Good night chat, I'll maybe try closing it again tomorrow. Uhh also happy hounding day i guess

I keep trying to delete my patreon and keep getting second thoughts..

I get a call when I'm at home. It's a priority call, so I don't think: I just answer. "I got her, Ty," Lindsey says. "I got her for you." I pull the phone from my ear and check the time: it's early morning. "Got who?" "The Consuming Sin-Viper." Dammit, Kam. I ask where. She tells me.

snowpiercer is the best show ever made

Its strange, i should feel sad about closing the patreon down or like giving up on this but.. i just kinda feel.... well... numb isn't the right word.

Insane how well this post is doing wtf

Life is pain /j

Zeta Gundam Sketches

Tip: you can Biting girls for fun noises 👍

Real awful nightmare, just really sucky all around

Harriet contemplates the neural flenser in her hands. Surely one more pull would make the hurt go away. Just one more. dialogue / no dialogue

its so lucky it has such good folks around it

me, minding my own business and disclosing how weak i am to tights and thigh highs. meanwhile all of my friends within a split second of seeing a weak spot to be exploited:

looking back over these 4 hours later and this one is still activated to all hell, she's gonna make such a good missing persons poster someday ljdsalkjlsdajldkHHRR

You ever cum so hard its like seeing colour for the first time all over again? That

Girls activating all kindsa things in it righ now kjlsalk

Gonna struggle to be nirmal for the next 5 minutez

Hsheh hhehehshesh

Wearing boxers more than its usual panties cause of the cage being more comfortable with the space but, it's kinda more ok with that fact than usual. Think it's because its hitting the butch aesthetic more now that its ass is more rounded and its tits are bigger. Its brains kinda shifted perspective

Uploading some of those WIPs I was talking about, doubt they'd get finished but hopefully it gives greater context to where the stories were going, how they were gonna be, etc. Guard dog - Sink Ch 6: archiveofourown.org/works/637810... Top Dog Ch 3: archiveofourown.org/works/692948...

don't you want to fucking win

aren't you tired of losing

decided im gonna keep ao3 and post all my wips there before i stop posting and writing for good on friday.

This app isn't good for me, I'll be back on friday. See you at the bitter end.

How was near daily rape and abuse easier to deal with than this.

I wanna throw up

I would like the world to stop being awful to my friends pls thank you <3

Done believing folks have value, That kindness can outweigh cruelty. I'm closing my patron down on friday, deactivating my Ao3 & taking a very long and deserved break from this platform. For those who helped me, sorry i let you down. For those who've hurt me, I hope you find what you deserve.

Ive never felt more chewed up and spat out. I genuinely don't know how long I can keep going. Finances aren't looking good, uni feels like I'm wasting my time. Wholly unmotivated in writing (mechsploitation or otherwise) too.

It already doesn't like escalators or elevators but that dislike triples if it feels it move when it gets on the thing

The urge to just, fire shots and lash out and bite the hands that feed. I'm so bitter and sick, and I try to hide it , I hide it really well. I try to be the kind one, and the optimist, try to convince everyone AND me that I'm a good person. But deep down I know I'm a wretched, horrible person

Bad brain day forever

I know i shouldn't view it as all my alters abandoned me but man does it feel like it sometimes,

The Sarthas, they love me.

Really don't like the person im becoming

Well that was one of the most horrible and insidious nightmares ive had yet, good fucking lord

annd im getitng sick again, can i catch a fucking break?

never writing mechsplo again, only making sarfield comic strips from now onwards /j

reposting a classic

I will never forgive myself for this monstrosity

What if brain was triddish

Forcing face ids onto all your users 4 months after a databreach regarding hackers taking face id data SURE IS A CHOICE DISCORD

You'd have thought with how utterly catastrophic this whole situation has been to its mental health that it'd have stayed plural but, nope! It is wholly this one and this one alone trudging through this shit

Vet after doing a check up on Handlers dogs: "Sarthas got perfect health, minus a few bruises." "But leinth, arthritis"

If i could turn time back I'd do so fucking much different

Feed me to the crows

There is beauty to be found in the dark, in the cracks and corners of the world where the sun's light cannot reach. Where this one's veil protects, in the in-between.

This one can domme again