People only have a certain amount of love in them, and I'm afraid I have to divide mine up between at least a dozen people.

i watched life and wanted to be a part of it but found it painfully difficult

I know better than to want you

I'm waiting for a phone call saying that you're coming back home

I wear his T-shirt’s when he’s gone to remind me that he still exists. His smell on the pillowcase is the only reminder that he was even here, that it was real.

I'M NOT BUILT FOR LOVE, I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time

born to carve my partners name into myself forced to be normal and not do that

Maybe he could learn to love him again, to love him as he is now and not cling to who he used to be.

If my words hurt you so much, why do you continue to act tough.

you know all about my stupid heart and the place you hold inside it.

i think this time i died.

the morning after i killed myself, i went back to that body in the morgue and tried to talk some sense into her. i told her about the sunsets and the dog and the beach.

When nobody wakes you up in the morning, when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want, what do you call it, Freedom or Loneliness?

thank you for teaching me what it’s like to be human. maybe i almost was.

daddy didnt tuck me in and there is a man in the closet

you cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. this is your tragedy， because you understand them but they do not understand you.

its all my fault. im so fucking sorry

Am I a good person or a lost one?

i'm sorry for the love i couldn't give and when i gave too much

of course i’ll hurt you. of course you’ll hurt me. we will hurt each other. but this is the very condition of existence. to become spring means accepting the risk of winter. to become presence means accepting the risk of absence.

All I ever wanted was to reach out and touch another human being not just with my hands but with my heart.

i can’t do better. i can’t do anymore.

* but nobody came.

right now, I'm just not strong enough for you.

When it rains, look for rainbows; when it's dark, look for stars

come on, it can't end like this. you and me, all the things we've done.

You promise protection, I don't feel protected

maybe next time i'll be the reason you visit

i am a forest fire and i am the fire and i am the forest and i am a witness watching it

And you're never coming back And I'm not okay with that and I should've never let myself get attached

I regret opening up.

ill call it a year. ill make myself disappear.

eternal love is a curse, my dear. promise me that you'll despise me one day, and i shall love you even more.

i believe in using songs to say things

my tongue ran away from me, giddy with freedom. this and this and this, i said to him. i did not have to fear that i spoke too much. i did not have to worry that i was too slender or too slow.

i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy

we live at home, quiet, confined, and our feelings prey upon us

I always thought I might be bad, now I am sure that it's true! 'Cause I think you're so good, and I'm nothing like you!

you only do this with me so I give you attention and fuck you, but you don't actually love me don't you? it's okay, you can use me

My heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury

sweet sixteen, how was i supposed to know anything

Does anyone feel overwhelming emotions seeing pictures of their younger self? That's me, but it isn’t. I love her. I wish she knew. I hope she’s proud of me. I miss her.

i wish i were a girl again, half-savage and hardy, and free

Know I shouldn't be watching, 'cause every time I feel the pain

do you think of me?