Don't like the art? Makes you feel bad? Avert your eyes. Sit with that feeling, and think about what made you feel that way. But don't come for other artists about it.

went to bed thinking filthy and depraved thoughts, woke up to them as well and made a couple purchases if I’m going to teach you how to clean something, i’m going to have you make it dirty first it’s a good start to the week

sitting across from her at lunch yesterday at a nice restaurant in a polite suburb leather jacket, jeans, boots, bandana, rings on most of my fingers looking every bit like someone should ask her if she’s ok right down to the mirror shades so that i’m not the only one seeing her discomfort

The bluesky address is @attie.ai and it really needs to be in the top five accounts blocked on this platform. This is honestly some of the most tonedeaf shit I’ve seen from BS and thats saying something

body language

wearing an outfit to brunch that I usually save for dungeons it’s public friendly but most anything else in my wardrobe felt incongruent and humble let them stare

secret for insane masochists is that you can plant little poisoned seefd in your dominant’s head about how She deserves more; deserves to take whatever She wants; deserves to live without a care for the desires of others, until She turns into exactly the horrible monster you wanted Her to be

ah, to be a petal guided along a current nothing else will experience in the same way sometimes rising but eventually, inevitably descending and coming to rest in its proper place no less beautiful not for me, but appealing for the right girl

fuck, my panties are soaked i might be into her

i also watched a queer film made in czechoslovakia 63 years ago and it was heartwarming just how legible representations of queerness and queer love ring through across time and culture

it was very peaceful today i was taken to lay under very tall trees on a windy day, and we got to watch the shower of petals coming down then out for fancy tea and coffee beverages i spent the evening disrupting as much of her peace as i could touch

Hey, you. Trans woman. Get more arrogant. Now.

i went to see the cherry blossoms yesterday observing people enjoying them is part of the fun faces and cameras tilted upwards, gazing at the spectacle of the millions of flowers blooming by the tidal basin it’s easy to understand why, they’re stunning and utterly captivating in their beauty

“Look… if I consent… would that make it ethical 🤔” one of these days i will make an example

huh, creeping up on 250 followers when i hit it i’ll… well i already post all kinds of filth, depravity, and poison for you girls… so i’ll wholesome post for a day ig

takeaway from this chap was the usefulness of learning/recording a behavior’s topography (the discreet parts that makes up the whole), magnitude/intensity, & how stimuli elicit, shape, and modify both such as the difference between fear and panic nothing earth-shattering, but it’s only chap 3/30

tonight’s kink education reading college texts on behavior modification while learning hypno should produce interesting results 😈

what’s that wet spot on the floor by your face? oh, you’re drooling, so adorable! do you see something you want? no need to try to answer like a human, the growing wet spot on your panties is answering for you

and i did :)

some things are just worth sacrificing a bit of humanity over

listening to Destroy Boys this morning “You make me beg for the torture Then send me home with thoughts so impure I get it, I’ll see you around Push my head into the pillow and tell me that you’re proud”

I love submissives who offer up their weaknesses. Not their kinks, not their likes, but their actual weaknesses. Their fears. Their anxieties. Their addictions. The little ways in which they can be truly reshaped, mind and soul. It's such a pleasure to learn those cracks, and to pry them wide open

some things are just worth sacrificing a bit of humanity over

my mind has been drifting to subtle acts of emotional cruelty today conversations to be had and consent to be asked…

Hey, it's not okay for anyone to coerce or manipulate you into sex you don't want, ever, for any reason 💜

creative subtle public degradation is fun taking away something that is basic human decency and locking it behind permission doesn’t require much creativity holding her gaze and saying “no” feels good but watching the look she gets during the pause after i say “yes, but first…” is thrilling

probably my favorite mechsplo read well written, a great twist on the genre, and just very enjoyable plus it helped connect some dots for me between some personal experiences and offline practices that will “benefit” others :)

3am thoughts… i have to care about you before we can play because of how my heart works it’s for your own safety as i know i will feel at least a small amount discomfort after we’re done otherwise my heart is a cannibal that will consume yours for fun without an ounce of regret

ugh, why is the death fetish 201 class the one day i’m out of town 😭

3am thoughts… i have to care about you before we can play because of how my heart works it’s for your own safety as i know i will feel at least a small amount discomfort after we’re done otherwise my heart is a cannibal that will consume yours for fun without an ounce of regret

changing you in this way is perverse work rearranging or removing the parts of you that make you, well, you and after, she washes her hands no matter her efforts they are not as clean as before her manipulations and she smiles corruption flows both ways this is indelible

changing you in this way is perverse work rearranging or removing the parts of you that make you, well, you and after, she washes her hands no matter her efforts they are not as clean as before her manipulations and she smiles corruption flows both ways this is indelible

good morning

i should have done this after my orchi

do you think after vaginoplasty the surgeon can notch my ear before releasing me back to the street?

taking a creative writing class for the first time in a long time my posting is about to get much worse :)

sometimes when i’m topping for rough body play I’ll get her really worked up then tell her that she can bite me if she wants then i look down and tell her in a calm and even voice what a good girl she’s being as she’s chewing and pulling on my skin

#bakedrhymes I grow bored Of shallow connections Small talking smiling faces Thousands of words To say Nothing About Everything Come Sit beside me In quiet contemplation We can ponder together Where are those Brave enough To speak The truths of their heart

a holy act is something that is set apart from other acts what sets it apart? it’s an ongoing process that requires dedication, respect, & reverence it isn’t something meant to be legible externally others can see facets of it and interpret those but not understand the depth of what they see

scenes from date night telling @trannieoakley.meangirls.online what it means to be an object while it was bound with lashing straps and held down in a slowly filling tub then waiting for it to tell me it accepts how things will be going forward and not turning the water off until it did

382 red for me [cream/crème]

crime scene photo [blood]

i’m going to use the chains that keep my ego in check to bind and drown my better angels so i can be worse to you

keyword searching conversations to find something you said to help with writing you’re doing and getting lost for a few minutes rereading a touching exchange that wasn’t what you were looking for 🥰

thinking about the trans woman only self defense class i was in this time last year it was towards the end and the girl i was paired up with threw and landed on me a bit hard and was apologizing profusely without thinking i said “it’s ok, i’m used to recreational pain” and we both laughed hard

i think it went really well it will all come down to numbers and location, but there’s a chance it could be full remote now

equality win: cis people are afraid of airport security

listen up, soldier. your mission is to dress up in tac gear and a mask and hang out at the ticket counter, A-posing like an unused asset. now put on your 5.11s and shit yourself

i see a few people liking and reposting this today i hope you click through and read the whole thread :)