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I’m pumped full of steroids, finally have medication. I’m feeling funny but I’m itching to really get back to work. If you have any projects that need an artist, I am available now.

Reflecting on things, my semi exile with social media really helped. I needed a good solid break from chasing interactions and trying to be a social butterfly, we all know I suck at that, instead turning inward. Doing stuff outside of everything, building Gundam kits I had around.

I have good news. I actually got medication, granted it’s a generic that’s kinda sorta like what I was taking but I took the first shot last night. The new injection pen is one of those push down ones, I like it better than the button one, hurts less. (I’m a giant bitch about needles)

QRP with your skull art!! #darkart #skulls

So I’ve been quiet, trying to keep chill, still have to deal with a fallen tree, it’s quite big so it’ll take a bit, trying to chop as much as I can out then call people to take care of the stump and the stuff near the electrical wires. Trying to get costs down prior if I can.

New game with the wife. Watch European restoration channel on YouTube. Take bets on if it’s going to be a weird lighter or not. It’s almost always a weird lighter

I pretty much didn’t do social media much at all. I also didn’t accomplish much. Instead I was practicing getting rid of seam lines in gunpla. Trying to get the funk out so I can draw. I’ve also made small notes for a comic.

I renewed my domain, though I still haven’t done anything with it since help I was getting skipped out on me, the plan was an easily updatable portfolio/store site. Had no real budget being a broke artist so it was to be reasonable and stuff I could mostly do myself with a bit of guidance.

Finished Mob Psycho 100. It was good. I’ve been randomly watching anime I missed out on since I’m doing a crunchyroll trial. Filling the time however I can since I’m blocked up creatively.

I’m still trying to find work, but still nothing moving. I’m just panicking a bit because it’s that time of year they drastically cut my wife’s hours so I’m trying to make up the shortfall for the time being, but each year it gets more impossible.

Finished him, took horrible pics because I was tired.

Fullmetal Alchemist - Brother's Lullaby

Snow. A bunch of it. Yeah. Hope this is the last hurrah of this horrible winter

Motivation and spirit are low, G Gundam is all I have to save me right now. I built his little car thing.

There’s things I want to do but I’m incredibly uninspired, feel really defeated. Health has been really awful so I’ve basically shut down outside of when work actually happens. When I’m working I feel vital, outside of it the mojo just dissipates. I don’t like it.

I just backed 100 FAQ On Making Comics on @kickstarter.com www.kickstarter.com/projects/sxb...

For every bit of slight good news it’s rewarded by crushing bad. We need to get the hell out of here

Daily sketch 🏚🪾🥷🐈‍⬛️ Can you spot the cat ? What about the samurai ? Below is a zoomed version of it :) #art #artsky #ink #sketch

So they upped my power bill another $200 Meanwhile I’m out of work and my wife’s hours are getting cut At least I got approved for some medication, so I’ll half function for a little bit. None of this is sustainable

I am in fact looking for work still. While my physical form has gone all to hell I am still able to perform my duties. Any project you have, I would like to be the one to deliver on it. Hit me up.

So I see zero replies or mentions or anything, am I cooked here too?

I am looking for work, I can’t move around that much but I have the means to make whatever you might need. I need to build up funding to escape this country and its shattered healthcare system. Hit me up and share this if so inclined

I haven’t been posting much anywhere. Mostly because the fight with insurance and the mysterious person who’s determining that my treatment is not medically needed Meanwhile my condition is worse, having a hard time moving around much and eating is roulette of “how will this make me violently ill

Romeo is a Dead man is pretty dang good. Highly recommended.

I want to watch Kamen Rider Black, but all I see is Black Sun, and Black RX So I’ll cut my losses and finish the first season of Gachiakuta. I do need to sleep though

And I find out the Dawson creek dude died of a cancer I have a very high chance of getting. Same age as me too. Fuck. I’ve been dealing with a weird pain in my side, feels muscle related but combined with my internal pains, I’m freaked out, and I need to find a doctor my shit insurance will cover

SHIN KAMEN RIDER

So I had a weird thing happen. I was panel lining a model, and out of nowhere the plastic started crumbling. Never had that happen before. I’m attempting a fix gluing all the pieces together and applying some reinforcement. But yeah it was bizarre.

I’m all for this

Optimus Primal (Bat version). art by me.

I kind of slop painted a cheap guy kit of an Ultraman dressed as Guan Yu. The photo makes it look much worse. In person it’s pretty cool.

If you hate Generative Al, the best way to fight back is to support real artists ✍️

Forget Yakuza Kiwami 3, they fucked it up pretty bad, and hired an admitted sex pest. Besides Suda51 and his lads released Romeo is a dead man and it’s really great, also much cheaper.

At this point I don’t know why I’m even still on social media in general, it’s a machine of discouragement and isolation. Maybe it’s just to leave a trace that I existed once in a sea of futility. I do post bad ass art sometimes though.

2 years ago today, i posted this on Roberta Flack’s birthday completely by coincidence. 🤼 #aew youtu.be/UERSCFITNSo?...

God I want to make comics. The learning to code and make games thing is moving glacially right now. Some of that is on the back burner, but dicking around with pixel art and animation is happening. I just want to do a million things at once and I feel like I don’t have that much time left.

Always updoot Snatcher

❗️❗️NEW VIDEO ❗️❗️ My big, giant retrospective of Snatcher for the Sega CD is FINALLY HERE! This is easily the hardest I've EVER worked on a video so any and all support would be greatly appreciated! youtu.be/YfpY0FcTBpk

As things get released I’ll share stuff. I also have some free time drawing to finish up on

I also bought a pile of model kits.

Finished a big coloring job, and working on some logos and a shirt design that I have to say might be my best one in a long while. More or less low profiling it while I get things back in order. Still dealing with health insurance shenanigans, being unmedicated sucks. How you doing?

I’m more in the house of “never do any of these submission/contest scams in general. It’s giving up free work. Legitimate companies looking for people will state things pretty clearly, want to see a portfolio, an interview perhaps. They won’t bury shit like this in their word salad to rip you off.

DS1 nasty boys are now also real 🎉 I want to make crystal lizards to go with them, but maybe it should be a set of three... who would be the third tho, hmmmmm

Btw hi, I’ve been busy with some stuff.

Bought a gundam kit off amazon, got it and found that someone opened a bag and cut out specifically the ankle joint pieces, then sent it back to Amazon. Dick. Though it still doesn’t beat my order that included a half used bottle of glue.

Monster Hunter wilds runs on steamdeck now. Since I’m hunkered down and in a holding pattern I might as well

Uncanny X-Men 205 BWS homage by Manix Abrera. #comics #art

Been having a rough one. Working on a logo job, but my friend just isn’t feeling it so I’m busting my ass to rethink everything. Finishing a cover coloring and lettering job this weekend. Past that I feel completely wiped out. Nothing exciting to look forward to.

Oh boy another storm coming, hopefully it steers off a bit because we’re still buried for the last one