hear me out. a massage parlor where you pay to massage other people.

the goal of all this life for me is just staying in bed on a sunday, waking up slowly, sipping on coffee for hours, a bit reading while listening to music and eventually crawling out of bed in the afternoon to make brunch for someone I love.

where did all the food stalls shaped like the item they sell go 😞

i never really had reoccurring dreams, but recently they just keep happening.

I might be a lesbian but when it comes to Christ. i make an exception.

yes there are women that actually dance like that Elaine Benes, we exist

is this something? 🤷‍♀️

Feel like not enough people were mentioning Merry Christmas Mr. Lawerence for their holiday watches. watch it! It’s a subtlety strange movie, real important christmas lessons

watched a tiny bit of a really dumb anime, but i did enjoy this face

“You may decorate your house and garments with the sign of the cross as much as you like, Christ recognizes no other symbol than the one he prescribed, that is, a loving heart.” Keep that heart loving folks, and you’ll stay ahead of the idolaters.

merry christmas to you, and in my calm meditation voice, “and may you find peace… love… and understanding.” ✨

the finished christmas meal.. took soo long to make 🫠

my pecan paht (red bean) pie looks like it maybe came out pretty well 🤞

So the first time I watched Tokyo Godfathers i wasn’t super into. But last night I rewatched it and ive gotta say it’s lovey actually. Of course that is the case now for me; it’s got a baby, queers, regrets, redemption, found families, and the gift/burden of our responsibilities to each other.

Merry Christmas

Tetris, a beautiful name for a man or a woman.

fun little quotes from the first bad man. “If you were wise enough to know that this life would consist mostly of letting go of things you wanted, then why not get good at the letting go, rather than the trying to have?”

sure do hope santa brings me a server rack

can’t wait to get home and put up the aluminum pole

stated doing meditations again and i feel like if there is a wrong way to do it then Im doing it somehow.

caught the dissolve just at the right moment

everything seems so incredibly stupid that’s including myself.

She was ashamed of her disgust, of a shame that begins to feel a lot like love.

you just know getting blasted by the aliens from independence day felt sweet if you were in the white house

gotta love those kiss goodbyes that reach out for just one more kiss to give that last kiss its own kiss goodbye, on and on.

my depression is a world class heavy weight champion and i’m just an unlucky audience member it happened to fall on

I really have no will for christmas things this year. Doesn’t it seem like there’s a lack of joy in the air generally as well? (Probably just me) But come on, let’s get over it and into the new year already.

I’ve got such a type; women who generally work with their hands, service workers, cooks, musicians, painters, and writers.

sometimes you just have to frown to keep the smile in; while other times its a smile that is striving to keep the frown out.

i sure do hope the lesbians don’t pick on me too much at lesbian school 🙏

god this looks so fire.. should have just bought it 😭

i have 7 almonds in my hand, i’m going to tell you your future

running late because i got distracted by an alexander pope poem… my life’s a total mess

a care package from the homeland

oh laughter, the massage of the lungs

whenever i see this thing im like damn.. you could eat one BIG salad in this

thinking about someone who has never had a taco… i’m utterly crestfallen by the thought

Blessed are the pizza makers, for they shall be called children of..Big Pizza Pie, that’s amore.

It’s time for some Petra von Kann-do energy

long ago, i was such an angelic twinkie hon

The Steamies are coming out folks! ( Before we visited Portland, the chapo episode with Bill Oakley came out, and i partially credit going to Bluto’s and eating their hummus that convinced me I had to move here somehow. )

a lot of people don’t know this, but when they test for a concussion they play some ABBA and if you start tapping your foot they know you are okay.

Don’t forget that it is Orthodox Theosis Thursday. Pull out your icons folks!

setting up my jellyfin server has been such a pleasure. No pain points at all. I’m incredibly impressed.

not buying these was a huge L for me

fragments from stack overflow: ‘your efforts are useless, you can’t keep the connection open if the user change[s]’

some days everything just frustrates you; every noise, car, person agitates your soul with negative energy, and you wish you could harm something, purge the force out of yourself back into the world... also just so happens that day is as well your work’s holiday party…

shit.. took an iron vitamin today, and i feel like way more energetic and generally overall better… what if i’ve just been iron deficient for like 19 years.

“Then I realized that we all think we might be terrible people. But we only reveal this before asking someone to love us. It is a kind of undressing." The First Bad Man by Miranda July