RAPLINE AT THE SAME DAMN TIME 🥵🧎🏾‍♀️

turns out losing your job before birthing a parasite (no severance) and dealing with an increasingly strained relationship with parental units who had promised to help with some medical bills and are having second thoughts is a whole hustle but i’m alive and we are healthy just offline a lot!!

fourth wall breakage where ao3 fic is being linked to in like ny mag sometimes with but probably without consent really fckin gives me hives......... bring me back to the livejournal personal website days man this shit is getting out of control

Franzi Schimmer captured this Grizzly bear in Brooks Falls, Alaska just floating along, tippy-tapping down the river, browsing the salmon. Prior to hibernation, up to 40% of a bear's body mass is fat, which is less dense than water (~0.9 g/cm^2), so the murder-monster is also a floaty-boaty.

Heated Rivalry but it’s guys who work at the Sheetz and Wawa across the street from each other

i wanna respect every genre convention / trope but the whole prison cops thing in the latest ateez content is genuinely upsetting to me can't get past it alas

i've said this before but kpop leaders tend to have a certain "all that suffering and it just made them kind" aura except for hongjoong. hongjoong bites people

me vs normal things like putting together a parasite registry: “do you think someone will buy us this creepy clown rattle”

jung wooyoung…. never beating the sleazy allegations…

[📷] #YUNHO instagram update 🔗 instagram.com/p/DUaeAksEmQJ/ #ATEEZ #에이티즈 #윤호

rip

Sir Ian McKellen performing a monologue from Shakespeare’s Sir Thomas More on the Stephen Colbert show. Never have I heard this monologue performed with such a keen sense of prescience. Nor have I ever been in this exact historical moment.TY Sir Ian, for reaching us once again. #Pinks #ProudBlue

NYC Mayor Zohran Mamdami advises New Yorkers to stay home and read ‘Heated Rivalry’ during the winter storm via hearts530

mr. mamdani i sincerely apologize for the mileage this image is going to get

unlocked: 2 week trips in succession to see the three differently but equally homophobic sets of parents (1 together 2 divorced) in our relationship unit brain loading back online soon

you ever think about this

in the barbaric wilderness of long island

The blood of the covenant (2 people who met online by writing about fictional characters fucking nasty) is thicker than the water of the womb

just lost my job due to my institution closing. no surprise; its the era of art school death and although there are a lot of good reasons for it (who wants predatory student debt to get an expensive mfa) its still sad for the kinds of histories and pedagogies that have come from it.

The horrifying realization that Pentagon Hui is the Scott Hunter of Boys Planet; I hope someone makes him a nice smoothie he deserves it

seungmin hit with a sex pollen curse that will only get worse and more painful if he gives in and touches himself. he asks hyunjin to tie him up but then NEITHER of them are allowed to be touching seungmin and it’s hard to say who’s suffering more. hyunjin breaks several of his paintbrushes in half.

the AU where Ilya can’t convince the advertisers to include shane, they never hook up after, never have anything to follow up w/ at all stars, nothing to say to each other at the awards but scott still buys the rookie shots, so maybe shane can follow scott back to his room like a stray cat instead.

“in the same way that some gay men…believe that they can’t be misogynists because they’re gay, many straight women don’t realize that they can be homophobic even if they claim to love gay men...neither party is exempt from examining their own relationship to gender, sexuality and fetishization”

my controversial opinion on rpf is that rpf is the part of celebrity fandoms i actually have less ethical qualms about because it’s framed as fictional. the posting in the belief that instead of fantasies these are truths about these people that you are just correctly perceiving is more worrisome

omg heated rivalry ep 5...... porn but only for feelings

just got the long-feared scan and again, it APPEARS things are MAYBE PRoBABLY okay but because the parasite was not being cooperative (face down and refusing to move) i have to go back in january for another round 🫡 ty for everyone's support yr the reason i got thru it!

my regular in-laws are kinda sorta difficult but my real in-laws are ss's poetry mentor and her two husbands. both of them are scorpios. sometimes we refer to her as being straight twice-over. i love them very much and am excited we get to go over for dinner tonight

being cited in an essay about samuel richardson's significance to later writers in the context of rpf fanfiction means i can finally die happy...... i love you 18th century......

using all the things she said in cold blood i see

just spoke to a very sweet bookseller in colorado on the phone who is going to expedite an antique gift book (backhanded strategies for backgammon) for my dad no charge and so this your PSA that you should always call your bookseller with issues rather than relying upon the third party

FUCK lol

tw reproduction // so i have debilitating anxiety about an upcoming and very important parasite related scan. all my usual coping mechanisms are not functioning and wondering if anyone on here has advice parents especially but will try anything

wow the hockey show is softcore (positive)

started burnout syndrome

maintaining stance that bts jin has a passive aggressive streak never before seen in any idol (admiring) and absolutely on par with any real housewife in any town or city

remember when lee know had to describe seungmin in one word and said “prey.” because i do. several times a day.

anyone watching blood river??? worth it ???

So love wobbegongs. Everything is good about the wobbegong. Its name. Its flattened Oscar the Grouch face. Its frondy bits. Its lazy life as a hungry rug. And it’s a shark. Outstanding animal 10/10

One of my neighbors has been putting up these fish facts posters. All kinds of different fish, marine, freshwater, deep, shallow, all kinds. This is a good one. “Stg this real fish” took me out. Good work, neighbor.

u gotta love art school

thanks for your thoughts and support everyone, it means more than i can say! got the results that it's very likely the parasite has skull and spine health (phew!) but they are gonna ask i get a follow up scan in a few weeks to be safe

do u think about this paul blackburn poem every day of your life y/y

chan edging/orgasm denial where he’s not allowed to cum until he satisfies all 7 of the kids (yes he imposed this rule himself)

waiting for some scary test results about the health of my (desired) parasitic infection sigh why is this stuff so stressful

if anyone ever meets this, this turned out just fine

getting everyone to agree to watch house of yes at thanksgiving last night (my idea of a family movie = some light incest and assassination kink) was a big win tbh

This specific #yunwoo pic deserves its own place in the hall of fame #Wooyoung #Yunho #ateez #dailyateez

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