I'm so full of sadness all of the time and sometimes it leaks out but that's ok because then absence gets written

Really rad that in battletech, escorters will spend 2 turns killing a backline injured enemy mech instead of the 3 mechs curbstomping the escorts they're sent to protect, real fucking cool. Paradox are you fucking stupid?

Upsilon is an entirely original character, any resemblance to any other persons real or fictional is purely coincidental With that disclaimer out of the way, please read and enjoy the tingle this'll send up your spine

Battletech fun, gf got me it for christmas

NEW DOG -- OLD TRICKS (8k word mechsplo dommebreak fic) Finally managed to get something published !! really hope y'all enjoy! (and do bear with it if anything is wonky it hasnt published on ao3... ever,. so) archiveofourown.org/works/76477381

General Rhadama *drools*

SHOWHOUND Ch. 2 [Public] Really excited for everyone to meet the cast of, uh, colourful characters that make up the Imperial ruling class. They're quite something, and they can't wait to meet their hero in the flesh Happy holidays, Sartha :) archiveofourown.org/works/749067...

I think in the shakeup theres a few more folks in here than i realised but noone wants to yap outside of the regulars and blank

I need to pick up more skirts and tights too,

I love my collection of thigh highs but i kinda wish i had some yellow and black ones and some purple and black ones, they'd be so cutes

Really fucking good, gosh the bodycarving the bodycarving skfjsldmsnd

read this. it's good. it's so much more heartbreaking when you realize how easy it is to backslide. sometimes it feels like it'll never ever ever get better and the world just wants to prove you right.

lost like a solid 20 minutes during aftercare because i was so zenned out and focusing on nice deep breaths

Two times ain't too bad, especially since I managed to get an actual load out of you

Aiming for 3 times, god i wish i got lucky like some girls and just didnt get a refractory period

hey i just spent the last 20 minutes catching up and sobbing about this. please read it's SO good

I get an hour to shoot my fucking brains out my dick as many times as i can, if i die tell my stories...

completely and utterly devastating. very good. i might cry if it keeps getting worse.

uhh... uquiz.com/quiz/vNQPkn/...

You'll be visited by sleep I promise you that soon the autumn comes To steal away each dream you keep Breathe, breathe, breathe

Taking a break from everything, will be back sometime next week

Cw: suicide How can it have so many people who care about it, partners that love it and yet it still needs to push off so many intrusive thoughts about killing itself on such a regular basis.

Thoughts are loud today

The miserable absence content will continue until morale improves

This fucks so fucking hard

AWW FUCK I SPILLED SADNESS IN THE HOLIDAY CHEER AGAIN :L archiveofourown.org/works/76414241 VOL.1 CH.6 - Filling the void. A Hound tries to be vulnerable.

when you’re sucking her strap and she’s just

It really fucking loves brussel sprouts

When i get my next installment of money im getting Eve as a pfp

It felt eve as the pfp was too on the nose

archiveofourown.org/works/76371586 Please read the only good thing to come out of absence so far.

Borderline bed ridden, trying to run away from myself to the point of splitting headaches and pulling my brain apart. But at least my parents got me socks and chocolate.

Spending all day trying to cope

Really feeling torn in two rn

Revisit this moment And its a video of me pre transition jacking off from 5 years ago

merry christmas, hounds

They should make an iliana thats not sleepdy all the time forever

Cool dogy facts! I fuoynd a rock

Morning wood for the first time in weeks and it hurtsss ;w;

[Confidently lying and ignoring the target being painted on my chest] listen, if i was in Saku's shoes, I'd still be an engineer, I'm just better is the thing. Built different, if you will!

ICYMI New absence written by my WIFE!!!!

time to re-read the days to come and be incredibly normal about Saku

re-reading Mind strip poker and man, its really funny and so incredibly hot but, there's something about the concept of The Dyke settling into the three seater penthouse cuckcouch that's making me cackle

Scylla wolfsvbane,,, ytoure ttidts

Wife put together something real fucking special here, consider this a sneak peak into a few folks you're gonna become intimately more familiar with over the next few months. Please do give it a read if you're up to date <3

If I may be selfish as well and ask for a little Christmas present: here's my master list. I've written a fair bit of mechsplo/ero horror since starting in May and there's probably something in there you'd like :> Specific recommendations (other than AotKH lmao) below:

🌨️wayy too sweet cozy fr me🌨️ but an idea i had that i had to go thru with - HandlerxKione puppy mommy au - taking Leinth, Sartha, and Amynta out for a pensive walk in the snow characters from WARHOUND by @kallidorarho.bsky.social

Ok i know i slept for 14 hours and have only been awake 6 but what if bed oh so cozy sleep lots good for dog brain?

Edge felt so good my while body is feeling fucking crazy and now im questioning if it counts as an orgasm or not akskald