This is, i kid you not, the THIRD time I've got my period this month except idk if I really did the second time it lasted for a day the first it lasted for a few days but I am in hell i am in so much pain for the last hour & I need more pads im having the heaviest most painful period ever rn

Deleted the funny qoute fromy cousin because literally way too many random ass people & bot accounts were liking it & I hate when that happens bc i post for my mutuals... God bsky just give us private accounts already

Happy 1989 day the album that introduced me to Taylor & therefore the reason I know all my besties here today 🩵

Champion of the Late Sun

I know this already bc ive survived so much trauma already but after surviving yet another traumatic thing (im okay don't worry just dealing with the afteraffects) I forgot how hard it is to deal with being fresh out of the traumatic situation like I forgot how paranoid & tense & disassociated

Its already 4 am 😭

Anyway watching a murder mystery show to distract me from my own problems

Fucking hell I hate being disabled. I was so stressed now my legs are having spasms and my feet are shooting pain fuck Cerebral Palsy 😭😭

HELLO??? 🥹🥹🥹 BOT TANNNN with the timing I will cry right now

Okay i need to calm down hahaha sorry it's been quite a week the past 7 or so days 😭

Thanks to @reputaytionedit.swifties.social for letting me use this layout she made... now we're twins 🤭🫶

Sorry you should maybe mute me if religious trauma is triggering for u bc I keep subtweeting abt it bc I was extremely triggered tonight & I cant stop talking bc I cant be alone w my thoughts bc it makes me feel sick & out of control

Ik I'm half responsible and that makes me feel horrible Logical Logical Love is never Logical I know i could've stopped it all God why I didn't stop at all

Anyway. Sorry yall I got a little too hyped 😭one day im gonna write a book about my life and you'll be like wtaf I thought she posted everything & you'll learn like 30 things you didn't know anyway LMAOO

LOVE WAS THE LAW!!! AND RELIGION WAS TAUGHT!!!

open.spotify.com/playlist/4D0... This playlist is the epitome of my past 5 months to the present moment.. if you know you know & im honestly so proud of myself for surviving & making the hard decisions even tho I can't talk in detail abt it❤️‍🩹

Life goals 🥰

Genuinely does anyone know if there's such a thing as emergency therapy? Besides like, going to a mental hospital lol. Like a therapy session being scheduled the very next day even if you dont already have a therapist

Hey guys uh... I still need to pay my mom back $50, and even by the time I get paid I won't have enough to pay her back and get other necessities like gas and food since I didn't work much this week. If anyone could help that would be nice even if it's just like a dollar.

i need you all to know that i would do unthinkable things for you. i would kill for you if needed. my friendship is real and it’s tangible. i don’t care if we’re “bluesky besties” or whatever. we are friends and i genuinely have so much love for you ❤️

I forgot how freaking long coffee takes to make

If anyone has any other good Netflix recs lmk especially if it's any good documentaries or reality TV shows those are my favorite things to watch

Got my Netflix back (i was logged into my cousins and watching it only on my laptop for the longest time but my laptop broke a while ago so I finally was able to get the login to watch it on the tv) and i found out a good girls guide to murder season 2 came out & no one told me 💔

Made this playlist which im biased but I think its really good in case anyone else with daddy issues wants to check it out 😂music is my free therapy fr open.spotify.com/playlist/5hI...

Wait cause I'm so glad I'm not the only one who lowkey think they're adorable I'm sorry

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TW// ABUSE just thought of the most heartbreaking thing - - - You're losing me but in the POV of when you started being abused by your dad when you turned 13 when you'd been a daddy's girl your whole life

some of you are too old to be as ridiculous as you are. not me tho. i’m hot and young and sexy

Telling an irl "sorry if my responses are slow there's stuff going down on bsky" like I dont tell them this once a month I'm tired 😭💀

You’re can’t claim to be villainized if you’re the villain babe 💓💋

I obviously do not stand for this behavior so if you support this behavior pls block me ‼️

The whole I'm not a mean girl thing while actively posting fuck ass subposts about being jobless against someone you know is on medical leave due to their disability is crazy work tbh

*Current status*

If someone hasn't responded to you in 5 days after lowkey a fight can you then assume they probably aren't ever going to respond to you

for the bluesky finale we’re all gonna wake up in bed with twitter and it will have all been just a dream

thinking about some stupid shit i said or did that i can't change for the millionth time for absolutely zero fucking reason <<<<<<<<

I feel like breaking down sobbing in someone's arms is that too much to ask

I posted and am awaiting thy dopamine.

The rain is so loud it sounds like the world is mad at me

Read a poem I made from when I hated a part of myself recently and cried because wtf 😭💔

microdosing friendship by liking posts but never actually talking to anyone

being awake is not for the faint of heart

sooo i was supposed to be able to go to a food pantry today but i wasnt able to get a ride there. A few days ago i posted & was able to get help w food for a few days so if ur able can u help w food again? Sorry to have to ask again. venmo.com/code?user_id... www.paypal.me/juliahoo1456

my body is a temple and the temple wants an excessive amount of caffeine

Hey friends happy Wednesday!! While it can be easy to compare ourselves to others, please do your best not to do that because you’re amazing the way you are! You make the world better, and you don’t need to change anything about yourself. I’m proud of you, and I love you all ❤️❤️

Today I was supposed to be picked up an hour ago by my cousin to go to a food pantry so I can get some food & my cousin didn't pick me up or let me know why & idk when she's gonna take me 😭💔

Feeling so freaking lonely & trying not to have a breakdown and I dont even have anyone to talk to about why :(

We’re So Fucked, Charlie Brown!

I just finished our infinite fates and wow that was not at all what I was expecting but it was quite literally everything everywhere all at once incredible I feel like I just lived 10 hundred lifetimes too like I want to cry that was incredible like I am speechless