did you also see a trans allegory in the super corny video for "sugar we're goin' down"

me & you eating good in our natural habitat, the hospital pharmacy

hospital pharmacy is actually my natural habitat so its really good for me to be in hospital pharmacy

they should let me unsupervised into "hospital pharmacy". i promise i will not do anything weird in "hospital pharmacy"

Neolithic Pig Cauldron floating in the woods

phlebotomist told me i have "nice big juicy veins", the pyridostigmine must be working

hot takes from within a severe pain flare i don't think laziness is real. it's like the invention of "jaywalking" or "cringe" they brought a neurotoxin word from an alternate dimension where stuff's backwards. it is good to chill. the pedestrian is not the danger. sincerity shouldn't be embarrassing

the weed buying experience in canada was significantly better in the couple of years when it was all black-market websites operating under the clear light of day and taking regular ass bank transfers

my birthday is on the 27th of this month

i need gluten-free donuts and better weed

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i would like to take an art history class specifically on the northern renaissance

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i don't really need a body i would be happy in a hypothetical future living inside a server rack somewhere (assume all necessary chemical and mechanical signalling is simulated)

i made it approximately ten years of my life without constantly having impending death on my mind 24/7. i don't know if i'll ever get it out again

the world has always sucked but you still gotta try to make it better

My doomer-worry about AI is not that the LLMs become omnipotent and take over the world but that the wealthy and powerful use it as a means to consolidate power and marginalize or lay off skilled workers and also everything about our technological and political and social life gets worse

One of Vanillaware's co-founders (Takehiro Shiga) drew this cool illustration depicting the structure of Chunsoft's most famous sound novels. This was posted around the time 13 Sentinels was entering production, so the devs may have been studying these sound novels while conceptualizing the game.

okay, second date on sunday

my body is currently in an upswing (i.e. in recovery)

the smell of dust in a hot sunny car

Yasmin Mahani searched al-Tabin school in #Gaza City. She found her husband screaming, but no trace of her son. Civil Defence has documented 2,842 Palestinians who were “evaporated” since Oct. 2023, leaving behind no remains other than blood spray or small fragments of flesh. #Israel #usa

they built an entire nation state around the concept of a passenger railway to get around the absurd distances and geography, and then they killed the passenger railway.

dreaming about kissing the girl i hope i get to kiss the girl again

sorry for being a hater sometimes. i swear there are so many things i love deeply. i'm only this critical because i wish for more things to love

naruto was one of the most vacuous things i've ever seen in my life. i don't think i could tell you a single plot point that happened. the one scene that sticks out in my mind is ripped straight out of an earlier anime

blue jay whisper song!

oh my god they're actually shipping a feature

To repeat. -- And to repeat: The political faction saying we must all have to log legal ID before speaking or accessing speech on the Internet, and the political faction who believe transgenderism is a dangerous mental contagion that spreads by speech about transgenderism, are the same faction.

i think people are pretty hyperbolic about the temperament of canada geese

you have to cancel discord nitro

buny's gotta keep those ears warm

a large number of white trans women who exclusively hang out on x dot com are on a freefall slide into right wing ideology and no-one is talking about it

second time i've accidentally had a family-size bag of m&ms as emotional turmoil supper this week. would not recommend it

i wish i could send my parents some quality art history 101 lectures from a real class. they will never experience post-secondary in their lives. they got their GEDs in their 40s. my world is completely foreign to them. i wish i could show them why i love what i love.

i think audited classes should be a lot more accessible than they are currently

i think maybe i am going to cry forever

to what degree am i describing myself as i am and to what degree am i describing myself as i hazily remember myself when i was able to do more things if i only explain parts of myself from now, i don't think i have enough parts to describe a whole person

i'm literally asleep

alaska king?? what?? nobody told me there were kinds of kings other than california

seeing scraggly girl stubble when you wake up next to her is kind of like magic. i don't really have a good explanation i just think it's hot

being allergic to cucumbers is actually kind of insulting

coming up with a new idea called "driving like shit olympics". no more bland, unprovable statements like "california drivers are the WORST" allowed. whichever state wins every 4 years gets a moonshot-sized public transit investment to get those fuckers off the road

i don't like being an atheist is there any way i can purposefully break my brain into being not that

well, staying up past my bedtime isn't going to help anything. i love you please take care of yourself and please try to love all rabbits

really feeling the "you had a perfectly good monkey then you gave it anxiety" thing. frankly . tbh. .

stayed up too late got cursed with thinking about mortality again

also the thing that makes me think kurt cobain was some kind of trans is actually because he had severe IBS (combined with everything else)

miss piggy is a drag performance but janice is trans