I really care about the people in my life but I am quite terrible at understanding how to actually anticipate their needs and how to best act on the fact that I care about them and i find that very frustrating heh

GOD DAMN IT

I of course as an expert in balls will choose the expert sphere grid

I realized before i get to FFXVI properly and complete my playthrough of the entire series, I Have to replay X, XII, XIII-2, finish XIII-3, and do stranger of paradise and woff and type 0-hd and then i'll have done all the ones i care about.

sometimes i get sad and then i remember hans moleman getting hit in the groin with a football and laugh

ok watching some gundam (the original)

I'm down on myself a lot, but I am earnestly doing everything I can to figure things out in my head so I can be of better help to the people around me.

gossiping with shtola #ffxivnsfw #gposensfw #oc:sarama #yshtola #LumosStudios

i think if i was allowed to make one change to FFX it would be that AP spread evenly to the non-combat party members too so you dont have to swap everyone in every fight just to keep them all current

I should take my bart from xenogears out of its box and set him up but i have to like really organize a bunch of stuff first and i have had zero energy to do so ;_;

ok time to make more progress on bg3. in chapter 2 in the temple of shar.

sam altman, but he constantly gets punched in the groin for all of eternity

happy presidents day, let us remember whatever this guy's name is, the president of the united federation of planets who opened diplomatic relations with the klingons after the moon praxis exploded for some reason i forget

Do we have a Democratic party that is willing to go to the mat to protect civil rights for everyone? That should not be a hard question to answer.

Advertise your account with a GIF...

I identify with gollum in that i too have been to mordor (new jersey)

oh i should probably actually start the bluray disc i put in 3 hours ago

I am so wet right now from rain

Tokyo Scramble delivers nerve-wracking thrills while sneaking about from dinosaurs and giddy grins with its campy narrative equally. A stealth puzzle game at its core, there is much to love for fans of the genre. My review.

I like how I want to shake the hand of whoever invented job systems in RPGs but want to throat punch whoever invented job systems in real life. Fuck you kevin

OKay time to brave the rain to get stoned as god intended

i think the best part about earth 2 is english-language humanity sucks enough where we really would call the first other habitable planet we find and can get to 'earth 2'. we suck lol if you have no idea wtf i am talking about don't worry, most people don't

Square's Tom Sawyer 2DHD remake confirmed

OK, time to start the two towers while i futz around with some games!

I'm eternally grateful to my friends who love and care about me even and especially when I can't do that for myself, heh.

Time to make some breakfast, since i have the day off!

they should make video games that i am good at. i think that is the problem the industry faces right now, if i am being honest

It’s my birthday! I’m 40! Raaahh!!! It hits less than when I turned 30 tbh. www.paypal.com/paypalme/Val... Dropping this just in case someone is feeling generous. I have to buy a new mattress soon. 😅

why am i awake!!!!!!!

OKay, time for bed. made it through the day. and i have tomorrow off. so yay!

And fellowship of the ring done. took me most of the day because i was doing other stuff during.

i love boromir ;_;

I'm always tempted to answer those 'what is your favorite movie' things with something like the postman and see how long i can keep someone convinced that i'm being sincere

I really wish the SMTs that are stuck on the 3DS were on... something else. I can easily emulate them but trying to get my friends to check out SMT IV or god forbid strange journey redux is impossible

I've been trying to learn that blue mage spell on and off for over a year so feels good to finally get it.

oh sweet i just found out i have tomorrow off

YAY

this piece of crap cloud thing is my arch nemesis in this game

Come watch me play games.

okay this time i remembered to steal a healer's soul, so i can kill the rain cloud and steal its magic too

One thing about playing a lot of games at the same time is sometimes you launch one of the games and do things like briefly try to play FFXIV like it's BG3 and get confused

I should really play the shadow of mordor and shadow of war games, right?

Alright, gonna boost my mood by watching the lotr trilogy for the first time in a few years. grabbing my blurays now!

Alright, the dog should be awake by now, so going to say good morning to her since she runs the household, and then i shall play idk a video game

I forgot to eat most of yesterday and also until just now and i didnt realize it until i almost fell down, so sandwich time!

i should take a shower so i am not a stinklerian

Getting to know me through media Game - Disco Elysium Movie - Aliens Show - Babylon 5 Album - idk i suck probably the soundtrack to the lord of the rings (all)

Feeling in much better spirits today vs yesterday but physically tummy hoirt, but i'll take it!!!!!!!!!

I have a hankering to play dragon quest x again so going to get that installed this morning. Just preordered the latest expansion too since it will come out around my birthday this June

I think putting unopenable/unreachable chests in RPGs should be considered a crime