my MCR karaoke is temporarily postponed. I had stuff outside the house to do today and I want to let my voice recover a little more so I can hopefully scream again :3 I'm planning on early next week!

me realizing I might not be able to do my karaoke tomorrow as my voice is still recovering and I have to go out and get little kiuru a birthday present for his party tomorrow… monday? maybe?

I have so many thinks I'll need to keep track of and need to change on the fly for my MCR karaoke and so many assets and stream deck multiactions for effects and toggles do I need any of this for karaoke? no. am I extra at everything I do? yeah.

the absolute irony of getting 9/11 tiktoks and scrolling to get MCR tiktoks right after is not lost on me

headache is currently postponing stream until tomorrow at the originally scheduled time. see you then! 💕

If all of social media disappeared tomorrow, artists would still create. Honestly they’d probably create more than before. AI users wouldn’t continue prompting. Because there would be no point.

kind of want to actually play umamusume tonight for urara instead of silksong... I wonder if I can get her an arima kinen win

I can’t believe how much I’ve cried today over a japanese race horse because I started playing a gacha game rest in peace, haru urara. 💕