Omg nobody tell Ilya his boy is sneaking around on Grindr!

Realizing that Heated Rivalry actually resurfaced a lot of old wounds around attachment and rejection that I didn’t realize were still so heavy. My therapist is either gonna be so proud of me for bringing them up, or sick of hearing about this show for weeks on end.

Just trying to power through the holiday slump

Currently deep-cleaning my room to cope with a lot of unexpressed feelings that Heated Rivalry stirred up (yay queer trauma!), and came across this ticket stub I keep near my desk. It’s my personal reminder of when I decided to come out and that all any of us wants is to really be seen.

Bari Weiss is getting constantly piled on because she’s a vacuous blowhard and administrative shill with no qualifications to be a legitimate journalist let alone lead an entire newsroom. Her being Jewish has nothing to do with any of that.

Spoiler so I covered it with a graphic label, but this scene shattered me into a million pieces and I’ll likely never recover. 😭

I knew what was coming and it still wrecked me seeing all the tenderness and deep, soul-piercing connection they built over the years despite each being absolutely *terrified* the other wouldn’t fully love them back. I’m so glad we get to have stories like this when the whole world feels heavy. 😭

SOBBING. I don’t wanna spoil it for anyone, but that was one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever witnessed.

Someone tell me why I’m suddenly nervous like *I’m* the one going away on a secret trip with my unlabeled situationship?

🎶 goinggggg to the cottage and we’re, gonna get cooooozy 🎶🐺🪿

And yes, the socks stay on 😌

Power tools and Le Creuset cause I’m a girls gay; skincare and white socks because I’m a slutty gay. We contain multitudes. 😌

My sister’s three children are all speaking and playing with toys at once, and my edible just kicked in so this is literally my nightmare.

If we’re lucky this will actually be his last Christmas instead

This Indiana GOP Senate leader is the same village idiot that just the other week was complaining that Delaware and Vermont don’t have Republican representation…in the single at-large congressional seats in those states. The brain cells clearly aren’t firing on all cylinders.

I threw myself into my work and put up an emotional wall after the election last year to cope with how horrible I knew things were about to become (again). Heated Rivalry made me cry last week for the first time all year, and I’m so glad I’ll get to feel something again tonight. 🥹

Comments turned off because you don’t want to be inconveniently reminded again that X is filled with neo-nazis, far right bots, and propaganda? Really makes one wonder what kind of “real discussions” you seem to value if you think that kind of environment is better for “connections” than over here.

Body was kinda tea during the pandemic, maybe I should work less and workout more in 2026 💦

The cognitive dissonance to know there are (well substantiated) rumors that Donald Trump is a pedophile, but let your young child call him anyway? MAGA is a cult.

I need the algorithm to stop feeding me cute Heated Rivalry fan edits. I am terminally single and stuck at home with family for 2 more days…I can only handle one trigger at a time for fuck’s sake.

I’m a photographer who lives in West Hollywood…celebrity culture is baked in to my every day. I’ve worked with them, worked out next to them, and chatted casually at events…I just don’t get starstruck. Yet somehow EVERY video of Connor and Hudson has me blushing like a teenager with a crush.

It's 2025, and we're sharing bootleg 60 Minutes segments broadcast in other countries because our own country is being run by fascists and their billionaire-owned state media helpers, just as the Founding Fathers intended, of course.

It’s buzzcut season ✂️

i’ll just say that this isn’t the behavior of people who think their allies are on the verge of establishing a thousand year reich, much less holding control of the national legislature next year

Bari Weiss is very dumb, because *so* many more people will now go out of their way to watch and download the 60 Minutes about CECOT than would have just nonchalantly tuned in this weekend.

Instead of a mass exodus, I think a bunch of CBS staff should just hogtie her in her office like 9 to 5, and publish everything they have on CECOT *and* the entire contents of her cellphone 🤭

I think the reason I, personally, can’t stop thinking about Heated Rivalry is because it triggered a rollercoaster of emotions I haven’t felt in a long time, especially after Friday’s episode. Such a potent reminder of how art has the power to hold a mirror up to our own humanity.

Kinda crazy the Nicki Minaj USA flags gay guys bought to be cheeky are now basically white supremacist memorabilia

This is so fucking embarrassing. Her career and reputation were already cratering, but to throw your hat in with literal neo-nazis?

Jake Paul and Andrew Tate getting the shit beat out of them the same week Ariana Grande and Cher host SNL while a gay hockey romance is the number one show in the world wow someone is really fighting to fix the timeline omg

Nicki Minaj just walked out on stage with Erika Kirk at the Turning Point USA conference, so y’all Barbs need to stop defending her. She’s fully fucking red-pilled.

Don’t threaten me with a good time

Welker should remind him on air that every easily disprovable lie he tells the public on TV like this will just be evidence at his own trial and a pardon from him boss can’t protect him forever.

Religion is a social construct across all cultures to teach basic morals and help people navigate big philosophical questions, and American Evangelicals routinely fail a literal open book test.

Jesus and his parents were immigrants in a foreign land when they fled to Egypt during King Herod’s terror campaign in the wake of his birth , so this is not only deeply heretical but factually incorrect.

BREAKING: At least 16 files disappeared from the Justice Department’s public webpage for documents related to Jeffrey Epstein — including a photograph showing Trump — less than a day after they were posted, with no explanation from the government and no notice to the public.

I honestly still can’t believe they did this it’s just photos on a desk! it’s not even in the same league as his fucking birthday note! removing it after the fact is the biggest possible “we are covering shit up” signal they could possibly send, couldn’t look guiltier if they tried

Unfortunately I made the mistake of looking up red light masks on my phone, and now every instagram ad is a mask brand or a dermatologist claiming their opinion on masks is the only correct advice, and I will now never buy a mask out of sheer stubbornness. (Yes, I’m a Scorpio).

They’re so bad at the coverup that they’re actively deleting files that slipped through the cracks on their first upload.

Okay fine I’ll start over from episode 1

It really takes an obscene level of corruption from the DOJ to celebrate convicting a judge for “knowingly breaking the law” on Thursday, then turn around and commit a felony themselves less than 24 hours later by refusing to comply with an Act of Congress that was signed by Trump!!!

the main reward you are likely to get for total loyalty to trump is the destruction of your career and your reputation www.nytimes.com/2025/12/19/n...

Why is it so FUCKING DIFFICULT for the media to say “in violation of the law,” when that is a factual statement? It is not an opinion, they are not choosing a side, there is no criticism or analysis required; Trump is routinely and willfully BREAKING THE LAW.

Sen. Ron Wyden on the Trump DOJ not producing all of the Epstein files, as required by law: "Anything short of a full release today is a violation of the law and a continuation of this administration’s coverup on behalf of a bunch of pedophiles and sex traffickers."

The White House doesn't care because they know you and your colleagues won't do shit. They know that no matter how many laws they break, Senate Democrats will still confirm Trump judges and political appointees, while advancing the administration's nearly trillion-dollar defense budget.

How the fuck am I supposed to sleep now after that? I need a martini and yap sesh, STAT.

“But not like I love you…It’s always you. I’m so in love with you and I don’t know what to do about it.”

You don’t understand, I am literally SOBBING in my living room right now after that episode 😭🏒

MY POOR LITTLE GAY HEART 😭