i miss you like a lonely little dog, like all creatures that love without really being good for anything.

So please, hurry, leave me, I can't breathe

Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!

Shall we look at the moon, my little loon? Why do you cry?

I'm done with this. I'm done with you.

i can't decide if i'll let you save my life or if i'll drown

it lingers for your whole life. it will drown you. you will become it.

there's something wrong there's something wrong there's something wrong

i know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it

And there's so many things that my selfishness tried to take away but you were the one that was the hardest to watch walk away.

come love， make me better than i was. come teach me a kinder way.

i'm a bad liar with a savior complex

let’s embrace each other， even if we are doomed.

and no matter how sad i am, i'll try to make you happy.

and he forgives you / dogs are like that / so loyal / dead dogs are just happy you’re here.

and one day five summers ago, when you couldn’t put gas in your car, when your fridge was so empty—not even leftovers or condiments—there was a single 20 oz bottle of mountain dew, which you paid for with your last damn dime because you once overheard me say that i liked it

I think I knew it was getting bad again when the fog came back.

It's only just a crush, it'll go away. It's just like all the others it'll go away. Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know. You pray it all away but it continues to grow

do you think the stars can hear us? do you think they see how hard we're fighting for them?

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the zeros and ones, through the electricity of the world, through the scrolling words on a screen at the end of a dream

sometimes i can't tell if my body belongs to me.

Erm methinks I have a mental disorder

I always thought I might be bad, now I am sure that it's true! 'Cause I think you're so good, and I'm nothing like you!

heartbreak isn't just for ex-lovers.

behind all that acceptance is a tiny voice, whispering in pain, 'what about me?'

i want to love somebody because i want to be loved

you ever think to yourself, 'why me?'

congratulations! you have survived the war. now live with the trauma.

lonely, met a new one, is it too soon to say that i'm in love?

and the idea of being alone, not because the world is forcing you to be alone but because you are the person causing your aloneness.

baby i’m fucked up baby will you help me

Make me confused! Mock me with praise! Let me be used!

Devour me. Devour me, If you really think that you can stomach me.

it doesn't get better and it doesn't get easier. i can't keep lying to myself saying that i'm gonna change. i'm poison. i come from poison.

Today has been hard. I want to disappear. You could ask me what’s wrong, I’d say nothing. Honestly I don’t know

a sickness, frenzy of resentment at everything, but myself at the bottom. i lie wakeful at night, wake exhausted with that sense of razor-shaved nerves. i must be my own doctor. i must cure this very destructive paralysis & ruinous brooding & daydreaming

'let go of me.' 'never.'

i don’t want an apology i want the guilt to eat you alive

somewhere inside me is a merciful， forgiving person. somewhere there is a person who accepts that people do evil things and that desperation leads them to darker places than ever imagined. but if i saw them， i wouldn't recognize them.

i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them， versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me， the easy parts of me to love.

Even though he cut away everything else and became hated by everyone, he still protected me… he still protected my dreams.

the time will pass anyway but i would prefer to pass it with you

— as my final act of love. i'll let you go even against my heart.

We'll be together forever, won't we?

Whenever you're gone The bleeding won't stop It hurts 'til you come back Everything goes black

I don't know what to say. Am I less valuable now that this has happened to me?

It’s not long before you won’t need me anymore, you know?