it's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember

I don’t like, like myself very much Despite all your kind words

It took me by surprise The hatred in his eyes I’ve pushed this man as far as he could go But he lacked the words to let me know He acted out, now I can see it is my fault

But I will live for you, my selfless love

those days that i tried to be the little girl i was supposed to be drained me

As a child, I didn't need to be strong! All I needed was to be safe.

suddenly it's december, and you're not 17 anymore, and you haven't been 17 for a very long time, but sometimes you have to remind yourself.

i ignored everyone for you

you can’t make homes out of human beings

I wish there was someone fighting at my side. Anyone would do. Somebody…

i know you won't notice if i don't answer the phone

tell me i’m disgusting tell me that you love me

but i am working hard， i am! somebody please，somebody be nice to me!

if you aren't gonna finish the conversation, then please, please don't start one at all.

i love you. i love you. that is one thing i am sure of， that is one thing i know above all else i just don't know if i love you enough.

there is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.

You could ruin my life and id still love you!

Saying how you'd be there always and forever, until the very end

I'm runnin' out of space to make up my mistakes

i just wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling.

maybe next time i'll be the reason you visit

Touch me until I forget my own name, the only one I need to know is yours

So when you met the new you... were you scared? Were you cold? Were you kind? Yeah, when you met the new you... Did someone die inside?

i have been something i was born something

my mind turns your life into folklore

If only you loved me like you love gettin’ high

I'm 19 years old and i've wasted my entire life.

trust me, i’ll be there when there’s no one.

For all my life, I’ve wanted strength. I didn’t want those precious to me to be taken from me anymore. But… to have strength means to invite disaster to come your way. And strength alone can’t really protect you.

i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy

And I cannot escape the darkness. Some have tried to lift me up, but I only dragged them down with me.

I WAS A VICTIM BEFORE I WAS A VILLAIN.

Erm methinks I have a mental disorder

take me back . make me into someone who has never been done harm . go as far as you can . make me brand - new . no bruises . no scars .

from “baby” to “blocked account” : a BPD story

and wonder about the only soul who can tell which smiles i'm faking

i'll carry your burden til the day that you die

Give the gift of your absence to those who don’t appreciate your presence.

the world is terrifying and i need to know that happiness is possible

Only in my darkest moments can I see the light I think I'm prone to getting blinded when it's bright

im so sad but i'll pretend im not for you

It rained in my head for months but now look at all the flowers

Did you, even love us but couldn't show how?

I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older