current status

drawing in the park, sitting with my feelings

my heart is a mess that holds my life together. duct tape repairs for the soul.

my birthday is coming up i'm not thrilled half the year is gone and i've accomplished nothing i'm so old

i love/hate strong emotions. they make me ask so many questions, try to explain everything, keep me from enjoying the things that cause the emotions... but they feel so good, too.

Genius. 🤣

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We're all just social primates. We were meant to live in groups, eat together, and play. Instead we've created such a lonely culture for ourselves. Laugh loud, talk, eat together, and feel the joy!

i think i'm going to ask a guy i like to hang out and watch geeky youtube videos with me. i think it's going to work.

i've got the longing

i had an intense night with friends and i'm having a lot of emotions and i wish i was going to sleep with someone i love, held in my sleep

i wish it could be us.

We would have two generations of hardened American domestic terrorists if people in the 2000s had known what ordering a fucking pizza costs now.

still in love

the fear is how i know its real

i dunno man my head is just performative soup

filling my cup but with well whiskey

i keep trying to do the work and feed my soul but then my heart wants to play hooky and go dumpster diving for candy

i had a dream that someone was planting pork chops on my patio i told him the dream and he felt it was a pretty accurate representation of him.

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my emotions are such a mess right now i have no idea what im feeling. love? fear? anxiety? all of the above?

when you're in love again and it's a terrible idea but it's all your heart knows how to do

Sounds of a helicopter in the sky above. If it's the green, white & yellow one somebody is injured or very ill, if it's the black & yellow somebody has been villainous, but if it's the rarer seen muddy green Chinook then there's another war coming.

The web, at its core, was about giving people the freedom to use their voices on a global stage. AI, at its core, is about telling you to shut the fuck up and let a billionaire tell you what you think.

the people at the next table were singing tina turner really loudly and off key and they have moved on to singing bohemian rhapsody loudly and off key and i am starting to lose my mind.

i know you love my cats more than you love me that's ok, so do i

i slept at night and took a walk to get a chai. trying to drum up motivation to work on my place

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high anxiety tonight. not sure why. taking meds about it.

i know the little buzz i have is unwarranted but im really enjoying it

engraving "do you like me Y/N" on the engagememt ring

i'm confused but it's the pleasant confusion of cuddling all night with someone maybe you shouldn't have, but not caring because it was nice.

lie on the ground in somebody's arms probably swallow some of their history

Babe, wake up. New man-made horrors beyond comprehension dropped.

hey guise do you think The Pitt could be a step towards fixing tv? i'm done voted at that prospect. which feels cursed.

i need to finish my fucking novel @alasdairstuart.com poke me with a sharp stick, maybe that'll work

Like Tom Holland doing Umbrella, always repost.

personally I think anyone should be able to change their name for any reason ever and society should just adapt for that. you will not change my mind

breaking your own heart: a way of living a new series of talks about the voidlike benefits of getting into an endless destructive loop. you too can feel like you're dying all the time!

*Is "nudification" even funny *Yeah. It's funny like Edward Gorey is funny: like, why are people always catching dark, mysterious forms of unspeakable hell that they will never directly confront or understand

when people cancel plans with me it triggers my RSD badly. i instantly spiral out, i have to be so careful to hide the torrent, or risk losing people in the rage. i am such a broken robot.

fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck i'm doing it again being tortured, coming back again and again hoping to hit the jackpot with this inconsistency dressed in human form but the reward when he touches my neck with his chapped lips everything feels good for for this - this moment then the crash and the crawl

YOU - I don't want to get better -- I want to get worse.

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“I’m here in support tonight for Stephen, because you are the first guy in America who lost his show because we got a president who can't take a joke… and because Larry and David Ellison feel they need to kiss his ass to get what they want. Stephen, these are small-minded people...”

Also worth checking if your meds increase sun sensitivity - surprisingly common and best to be cautious about.

i wouldn't call it optimal, tbh

Actually as a reminder for certain meds when it's above 25c it's best to keep them in the fridge, concerta is one of these, and we're coming into a period of 27c+ weather so plan accordingly