I dunno, y'all...I got like a really bad aggressive cancer that by all accounts I shouldn't have that can't be cured unless I get a transplant, diagnosed right after what I thought was the worst year of my life losing my father to a long and painful hospice journey for his cancer,

my brain is not sharp enough and my friends are better at insults so I'm just leaving my little emotional support hearts on my friends' posts in the bizarre little bsky fights weird people start on here with my friends for no reason

til I am a woodchuck

If you’re kind to me on the Internet, this is who you’re being kind to

It’s a beautiful day to say how you really feel when asked if you’re okay, make them regret asking you in the first place.

IT'S TRUE - quality follow, also sheev too because my moots are amaze 💜

not me forgetting I used to poast about stuff other than trauma lmao

bsky has peaked today, this is the only thread we need so keep an eye on this and otherwise pack it in! we get Friday off early!

saw a short form video where this young woman was scared to eat because of binging in days previous and she was overwhelmed by the amount of food the hotel breakfast was (egg white omelet and a lot of fruit)...and I get it...but I'm also so sad for her

fun fact the one and only reason the pyramids are in Egypt is because they're too heavy to carry to the British museum

morning Slungus. Slungus.

two hours of sleep at a time club! ....well prepped for next hospital stay but I'm not a fan

don't scroll really reaction sensitive platforms when you're half falling out on oxy...you will send weirder shit than normal to your friends

Taylor Swift is the Kamala Harris of music and I mean that as an insult to both of them.

MYSTERY SOLVED I was yeeted into the Mystic Container Ship of Pain this explains *everything*

I don't understand what sheshed discourse on bsky means and at this point I am too afraid to ask

first world problem cancer posting through what feels like the apocalypse as tens of millions of people (at least) suffer and have their lives threatened on a constant basis...what a fucked up feeling to unpack

i’m just saying if we’re all going to walk into the sea together, it would be NICE to hold hands while we do it. that’s all!

fat/troubled kids camp but it's cancer camp and strange masked men come carry you off in the middle of the night to dump you woods where you free range graze on herbs and berries until you're better or you die, if you make it you have to lead a "cancer warriors" fb group

having health/wellness/workout content hit your algorithm hits so much different when you're in the kind of shape that cannot be fixed by a bench press lmao

lay on right side: SUPER STABBY STAB STAB FUCK YOU PAIN lay on left side: oh hello completely new experience of acid reflux and setting the middle of my breastbone on fire lay on back: omg bitch you been here all day, lower back has officially started the union strike me: wah.

If you’re a believer and you aren’t at least deeply troubled by the Problem of Evil I am going to have a hard time taking you seriously.

he cums from the gland down under

my oncologist said I'm "a very delightful 38 year old" in my clinical notes, so I got that going for me 🥹

Artist: Pau Morgan

nothing feels real anymore, this must all be one terrible dream or reality tv prank

cleansing with slungus so not every recent skeet is all "holy shit ttttrrraaaaauuuummmmaaaaaa dduuuummmmpppp"

you know your diagnosis is bad when a subreddit doesn't even exist for it....here's hoping I can get that transplant and immunotherapy does something positive lmfao (jfc this is insane I am the legally bsky mandated 38, why everything)

thanks to everyone for your warmth and kindness and general support as I kinda use bsky to diary my way through this....I'm low-key really really fucking scared and having this outlet is weirdly helpful ilyasm for real 💜

they're gonna talk about my case at a medical conference tomorrow - I'm officially weird :D

real photo of me getting surprised with liver cancer; I'm garfield, sewer monster is liver, nermal is the doctors going "huh. wow. weird."

happy womens day

first time experiencing not being able to get up on my own after squatting down....cool...terrifying...woke up having forgot about the c word, way to get reminded (thankful for an amazing partner, he picked me up)

wtb way to experience this lack of pain that is not a dangerous highly addictive controlled substance, I'm not high and don't care about that, it's just so nice to not feel my organs trying to escape T.T

Oh hey @vanweezer.bsky.social, btw, I'm sure I missed the discourse on it eons ago but I saw this and thought of you and your gift of prophecy a while back 💜

oh my god there's cancer bots on bsky. ofc there's cancer bots on bsky. FUCK YOU BOT I JUST NEED TO OVERUSE THE WORD TODAY TO GET ADJUSTED TO THIS.

new level of mutual aid guilt unlocked: can't help because cancer lmao

bye bye for now, hopital - hopefully see you later for transplant, thanks for being an amazing hopital o7

I pre-apologize for how insufferable and potentially selfish my interaction with the world may be in the upcoming months, I'm gonna try not to be an annoying twat about this but it'll probably happen at least once lmao

low-key stressed about not being one of those brave "poster child" for successful and monetized cancer journey people....like....I think I just wanna be better? maybe not write a book? I dunno, I'm tired

THIS IS WHY I MUST LIVE! I MUST OVERCOME THE MUTANT CELLS AND TRANSCEND MY CANCER-Y FATE

brain is like moth beating itself against a porch light

AAAAHH

WHAT DO I EVEN DOOOOOOO - WHAT TERRIBLE JOKES DO I START WIIIITTTHHHHH I need copiuuummmm

Going at my own pace

CONFIRMED! Cancer round 2: liver boogaloo, this time the call is from inside my house

one thing that will never make sense to me: being a shitty nasty patient to the folks taking care of you in the hospital, especially when those folks are very kind and have good bedside manner

Tom Petty was right in at least one thing....the waiting really is the hardest part