sitting outside without smoking is kinda boring lol but otherwise im fine...I think just keeping sort of busy trying not to think abt smoking but when I sit still im like CIGGIE PLS siiiiiiigh it gets easier right??? :(

beautiful Colorado from over my wife's weekend off work :) we took a very lovely drive.

@elsbells.bsky.social fancy pants.

please know when I use the ✨ emoji, I do not mean anything to do with AI. they stole my emoji from me.

This is who runs this account.

"you got games on your phone?"

wifewifewifewifewifewifewifewifewife and so on...🥰

1 more hour til Wife!!!!

YOU'LL NEVER BE ALONE AS LONG AS YOU'RE DEAD TELL ME IN YOUR VEINS DOES THE BLOOD RUN RED GO AHEAD AND TRY TO MAKE AN ESCAPE AWAY FROM ME NO ONES GONNA HEAR YOU SCREAM HAPPY HALLO-FUCKING-WEEEEN (((you belong to the pumpkin king))) welcome to Halloweentown, the party lies 6 feet underground.

when a song starts with "RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, BLEEEEGH" you know it'll be a good one :) ~just let the moons eclipse embrace your lips and take you home~

I can be the moooonsterrrrr I can be the teeth sunk in your skiiiiin I can be the terrrriiifying ultra-violennnnt siiiiin I can be the moooonsterrrrr I can be the daaaaarkness you hold deeeaaar I can be the ammmpliiifying reason for your teeeaaaars I can be the monsterrrr

CRYYYYYIN OVER SOMEONE LIKE YOUUUU IM DONE 👻

🎶 whatevers planned on mini skirts, high shoes, and leather tonight's the night do me right turn me on 🎶

of COURSE my tummy would be upset before I go for my blood draw. stupid nerves.

Duck foot print in sleet

hopefully my new ADHD med will help me focus more so I can do things like draw!!!!! or watch movies/shows!!! my doctor put me on a stimulant and said it generally works better than what I was on (Straterra) we shall seeeeeeee

anyway point is I miss wifey :(

do NOT like my doctor appointments taking up the time i have to spend with my wife before she goes to work!!!!!! NOT AT ALL!!!!

#AlexPretti #ReneeGood

depression and dysphoria i hate you

dad also sent me this video of Luna enjoying the snow back in arkansas!

my dad: what you doin? i'm cooking hamburgers me: yada yada me, 5 min later: yall still got power/heat? I have weed brain dude. he legit just said he's cooking. you can't do that at his house without electricity lmao smh

it's so cold my silicone balls are frigid on my thighs smh

a little snow to make the day Magickal :)

Sniff checkpoint #deer 🦌

"Does this look like a criminal to you? He’s FIVE FUCKING YEARS OLD. His name is LIAM RAMOS. He is here LEGALLY, as is his dad. He lives in Minnesota. He’s been kidnapped and imprisoned in a concentration camp in TEXAS."

In a largely symbolic move, Eureka, CA council declared itself a sanctuary city for trans people and healthcare providers. The resolution also directed that no city resources would be used for detaining, or aiding in the detainment, of trans folks or providers. #goodnews #transrights #california

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through it all, he was there. thank you Deuce. I will always hold space for you. 01-16-2010 - 09-17-2021 furrever my bubbas.

it's supposed to snow this weekend and I am thinking about my Rainbow Bridge bubbas back when he got to play in the snow. miss my big regal boy every day. I love you Deuce.

my wife has turned me into a Sleep Token enjoyer via our car rides to my in-laws (mostly bc she's singing along, but still) wifey can out-sing anyone tbh. her voice is beautiful.

DO YOU REMEMBER ME WHEN THE RAIN GATHERS AND DO YOU STILL BELIEVE THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

Caramel by ST fucks fr tho

today i am going to attempt to listen to Granite by Sleep Token without getting pissed off... I like the beat and want to enjoy the song but lol

MY STP/PACKNPLAY WILL ARRIVE TOMORROW NEW DICK YEEEAAAAHHHH BOYYYYYY was my bday pressie so I am extra essited hehe

RATS #cardinalcopia #thebandghost #art

ahhhhh Courtney LaPlante screaming in my headphones :)

WHY I HAVE TOOF ACHE GO AWAY NO GO TO DENTIST. EVIL. 😤😔😭

Share a television show that raised you

is currently 28°F but it's sunny so it feels warmer and I am enjoying it :D

libraries are cool as fuck

im outside having a smoke and I can't tell if i'm hearing Kitten (our cat) yelling from inside, or a child in the complex having some sort of fit lol could be both maybe idk

let's have a paaaaaahtay (hoo-hoo) connect me to somebaaaaaahday (hoo-hoo) I miss 90s boy-bands so much rip

Cerberus is watching

applied to 2 prrrrretty cool jobs today. I could actually use my artsy degree for both lol. here's hoping. one is even remote, that would be cool.

abt an hour til @sovaghoul.bsky.social is off work and on her way home to meeeeee :))) I miss youuuuuuu I love youuuuu

slam dunk da funk ((I am listening to boy-band 5ive from my youth))

runny nose be gone!!!!