every tuesday i get to watch two episodes of magic knight rayearth and it's absolutely one of the best parts of every week. just a thoroughly enjoyable show

i don't need to watch the new ghost in the shell. if i wanted to see beautiful cyber-lesbians who dont pick up the phone i would just scroll down my discord dms list

gwen made me wear one of her dresses that was like a shorter version of the dress she was already wearing and A) i looked really good in it B) i looked literally exactly like i was her little sister

ok. resolving to start writing again

[LINUX GUYS DO NOT RESPOND TO THIS I DO NOT CARE] the thing is that it's completely true that people should probably give serious thought to getting out of the windows ecosystem and im personally glad i did. but what also bears saying is that using linux also fucking completely sucks ass

i have to hunt hyper yian garuga. what a dreadful fate

okay okay i guess ill try fucking bbcf again

got my second rift wizard 3 win im fucking goated

let's FUCKING go dude second map of the day

GWENNYS HOME GWENNYS HOME GWENNYS GWENNYS GWENNYS HOME

thinking about the h-arc left/right i used to do in mbaac where you'd do the setup and the lord in heaven French Bread would decide on the spot whether or not it would cross up

fuuuuck i can't stop pathibg my fuckinbg exile 2

adlibbed a nice pasta dish today.... feels pretty good. i was fully planning to go lazy and just go "here is pasta and bacon and cheese and they are in the same bowl" like im 14 again but i said fuck it and did something slightly more elaborate that worked really well 😊

actually there are two different responses i have ot being bitten int he neck. the first is crying and wailing and thrashing (doesn't achieve anything) and the second is when i give up which involves doing deep breaths and trying hard to stay still even though it's really really hard

i would say that i am not really handling the heat too well

new lgr video about a convention in milwaukee... opens with pictures of hot dogs and cheese curds........... milwaukee i miss you. i miss you. milwaukee take me back

too hot im abslolutely cooked and fucked

saw the furious. damn. does anyone know where the country called "Somewhere In" is in SEA cause i can't find it on a map. they speak american there

ohhh my anxiety disorder that makes me have to be really early to everything

been thinking a lot about how i don't find most speedrunning terribly interesting in its own right... i can enjoy hearing about bugs and skips and new records and such but the actual act of doing or watching a speedrun isn't very exciting to me

i Will get good at rift wizard 3

WE HAVE ALL HEARD OF KINGDOM BUt what about kingsub??? or even kingswitch??? to answer this question, we created a new kind of wasp called "gwenny"

it's like really funny how ive been told multiple times like "oh, yeah, it makes perfect sense that you'd love this" about the mars volta (and especially frances the mute) based on like, what video games i like and why

bit hot ent it

HUGE news. going to change everything. in the last episode of magic knight rayearth that i watched, mokona went "ba ba ba ba" instead of "pu pu pu pu"

i mean isn't receiving money submissively the most important of a princess' roles

thhis is literally me bro

my gurren lagann hater card is SO earned cause i loved that show when i was fifteen and when i rewatched it like 2 years ago i was trying really hard to keep my viewing group invested like - guys - no, guys, it's really good aside from the - i mean yeah the pacing in this bit isn't good - but like -

(away from home for 1 night) dude i want to play path of exile so bad

ok once we're actually fully settled into the new place (WHEN WE HAVE A DINING TABLE) i think I'm actually going to try to learn spanish for real

re-read antiplug holy shit i was really cooking wasn't i

ok after a month living on a main street im sleeping overnight at my parents' house and it's TOO QUIET and it's CREEPY so i guess i got used to the noise already

sometimes you can have a special interest in why something is bad

anyway a corollary to all this is that bloodborne is really cool because it takes the surface level "dude tentacle aliens deep sea moon creature ancient gods maddening knowledge" stuff that weird fiction trades in, but actually has much more of substance to say than that those things are weird

i do have a morbid fascination with weird fiction as a form. a lot of it is interesting on the very surface, like "wouldn't it be weird if-?" but is ultimately insubstantial, with nothing to say, not going beyond simply being a weird idea

sorry gang i woke up on the Hater side of bed today

you know i never really thought about it until now but scp as a project can be accurately viewed as a form of Weird Fiction - akin to the sort of horror-fantasy short fiction published in magazines in the 1930s and so on - and the best evidence for this is that it's mostly not very good

there's like a very long list of good things you can say about legend of the galactic heroes but i think the way it really makes you sit through this long, long, pointless death march towards tragedy, over and over again, is soooo good. it's a story about inflexibility and inevitability and death

thinking about this one again today

avatar fighting game seems genuinely good which is astonishing for a brand new game made since about 2014 but unfortunately i just can't muster any interest in it because i do not care at all about avatar

uni 2 patch save me

just watched the raid 2 again for the first time since it came out.... holy fuck dude

currently leaning "ugh fine" on the "hell no - ugh fine" scale regarding whether or not ill play the mhwilds expansion

duuuude

ssf is so fucking good i can drop a rakiata's flow and be like "i am going to use this" instead of like "how many divines can i sell this for"

i gotta try to get some of the lord-type girls i know in on allcaps names

sorry gang just remembered how literally all of my passions and hobbies and interests are constantly running against my severe depression and the way that it has precluded me from being able to write or play fighting games consistently, ultimately preventing me from attaining growth in either

lowkey my #1 most toxic trait is that i just think of a lot of games as just not worth taking seriously or trying to be good at. like it just isn't that serious. and i think this about a lot of games

shoutouts to the cuck thane in poe2 whose map boss variant just says the "and i shall watch!" line - supposed to be a follow-up to his wife's line in their duo fight - basically at random. like ok man that's cool

room is cold -> run 1x abyss map in poe2 -> room not cold any more