Got approved to bump my lexapro dosage up to 15mg, hopefully it helps! Love that every med increase the doc warns to watch for signs of mania though, super fun being bipolar.

LAPD pushing into May Day crowd in front of city hall. An immediate escalation by the pigs. EYES ON LA!

Weekend plans absolutely demand synth jamming and working out as much as possible, especially since the last couple days have fallen by the wayside on anything except dissociating and being wiped out

Dammit I forgot to leave out milk and cookies for Emma Goldman, and now anarchist Christmas is ruined

I'm sure it's exhaustion pushing it to the forefront, but feelings that I'm worthless, easy to throw away and be happy about it, and should disappear because I'm just a burden are coming for my ass hard this morning Need more coffee so I can get through the last work day of this hella rough week 🫡

While Mayor Frey travels the country accepting awards on the backs of immigrants, he’s back in Minneapolis vetoing the very policies meant to protect them. 1/ www.startribune.com/frey-again-v...

Essential May Day reading www.wewillfreeus.org/tag/news/

I survived an 11 hour shift on 3 1/2 hours of sleep! I am ready to return to the earth and never wake up!

I really don’t think porn is making people bad at sex or dangerous. I think a lack of proper sex education makes people bad at sex and dangerous.

Never forget the true lesson of John Roberts: not one fucking conservative should ever be trusted. Their ideology always prevails, and it is hatred and evil. Never forget

Running on fumes with very little sleep, getting cranky, trying to ignore coincidences, staring off into space, pissed off and hurt... and absolutely gonna crash the fuck out pretty much the minute I get off work, hopefully for a very long time 😴 What a fucker of a last week or two

Do I need to upgrade my CPU and motherboard? No. Will I in the near'ish future because there are good options now that use much less power and run ~10-15 degrees cooler? And I can recoup $ when I sell stuff? Probs! 14700K is great, but efficient and cool running it is not, even after undervolting

In 2006, a retired AT&T technician walked into the @eff.org office and helped expose the NSA’s “Big Brother machine,” launching a years-long lawsuit against AT&T over mass surveillance.

Went to bed early, trying to make sure I got plenty of sleep… and it’s now 4am, and I think I got maybe 3.5 hrs. Can’t fall back asleep, Ibuki is all talkative and restless, I’m restless and having *thoughts* ✨ I am so fucking cooked ahaha, can’t wait to see how I make it through an 11 hour shift

Sometimes you have to say the hard thing to say :/

Shawarma to soothe the turmoil and tired 🙂

Young people will never know the joy of putting a cassette tape into a doll's chest

this government has to be dismantled

Here’s my piece on the “now-completed demolition” of the Voting Rights Act in @thenation.com The VRA is the most important piece of legislation in American history. It more than anything is what ended American-style apartheid. And now Republicans have killed it.

Reminding myself that I got so upset not because I’m bad or dumb, but because I was mostly treated badly for months, then had it rubbed in my face how much affection and enthusiasm others received It’s hard to give up on things you want to work out and be better tho, esp. if it’s not your choice 😐

Standing Rock 10 years later: ‘We still have a lot of unknowns.' The fight continues on in court a decade after protests began over the construction of the Dakota Access Pipeline. #NoDAPL ictnews.org/news/standin...

I don't mean to brag, but I don't need alcohol to send a message that I'll regret

Every day since last Wednesday, just once for a few seconds, I feel this unsettling wave run through me like dread, reminding me of just how upside down everything is since early February Other than some really lovely times in January, and my promotion, everything in 2026 has been really hard

MySpace was hot garbage and had an absolutely awful UI Blockbuster treated and paid its employees like crap, on top of making everyone wear unflattering khaki pants Miss me with this nostalgia train people are on

Ya'll would not believe how much time I've sunk into researching 120mm and 140mm fans, comparing airflow and static pressure measurements to establish their optimal use case I guess if there's a silver lining to being sad, it's that if I dissociate enough, I can invest time in niche bullshit

recent friends and neighbours

lol. lmao even. This is the way.

wish you were here [gesturing at myself]

👀👀👀

In news that absolutely everyone predicted…

This is the opposite of how this should work

I think I'd rather see escorts 2-3 times a year than attempt another inevitably doomed relationship that leaves me hurt and struggling months later. I don't think I'm capable of cultivating that level of intimacy anymore, and I've been consistently told that I'm too much to deal with, which I get.

Oh he really did miss. +1 though for making the cops shoot each othee

Tired as fuck and my legs are cold, send blankets and hot baddie cuddles pls 🥺

look at us. we're starved for whimsy

yo PDX mofos we're doin a thang with Fressen Bakery raising funds/basic goods for Bradley Angle, a gender inclusive shelter various biz involvement & planned 22 sidewalk vendors in 71st & Glisan blocks MA folks, couple bakers, all kinds of stuff trying to gather community whatever it may be

It's disheartening, if unsurprising, how fast it seems like the US collectively just stopped caring about ICE shortly after Bovino was replaced

Reminded that I put myself through the wringer for months for no reason except believing my delusions of importance were real 😓💔 I feel stupid, but even moreso, question why I invest so much of myself in things and people that turn out to be entirely different than what I was *so sure* they were.

Ibuki broke a plate this morning, and I've broken a couple, so after taking a count, I have... 2 plates left :/ I am 45 years old and very bad at it tbh

"The US team will help cover chat with 3 hours of extra OT per person. All AMER shifts on this day will run from 6:00 AM to 5:30 PM Pacific Time." RIP sleep

Neil is ungovernable and I would die for him

Back at work after calling out 3 days in a row. Time to find out just how cooked my workload is and if I left behind any pissed off customers 🫠

“While this is ‘only’ six people so not statistically representative, their statements are also in line with what I have seen overall reported elsewhere from within Iran as range of general public opinion since Trump and Netanyahu started their second war of aggression in Iran.” ~ b9AcE

Kids are going to be hit the hardest by this jacked up future

The Department of Housing and Urban Development has released its new proposed rule that requires federally funded shelters house people based on "biological sex" and strips protections on the basis of sexual orientation and gender identity. public-inspection.federalregister.gov/2026-08244.pdf

"Trust Lesbians, Not Cops" Seen in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

I really struggle with being too verbose and expressing my feelings clearly. So it would be very cool if people would let me get my thoughts out, stop making assumptions, give me a chance speak to those assumptions, or ask me clarifying questions. Pretty please with sugar on top?

I booked an extra day in Chicago at the end of May, but my reason for staying fell through. I rebooked once to make this happen, and I’m not going to do it again, but I’ll be out another $200 on the room. If anyone has suggestions for stuff to do, I’d love to hear them!

RIP my ass and thighs after doing a bunch of goblet squats 😅

i do think if your entire social media presence is reposting accounts with over 50K followers who talk exclusively about politics that is a form of selfmade psychosis