It's not the coffee, it's the company

My painting OLD RED BARN

Life is just buying groceries and putting away groceries lol.

WE REALLY NEED TO NORMALIZE THE THREE DAY WEEKEND. ONE DAY FOR ACTIVITIES, ONE DAY FOR CLEANING AND ONE DAY FOR REST AND TV BINGING

Okay maybe it's okay to be a Lil bit of a loser if a cute girl is into it 😤

Sometimes you gotta tumble down the hill to know its okay and to get back up

Cooking curry and watching the silly movies definitely was needed and very healing

The curry in question

Silly movies and Japanese curry toniiight yeeees. Homemade too.

im the guy who always tries to make careful choices but always chooses wrong anyways except its my life and not a game

Being eclectic is a gift. Being eccentric is a gift. Don't let people fuck with you because they're the ones who aren't gifted. Be you.

Realizing the codependent relationship threw me even further towards being independent (considering everything this is funny) Like. I want that companionship I just struggle to keep it around?

I'm not sure why whenever people are like "what must your dream home have???" and i just go "place for my movies!!!!" and they typically expect like a home theater system. I mean maybe? I might at some point, I just want a space where I can store everything and have it be accessible and have posters

Why the fuck am I spiraling over mtg cards what. I have this weird stress over them, and I think part of it is I'm giving back a lot of them (hopefully) n then selling off the rest, but it's also like. They kinda got dumped on me as a "you need these more than I do" and i didn't. Like. What. Space.

hold on to hope if you got it don't let it go for nobody they say that dreaming is free but i wouldn't care what it cost me

good evening it’s yearning hours

i’m allowed to be here. i’m allowed to take up space. i’m allowed to speak. i am allowed to exist. 👏🏻

Aww Melanie is in the L word now. Also sorted all my general cards even if imma sell them off jfc

I like how I bought myself a large card collection binder (large to me its like 720? Sleeves) ans my friend who's been collecting mtg for wayyy too long and I have decided best route for me to just. Get rid of the majority. I wanna collect dvds... not magic cards I'm not *that* into the game.

need more yuri video games...

God I am so fucking excited to make japanese curry on thursday I even found my apron,,, yeeeeeeees. It will be a very healing experience. I need that spark back

You shouldn't be hard on yourself, you are doing your best and if they don't respect you then it's better to cut ties. Don't make yourself sick trying to make them happy. You are better than that. 🫶

What are you doing? Trying to turn me against her? What's the matter, trying to cover your tracks?

I think honestly when I move from discord I'll probs trim down who I have on things lmfao. Like. Idk my server? It's gonna be gone probs. Need to be less accessible haha

i be like “goodnight” then immediately open tiktok for 3 more hours

Congratulations everyone

Showed my friend la la land for the first time.... this was his reaction afterwards (he's sobbing at work)

Impromptu magic night was a blessing in disguise haha. Also got ffxiv re-download in like. 1.5hrs instead of 12 wahooi

When the coffee kicks in:

What they took from us

3 nickels

not me getting all the characters on league unlocked and immediately switching to val instead lmao. I just need to collect 'em all idk man

Happy birthday to this young man, and really to us all

aram at 5am hits different

Haircut tomorrow!!! I just need to keep pushing and being productive n give myself restful not depressive rest :,)

I want to leave rooms lighter than I found them. I want to laugh loudly, love honestly, and show up fully. I want kindness to be my legacy…not noise or numbers. If time is the only thing I can’t control, then joy is what I’ll choose to leave behind. This is how I choose to be remembered 💙

Wooof, friend joked about going to the MtG con in Las Vegas and like,,, everything is starting to align to actually make that happen WHAT IS GOING ON Do I wanna go to vegas really??

⠀ 🩸🦇🩸　　 🩸🦇🩸 🦇　　 🦇 🦇　　 🦇 🩸 ⠀ ⠀ let’s watch 🩸　 🦇 horror movies 🦇 　 🩸 together ⠀ 🩸 　　　 🦇　⠀ 🦇 　 　 🩸

Naw I just need to stop minimizing myself and go find my niche of folks and put myself out there.

Taking psychic damage every time I look at the unsent Project

Green yuri crumbs,,, good timing yes

Pro tip: Keep your bacon grease to use for fried tofu. This is quite counterproductive if you're vegan, though. Unless you just like tofu. I dunno. I'm lost. Follow me for more tips that no one wants.

I think a very hot shower and cuddling up with a movie would cure me of my rot for now