the desire to be sicker to prove that you are sick

Please, please. Please. I’ll be good, I swear. I’ll do whatever you want.

If you get there before me, would you save me a seat? And if I never get there at all, would you leave the seat empty?

you can think that you're in love, when you're really just in pain

Though the spring will come with time I have lost this love of mine If it all just ends today I think I will be okay

i wish i didn't feel guilty for what others did to me.

i don't like change. when your life changes, it gets harder to love living. and when people change, it gets harder to love them.

i am not good. i am not virtuous. i am not sympathetic. i am not generous. i am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. i feel everything. it is my genius. it burns me like fire.

i don't want to forget what it felt like when i was seven years old and found magic in everything / i can feel it slipping sometimes

I hate that I don't really hate you at all But I kind of wish I did I don't really hate you at all

Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!

counting the stars and scars / how i’m becoming a work of art.

i think i am going to cut my hair, because i cant get my hands on anything else

you do this， you do. you take the things you love and tear them apart.

you're just like me and feel the need to stay in your rut 'cause if you left it you might feel like you're no longer you.

i have an entire forest living inside of me and you have carved your initials into every tree.

do not stand at my grave and weep, i am not there, i do not sleep.

You are as beautiful as the day I lost you

all the places i want to run to have no room for me

Look here, the hell were you——….Ahh, I mean, are you teasing me like I’m weak…?

when you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives.

I can't make a promise of saving everyone.

but i'm the fool， i'm the idiot. because half the songs i write still start out as duets.

because from a very young age we were never young

i realized it wasn’t about me. you didn’t yell because you were mad， you yelled because you were scared.

I'll be back I'll be back That's what you said When you left me

tell the sun and stars hello for me.

i want to take a bite out of you, find out what you're thinking.

if it's all in my head tell me now

i fear that this longing will last forever. i put on a brave face and pretend it doesn't bother me， but it does. it does.

if you give up on me, i'm going to give up on me too

You know me better than I do

this is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less but i liked it better when you were on my side

JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE CARRIES IT WELL, DOESN'T MEAN IT ISN'T HEAVY.

And there's so many things that my selfishness tried to take away but you were the one that was the hardest to watch walk away.

It's only just a crush, it'll go away. It's just like all the others it'll go away. Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know. You pray it all away but it continues to grow

thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon!

and all of my devotion turns violent.

will I ever get the chance to be your fantasy?

if i cannot be wanted， i will be needed. and if i cannot be needed， let me be used until there's nothing left of me.

they're gonna watch me disappear into the sun, you're all gonna watch me disappear into the sun

i love you. i want us both to eat well.

It's just that I fell in love with a war And nobody told me it ended

Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction: now where am I, my fading supply?

I think it’s quite unfair to only be loved when one is kind and sweet… I want to be loved when I’m so angry my eyes pop, when I’m hateful and mean, when I cry and cry

barely two words in, and you already look like you want me dead! you're getting all worked up over nothing, you changed, you're getting weak.......

I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older

so i'll pray each night you'll change your mind, and maybe i am worth the fight, but i am wrong everytime.