2026: less looking inward; being more deliberate; treating the body appropriately as the vehicle by which we do things in the world; cooking as often as possible; trying to hunt down what I want out of life however aggressively instead of bottling it up; writing and talking as primary modes of being

'Magic balls' installed by drones could conquer US market thanks to game-changing performance: 'It's never been like this'

Make your case injured daughter. Pay your tithe haunted son.

opsec is clean

holy shit it actually is the physics thing

Pynchon name generator

I like having a humble amount of well adjusted adult friends queer or otherwise but some part of me truly does miss being part of various NEET cells both real and wired because of how any at moment of any day any reasonable request or bizzare sidebar of human interest could be fulfilled.

alright headache is gone

top 3 somber decembers in my life dog what are they putting in the air

Becoming absolute. Becoming immediate

I think the best sentences that capture feeling are when you write the whole thing out and then make a reduction of it. Like stock or wine.

I treat track closures, delays, and emergency brake pulls like a type of palmistry that tells me where in the city I should be and what I should be doing with my time.

I don’t care if her name is Sleet she’s beautiful

I've got this whole "clocky, dead-eyed, either 2 hours or 14 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours" look going on that I think is the first time I have ever passed to myself. I think my goal is basically just Ethel Cain but too into computer.

It’s always the eyes and the lilt of the head

On some level it is quite alarming how many mediocre streetwear projects advertising on Instagram are going for a whole military surplus, nihilist deepstate satire, Soldier of Fortune, /k/ommando vibe. Adbusters but for the pepeificiation of corporate/military iconography is a step away from nazism.

So, the plan as it currently stands (despite the fact that most want to couch it in a joke) is that, come 2026, we want institutional members of the Democratic Party to act like Chekists of woke 2 and save the country from inside the ruined institutions (because it seems militancy does not exist?)?

Ten Notes

i was into that replacement slop right out of college cuz i wanted complete nutrition wo risk of overeating but it didnt last long cuz all the ones i tried gave me apocalyptic diarrhea so i was like huh perhaps the digestive system thrives on pushing around useless matter and then boom epiphany

All the beautiful rockstars who work very hard

Going off of alchemical symbols in Unicode, there are only three units of time: hours, days-to-nights, and months. And you know what? Yeah.

My 5 year old Greenpoint son and I are both wearing designer jeans and we both don’t think you belong in our Sunday bakery line

I know it’s “woe betide” not “woe bestride” but I think the second one rings more true. Woe often does bestride but I don’t think it often automatically betides.

When you realize that you are only capable of holding a legitimate grudge against chance, circumstance, and the dead of course you start acting Catholic in somewhat regular manic patterns.

LA, 1976.

Come to New York City and enjoy the world’s most desperate breakfasts.

Stressful but interesting adult event of still realizing you are capable of wildly misreading social situations at a basic level and then being flummoxed even further afterwards by trying to figure out if it’s more you or them

Friends and I have concluded that Dr. Powers with long blonde hair looks like Liquid Snake

Do you still qualify as high maintenance if you do it all yourself?

17 hour study/work day - light work no reaction and still have energy left to dance

machine elf caught on camera (1960)

There needs to be a better "what commedia dell'arte character are you" quiz because I KEEP getting innamorati... despite all my preferences, opinions, and lifestyle choices? Despite wearing no mask, dressing in work wear, moving to New York and... oh

Ah

legitimately penciling in a scheduled meltdown/dissociative episode into my mid-December plans because I think my soul needs some cleansing

The way I live my life they’ll say I was addicted to being lonely and under self-inflicted stress… and they were kinda right! *turning to the rest of the table* and then, get this, they’re transgender, and it’s winter, and the nights come early and the cold is sharp… *table oohs and ahs, God leaves*

It’s kind of crazy how everything and everyone in Detroit is just… cooler - idk

Constantly catching myself staring out a window thinking about how Kerouac died an alcoholic Catholic in Florida.

for god so loved the world he gave it one good look and decided to kill himself

Whatever I’ll walk to the airport at 2 AM

The great thing about eating an apple is the moment you stop biting into it I think it just sort of becomes something you’re holding. Other food doesn’t do that it’s still food whenever you pause.

this becomes a greater horror when it happens after 1 but before 5, focusing around those core aspects of your self hatred that have have waited out of sight and unaddressed such that it resembles an argument against the current makeup of your being coming from the cruelest pocket of you - why?

To no one in particular: well, city council isn’t that powerful, barring the subpoena…

I basically am addicted to surfing the web old style. I don't like videos (because most are bad), I really don't like short form content, and I don't even like posting that much. I love just page after page after page of reading that doesn't really ever "start" or "end." I like noise with purpose.

Thank you for teaching me how to make jokes. You changed my life