I love these in a horribly disordered way bc everyone is sk!nnier than me

M0del ca$ting in 4hrs and I want to eat but I know I’ll bloat like crazy 😭

Why must the g/y/m be so intimidating 😔

Not weighing till I’m off my period

My friends are back in town and just said they’re only free tmrw but I planned to hang out with friend X tmrw, but I like the friend group better than friend X, but I always flake on X so I feel guiltyyyyy :/

"im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* 🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄

Every single one of my friends has lost weight, I need to catch tf up

I used to be able to OMAD, WHILE going to school, WHILE going to labs after school, WHILE spending time with friends, WHILE being around family and now I’m just a fat fuck

I’m so sick of myself and my body

Boycott them

Pvrged mid-dinner ✌️😛

On my 2nd p3r!od of the month… hit me w a bus istg

oh man all i want is a cheese

if you don’t purge pls pls PLS do not start, it has actually taken over my life

Tmi Fuckingg finally

if i lost 7lbs id be much happier in life

Fuck the eating only h@llow33n candy has caught up and now I can’t shit

I’ve gained like 8lbs since this, fml

I wanna p@rty this weekend, but I don’t wanna get drvnk before f!nals

Finally!!! I’m losing weight again :D

i fear i have just switched to binge eating

I JUST WANNA POOP ALL OF IT, not incrementally

I feel so PLAIN today 😭

Fuck I hafta take my mak3up offfffff

Any local voids for me to fall into for eternity? /hj

Deep breaths and ripping the fat off my body 😌

RAAAGH I NEED ALL FAT OFF MY BODY NOW

Im skinny all day and then boom ha||ow33n c@ndy 😭

Woopee!

bhocolate bhip bookies

genuinely disgusted at how lenient ive been with my eating this past month i need to lock in or kill myself

4,800 more steps today, this is doable

no thoughts, just want to discard my flesh and reveal my true form

How many things have to happen before I completely spiral and start losing weight again?

i wish there was an inpatient place to go to where they actually help you

I need to lose weight NOW DUDE

Sorry for being so inconsistent, I’ve just gotten f@t and r3lap$ed with $h so I haven’t been on here much

I don’t have to worry about putting random shit in my pockets to weigh more because I’ve gained so much weight 🤯😍🤪🤡

To lie or not to lie at my doc appt, that is the question 🤔

Tw// sh I keep accidentally slicing my fingertips w my razor cuz I forget that it’s sharp on both ends… I need my fingers, ideally without open wounds 😤

Got back to my car and there was a ticket…fuck c@mpus p@rking mfers I don’t have the money for this shit

How to purge w/o heartburn afterward, no glue no borax

Consumed 4 d0nuts, and purged mayyyyybe 1 of them

Public pvrge was kinda invigorating

Purged, on c@mpus, in some random bushes 😎

Going to a party dressed like a wh0reeeeeee

guys stop I need to lock in

It’s almost h@||ow33n and I’m basically at my sw 😀 🔫

i always feel weird doing this stuff, but hey I'm Spencer and I can't afford the $120 fee to apply to college right now. If I don't do it soon I'll have to wait another year and I can't do that. Anything is helpful and thank you sm 🫂🫂 ko-fi.com/th3trashman

we need to start writing hand written letters to our loved ones again,,