A handsome, elegant, young man…. YQY should have been at the club 😭

crazy that I can download an 800 page long compendium of chinese philosophy from the internet archive with the click of a button for free

GOT NOSEPADS FOR MY NOSEPADLESS GLASSES AND NOW MY GLASSES ACTUALLY SIT CORRECTLY ON MY FACE 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

sometimes I think I’m too picky about the way my hair is cut but then today I was looking in the mirror and I realized that the hairdresser from my last visit cut my bangs a full inch and a half longer on the right than the left

I think I’ve got to write the tgcf fic I want to see in the world

you’ll never guess what I did this weekend

you would think it would be Shen Jiu who would be too proud as a child to cry and beg for money but actually he was a competitive little prima donna who hit other children so he could have the best begging spots. and funny enough the person who didn’t like begging for money was Yue Qi

common misconception that Liu Qingge fighting against Luo Binghe for five years was bad for his health. Liu Qingge needed to get the shit kicked out of him like a dog needs walkies

Okay here's some actually important textual analysis: After killing WYZ, SJ and YQY should've made out on top of all those cultivator corpses.

if you sit at an actual desk that you have designated for writing you will sit there for eight hours and produce 0 words. if you happen to be waiting for your laundry to finish in the kitchen you will say ”oh well let me look over my wip while im waiting” and accidentally write a small novella

(me rereading my own WIPs) boy I sure hope the author updates soon

when i reach day three of not having written anything that's when the existential despair hits

there’s a capybara pencil case that lays on its back and you split open its stomach to shove it full of pens and pencils and I really. I really want t

I thought to myself “I really don’t have that many wips right now so I can probably take on a few new ones” and then I blinked and now I have like. Seven

what really sucks is that sometimes I genuinely miss haikaveh

shen jiu would feel personally attacked by a first year psychology textbook but i think if you gave him one he'd eventually try to clicker train lqg

I don’t know where my gloves are and it’s way too fucking cold to have naked hands. despite the fact that none of you can help me find my gloves I thought I would tell all of the nice people in my phone about this

there's a section in this fic that im writing that im kind of bored with and disinterested with but it needs to happen because of plot. anyone have any suggestions

only men wearing size XL are allowed to have an actually thick, good quality knitted sweater. if you’re a small person they only want to sell you a sweater that is made of 0.2 threads and has three "fashionably ripped" holes

well the good thing is that in the process of writing this qijiu meta i now understand sqq by proxy

I brought him to my office so he can take a bath while I work and then when I go home I put him out to dry

I need snow boots so I debated whether to get plain black or cool white for the entire day .. I eventually decided to get white but I instantly got hit with regret. white shoes are evil. they’re going to get so dirty so fast. BUT I DONT WANNA WEAR BORING BLACK BOOTS

trying to watch this stupid fnaf movie and too scared to actually watch it. why am I such a chickenshit

SJ is the Perfect example of a character who heroically survives horrific abuse, who finally has the opportunity to learn how to rely on others and heal, and yet chooses instead to keep using the maladaptive coping mechanisms that saved his life, thereby perpetuating the cycle of abuse!! hes great 💖

(lqg voice) i don’t think yue qingyuan, the sect leader, would be too pleased to hear about this

Anyone else think there’s something Interesting about how Liu Qingge is famously an ornery aloof individual who usually acts alone but he’ll obediently do whatever Yue Qingyuan tells him to

put a little too much effort into this stupid fic and now I have to coordinate a scene with six characters moving at once with two counts of dramatic irony

I’m a pervert who wants qijiu sex where YQY gets tied up and sliced into sashimi for sadomasochism purposes. but a little part of my brain thinks, “what if YQY really doesn’t like blood or pain or knifeplay because of the caves. what if restraints and blindfolds gave him a panic attack”

wrote a single good sentence and my brain went "heh. my work here is done" YOUR WORK HERE IS NOT DONE GET BACK IN THERE

I need to see more erotic stabbing in my day to day yaoi. Why is nobody drawing Shen Jiu sticking a knife in Yue Qingyuan's chest, just shy of where his heart is, while Yue Qingyuan stares at him pathetically and lovingly and maybe with a little bit of a boner (Shen Jiu is hard too that's a given)

Listen I do not care if this is the author's barely disguised fetish, if they're good at their damn job it will be MY barely disguised fetish while the story lasts and perhaps afterwards

I shouldn’t say anything about people who dislike JFM because if I see anyone posting pale king apologism it’s on sight for me

I’ll never be over hk/silksong. cinema

*gets really close to the mic* hollow knight is about how the pale king sacrificed his children for his grand ambitions of creating a kingdom while silksong is about how grand mother silk sacrifices her entire kingdom for her precious daughter

I love reading assassin’s apprentice because there’s always little fat dogs in every other chapter

I wanna know more about Luo Binghe’s emotional attachment to Xin Mo. like from Luo Binghe’s perspective at one point that sword was the only lifeline he had. when Shen Qingqiu was dead for five yrs all Luo Binghe had was shizun corpse and Liu Qingge and Xin Mo. the trauma bond must be insane

a little frightened that scrivener keeps such careful records of your writing word counts. I didn’t expect it to remember what I was doing in 2024

I wanna play 1348 ex voto so bad

watching gf play the ff7 remake. why was there such a closeup on sephiroth’s luscious lipgloss mouth

lbh, disgusted: liu…shishu doesn’t even carry around snack money for shizun. what a disgrace.

Something I see a lot amongst self proclaimed Shem Jiu stans is this idea that focusing on how SJ was abusive somehow undermines the abuse he experienced. You can say "this action resulted in harm" while also knowing it was done because of trauma, and feeling compassion for the person who did it.

why did i think that you had to do filial mourning for your shizun in addition to your parents

the thing is that sj has truly the most delicious and delectable brain problems ever. like when youre writing his pov you can just take a beautiful steak knife and fork and pull out the fattest juiciest mental illnesses from his head. the downside is that he has NO sense of humor about anything

I need bsky to give me polls

writing 1k of original fiction is like that 2 min segment from dunkirk of the white boy almost getting blown up and writing 1k of fanfiction is like if you were a little inbred purse dog frolicking in the fields and flowers while eating only handmade GMOfree special dog food

Qijiu canon divergence AU where they both lost their memories via their teenage qi deviations but when they meet again during the immortal alliance conference they feel inexplicably drawn to one another.

(tip at the bottom of the loading screen) people with dicks don't have to use them during sex

now I give Shen Jiu a lot of shit on this account for ultimately being the cause of his own misery. But I have to admit that he’s right about one thing: If I had to ask for a favor from or show weakness in front of a coworker who I hated, I too would rather qi deviate to death

Another friend put it to me like this: "ICE has made the classic Nazi mistake. They've invaded a winter people in the winter."

I'm excited to release Just the Browser! It helps you remove AI features, ads, shopping integrations, and other annoyances from desktop web browsers. This project includes configuration files, a simple setup script, and guides for manual installation. It supports Chrome, Firefox, and MS Edge.