People are always fighting outside my apartment in the middle of the night like please shut up im trying to go to sleep wtaf and this is an expensive apartment like why does this keep happening i hate it

Im going to read until I fall asleep

I dont know how ill go to sleep cause this day was so emotionally ruining but I wanna go to sleep ugh

All the cats watching this (look in the comments) have made my day a bit better

Genuinely having the worst day its like first my grandmas funeral and then every little thing and even big thing goes wrong like can someone just put me in a freaking coma or something I hate my life

Wait cause its kinda poetic my name for my grandma was mom-mom and my own real mom was neglectful and narcissistic as hell but my grandma actually loved and took care of me as much as she could

When i die for the slide show at my funeral I want them to put the photos to photograph by Ed Sheeran im incredibly serious I need to write this in a will I genuinely won't have it any other way

I should pin this again once people help with my currently pinned post its so cute

Ladies and gentlemen... the weekend. (also: you are important and are not alone 🧡)

If anyone can afford to help my bestie ♥️ her grandmother's funeral was today and could rly use some of your support 💗

Ive been walking too much yall I think im stressing out my body and it does not like it cause my entire back and my legs hurt because for like over 2 weeks I've done a shit ton of walking maybe I need a rest day tomorrow lol

I was kinda hoping to be able to get something for dinner but its already 6:48, so even enough to get nerds gummy clusters (plus enough for a tip because i use doordash) would help too But its okay if not

Frog and Toad were caught in the rain. They ran to Frog’s house. “I am all wet,” said Toad. “The day is spoiled.” “Have some tea and cake,” said Frog. “The rain will stop. If you stand near the stove, your clothes will soon be dry.”

Who wants to be my toad and come sit on the porch feeling sad with me hashtag need

Im so grateful for my faith that lets me know that one day I will see my grandma again, all the hymns we sung were so comforting but it still really hurts. I know that ill have this pain for a long time because my grandma affected so many people's lives.

Realized I went on a walk not checking how bad my mascara looks like from watching the funeral live stream oh well im wearing a black dress ppl will just correctly assume im mourning if it looks bad

My aunt (not the one I always talk abiut a different one)promised she'll tell me if any drama or gossip happens after the funeral irl and obviously I hope theres not any but also it would be kinda fun to hear about it

I really wish I had been able to go in person instead of just a livestream because so many problems would be fixed peopme would talk to me and hug me and we'd have food and it would be okay but no im stuck alone 😭

This is the second time in a row today that bot tan has made me cry hello

So guys uh what do i do after watching a livestream of my grandmas funeral and now idk what to do because im too emotional I cant process my thoughts I couldnt go in person so yeah

Hi no pressure at all! But my grandmas funeral is an hour from now & i wont make it in person so ill watch the live stream so if u could send a little for me to get an emotional support treat it would make it sm better venmo.com/code?user_id... www.paypal.me/juliahoo1456

So it finished, please send some if youre able but if not thats okay I feel so emotional I cant even figure out my thoughts or process them lol send help

Guys im gonna throw up i am so not mentally prepared to watch this funeral

Funeral starts in a bit so reposting one last time before it starts and then ill repost again after hopefully someone is able but if not thats okay

Update it helped

Im gonna do my girl emkfits Hannah Montana workout because sometimes if my upper back is in pain I just need to workout idk if it will work tho cause I already went on a long walk today what does my body want damn

Idk why but I get the worst upper back pain and its like im only 19 why is this happening to me right now its so uncomfortable

the only thing that can get me through impending global doom is more moon memes. MORE MOON MEMES

And im gonna repost it again after her funeral probably too but again no pressure

My grandmas funeral is at 4:45 and its 3:51 im stressing im so not mentally ready

Not a Marijuana company all the way in Colorado following me girl I live in NC

Hi no pressure at all! But my grandmas funeral is an hour from now & i wont make it in person so ill watch the live stream so if u could send a little for me to get an emotional support treat it would make it sm better venmo.com/code?user_id... www.paypal.me/juliahoo1456

3:33

Bot Tan making me wanna cry once again

Umm no my wifi cant act up my grandmas funeral live stream that I cant go to in person is starting in an hour and 15 minutes help

*spice girls voice* if you wanna be my mutual you gotta use that alt text make it accessible for everyone accessibility always winnnnnnns

Okay im going to read because this dress is too hot to walk in right now

Someone PLEASE come to NC im BEGGING I wanna see one of my bsky moots in person at least once before I die 💔

The way i have to not cry until 2 hours from now when her funeral starts because ill ruin my mascara

Stop 😭promise by laufey reminds me of mourning my grandma so much 😭 especially the beginning

Not me getting a notification from laufey sending me a reel in her channel on ig as im listening to her music lmao

I decided magnolia by laufey would be my grandmas favorite laufey song but not because shed compare herself but because it describes her and also i think shed just think its really pretty

I decided even though I cant go to the funeral in person and am just watching the live stream to get dressed up and put on makeup for her

Gonna cry to Laufey and think about how much my grandma would've loved her music if id gotten a chance to share it with her before she died

everyone listen to more laufey NOW

This app really is you and your three mutuals who repost each other.

Bro send prayers im actually starting to freak out now it starts in 3 hours so now it feels more real send help

A crushing update shes stuck at her friends house an hour away because her friends car broke down so she said she'll have to drop it off tomorrow+ we cant go to Mexican until next weekend which means that im stuck with no treats to eat to emotionally recover after my grandmas funeral rip literally

I came to the random realization last night that for like the past 1 or 2 years when I do question threads and they ask "have you ever been cheated on" I say no because I completely forgot abt the time I dated a guy who cheated on me multiple times & it was so bad for a few months I didn't trust

Not sure how to mentally prepare myself for my grandmas funeral in 3 and a half hours but I like what ive been doing so far today just thinking ahout other things cause i think if I think too much abt her funeral and then have to watch her funeral then itll be too much emotion for me in one day