update: FUCK

The physical world around you is made up of THINGS that you can UNDERSTAND, DESTROY, and/or REPURPOSE. Any WALL can become a DOOR. Any ROOM can become a DISCOTHEQUE. Any HOLE can become a VAULT. CABINETS and SHELVES might contain THE MEANING OF LIFE. CUPS OF COFFEE may let you SEE INVISIBLE THINGS.

add an empty spaces tag to Grindr so we can really get things moving

it's a damn shame every woman hates me and every man wants to fuck me but this is the life of the average american t girl ronin

oh

we have invented omelas from the story don't invent omelas

Last night was source material for an upcoming autofiction short story

This smoothie that costs $12 will counteract my McDonald’s breakfast and make me beautiful

fucking finally someone said it

this is so fucking funny lmao

of course I’m ready, what else can I be

beautiful, smart, witty, and useless winners

coming from a complete amateur, but: not keeping transexual over transgender seems like a complete mistake legally/constitutionally speaking

"loading music for the birth of a new civilization"

the older you get the more you understand the trot to neocon pipeline but it also makes you hate them more as well

I chose to read this story backwards

being on Bluesky really resembles graduate-level work and/or education in my experience because you sort of realize that "educated" does not equate to, and often is at odds with, "awareness" or "ability to read a situation"

reminding myself that I need to have faith and embrace love

Art museums have always been the best bookstores. The 2nd best bookstores are almost always bars, music spaces, punk/anarchist houses. The worst bookstores tend to be bookstores.

Feel like Waluigi would be on the Epstein flight logs but not Wario and I think that’s the fundamental difference between the characters

listen, it all matters -somehow- and more importantly it’s funny

“Never kick a gift horse in the mouth.”

I been flyin' out of town for some pizza mind

being trans over the telephone - passed between insurance and hospital and all around - learning how the bureaucracy works, the biases and temperaments at each level, how broken and vacuous the whole thing is and how unhappy it makes everyone - and it has to -has to!- happen during business hours

Pynchon names I come up with when I’m bored:

Losing my mind and what look like video game assets but instead were used to justify war crimes and genocide in the real world

all in all it speaks to the sad truth that we chose the stupid, easy, sharper no over a tricky, harder, softer yes - something something freshness of being, something something they'll never win

thinking about a world where nick land transitioned and things got weird in an interesting way instead of an inhumane, sad, infuriating, horrifying, and embarrassing way

Listen, I am optimistic but I’m saying I’m concerned about a lack of directness and willingness to change

Still haven’t heard anyone really reckon with the fact that the gloves are off and the screens are down in earnest - like there’s only a handful of ways to “go back” now and they’re not what we’re doing lol

The recent ICE raid which emptied an entire apartment building was apparently at the request of Wells Fargo, which is trying to foreclose on the building.

travel back to 2008 to tell them that in 2025 they're basically trying to finalize making MGS4 real but in the most evil and stupid ways possible like we are living in an evil satire world - like the AIs are real (but stupid) and the war economy is real (and arguably way more evil, and stupid)

A series of substantial “ruh rohs” today

it's lose your mind monday

partner said I needed to "have a messy T4T relationship" to "help me sort things out" and that I need to "kiki more" and that I just need to imitate Sophie style wise because my hair is the same so 2026 me is going to be very, very annoying standby for that

Oh side note first time a work of “queer” art made me angry cry along with it last night and of course it was over a PLAY

I had a dream that we were both still young, cleaning out one of those old houses that other young people ruined, together. And we never even said anything of the sort and we never even touched even accidentally. Impossible longing in uneventful dreams to launch you out of bed. What do you call it?

TRANSFAN

Listen you might have a relationship that feels a lot like "I hope you die I hope we both die" but eventually some day, maybe even just once, even just briefly, you're gonna "I wish that we could talk about it..." about it because... well? Isn't that the point of getting past it? So one day you can?

I needed that godamn theranos machine! I need bloodwork on demand! I gotta lotta questions!

your mom's bed + biphobia = transmisandry

Help!

don’t forget to experience joy everybody

Eve to 1799