Everyone says the food I make is good, unfortunately I have some kind of disordered eating issue, maybe a straight up ED, so I intentionally starve myself and therefore never have shit to post lol…

Hiya, I'm Vivienne, refugee from twitter now settling here <3 Overall CW on my account for some venting, light gore, and suggestive art. My interests include fashion, video games, and art/OCs 💜 other places to find me: my ocs: toyhou.se/EtherealSyst... tumblr: spiderqueen666.tumblr.com

i'm a bad liar with a savior complex

Please don't take pity on me

Wavewave week Day 6: Hands The benefit of having a cannon arm and data cables is being able to hold hands without interrupting work 💜💙 🦜 #art #lintuart #transformers #maccadam #wavewave #soundwave #shockwave

Time to make burgers 💚

I’ll ask here too: is there a medication out there that stops nightmares or even dreams altogether? I haven’t went a night without having at least one nightmare or adjecent to that in so long. Like just now I had fucking 5 in a row within two hours.

Finally finished Mist's redesign, and I'm so so happy with how it came out!! My baby is finally fun for me to draw again and just overall looks way better compared to her previous design 🤎 #oc #ocart #ocref #art #digitalart #artistsonbsky

Choose your fav puppy

Agony in the garden

Punishing ourselves doesn't teach us anything new or motivate us to learn anything new. If we're struggling w/ trauma responses, it's not a lack of "willpower" or a "choice." Shame & self-punishment only make us more vulnerable to trauma responses-- & less open to skillbuilding.

LMAOOOOO If this happens, folks still posting Tik Tok links on here are OPS deadline.com/2025/09/fox-...

Life update 💚 it's pretty long but it has a lot of context for shit lol. your-messiah.tumblr.com/post/7954186...

[OC] 🍓

waiting for my time to lie down in the forest and peacefully rot #art

Think I might make pasta tonight/later, I have a good recipe I want to try making again since the last time I made it, I kinda fucked it up 😅

Another puff pastry tart with fresh mozz & garden zucchini, tomatoes, and basil pesto. 🌱🍽️ Tried the "Jus-Rol" brand this time and find it to more buttery than the Pepperidge Farm.

🤎☕

the meds havw had me sedated since like 8pm yesterday, fell asleep 9pm and i just woke up an hour ago….. slept like 23 hours oh my god

Back on meds, so I think I'll be able to start feeling better soon... Only 2/5 that I would normally take - in this case, inderal (anti anxiety) and vistaril (beta blocker, for panic disorder)- but they're VERY important right now. The wellbutrin, abilify, and trazadone is still pending... soon!!

Almost forgot to add more of my older Mushroom Folk designs for my AU #mariooc #mushrooms #ocsky #mario

sooo @ Nintendo/Illumination, can ya’ll cast a new voice actor for Mario in the new movie? thank you 🙂

erm……….

Look at that face full of wonder! :3

💙✨Good night my lovelies :> ✨💙 #adorozatorumary #sanrio #hellokitty

sorry for having feelings that wasn’t very sex object of me

Cheesy bacon pasta! Managed to finish it before the fainting got to me 😌💚

Trying to cook and I am struggling so hard to not faint in the middle… what the hell 💔

Not a good mental day. …As if I ever have any, but some days are easier than others. Today is very much not one of them.

so please, please, please, let me get what i want. lord knows it would be the first time.

The exact reason is just a little too personal to tell... the most context I can give is that we had nowhere else to go - it was either come to Florida or be homeless, since we refuse to live with the body's mother and her husband ever again, and everyone else was not safe for us to live with. 🥹

“Bluesky is boring” I think some of ya’ll need to learn the difference between peaceful and boring. Twitter has conditioned a lot of people to associate social media with infighting. I’m too old to be seeing rage bait posts on my timeline

The neighbors are on their “making a lot of noise” bullshit again, so that means I’ll just stay awake and make breakfast 🫠

Trans rights are non-negotiable. Trans rights are not an opinion. Trans rights are not up for debate. Their only "agenda" is to be treated like human beings. Basic human decency is a super power nowadays, be the super hero someone needs and support them. It's a rough world right now.

🍄📸📷 🐔🌳 Cooked these COWs up for dinner! Or maybe add to an omelette in the morning. Chicken of the Woods = YUM! #CookingSky #FungiFriday 🌿☘️🍃🌱🥣🍜🍽️

Recognizing/realizing that I have friends who DO like me and I like back, so I should probably make a list so I can see them more often on this website without manually checking their accounts...

People asking us to keep secrets here and now can trigger the hell out of trauma survivors who have been carrying secrets, often entwined w/ fear & shame, for decades. You're not "crazy"-- your nervous system recognizes patterns. It's had to.

if you say dumb shit like "all antis are like nazis" or "acab includes the fandom police" you are actually legitimately a joke. to compare anyone to those disgusting types is despicable, ESPECIALLY if its just some kid online that has a different opinion on fiction than you.

guess now is a good a time as any to say i don't fuck with proshippers in the slightest. im all for being against censorship, but we all know that's not what you people actually stand for. lmfao

sorry i know this is like my 5th commissionpost across all websites today but if i dont post my way through these delusions who will ko-fi.com/kittystuff

Big fan of girl dads 😭🌻 #Storyofseasons

Refugees are not the enemy.

Small as hell potato 🥹

I see quite a few people my age followed me recently… ok so I will mention the fact I am very leftist (as someone who is disabled, latino, often dealing with financial problems; almost every minority LOL), so I hate Trump + his supporters. If you do not agree with me on this, you can fuck off 😌

Me rn

I would love to sleep, but it seems like the neighbors are back on their bullshit again (stomping around like no one lives below them 🫠)