panam is important because she allows eggs to experience the formative feeling of lesbian yearning for a straight girl for the first time

So it's AI propaganda You deliberately chose to make your process more grueling and stupid to get a lower quality result and convince people we should accept AI

Fuck my body is sore from dancing so hard last night. But nothing beats being fem on the dance floor. One box on my bucket list checked off.

I think I clean up pretty good.

I love magpies ♥ Done with black ink Waterman #traditionalart #ink

Ugh. Could really use someone choking me right about now ngl.

This is DEFCON 1 priority, y'all. Call your senators, reps, call your friends and tell them to call their senators and reps about this. Call your grandma and tell her to call her senators and reps about this. What we have here will be *gone* if these bills pass.

Gross rainy days. I miss my partners <3

Looked in the pizza in my fridge this morning and cried. So thats how my day is going, how about yours?

Okay now that it is seemingly confirmed via datamine stuff and not just folks posting on Twitter: If/when Harry Potter stuff comes to Fortnite if you are still playing that game I Will Be Judging You. Fortnite is fun. I've enjoyed playing it over the years. An HP collab is a Hard Out. Don't do it

Exactly 7 months till the day. I'm so impatient I could break.

A story in 3 acts

“If someone cannot find out that they are trans on their own, they will have to be assisted… We as a community have a responsibility to provide this. Our obligations to our fellow transsexuals do not just apply to people in the present; we also have social obligations to future transsexuals.“ ❤️❤️❤️❤️

In so many ways, I often feel like a very different person (in an extremely good way) since starting HRT last year. Even in the roughest times, my perspective on life feels like it can return to healthier areas of reflection and self-value, which always felt like an impossibility previously.

thinking about... tarantula paw

This was the dress underneath. It has pockets.

This fit hits different than last year.

PSA to neurotypicals - asking “why” is not arguing. “Here is how a thing is.” “Why?” Is not an argument. It’s a request for more information. Why is the thing that way? Teach me.

A little talked about symptom of ADHD is Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria (RSD). This is an intense feeling that everyone hates you. RSD comes in waves, and does not require events to trigger it. You can be walking along with friends having a great time and suddenly you feel an outsider.

To appreciate trans existence you have to face the horrifying reality that trans adults were not cis kids.

*sigh* been a minute, but the buzzing is a bit intense today. I will never doubt the effectiveness of boofing.

I feel like Hades II is a game for the lesbians...

This dress was a hit with the woman who lasered my taint.

I don't like before pictures. That one I posted is relatively flattering to the uncomfortable failed attempt at masculinity I was. And somehow it was two years and 70lbs ago. I like after pictures. This is me. And who I'm going to be till the day I die.

Okay. Okay. Just this once. We all gotta start somewhere.

Ive had my date set for a few weeks and everything. But just had my first sad "I just want my vagina noooooow' moment.

fuck I love being poly I love exploring different kinks with different people and not expecting one person to fulfill all of my needs I love not feeling like I need to repress the parts of myself that don't line up with a given partner

Triple bingo. Weeeeeeeee. Id have four but I only ironically say uwu. Now if you put :3 in there too id be dead to rights. Also I don't wear socks around the house, I wear slippers.

15 lbs to go. That's it. By June. I got this.

i hate this snow and cold im gonna stay inside forever *girlfriend is sick* I SHALL BRAVE SLEET AND SNOW AND COLD WEATHER TO GET MY PUPPY WHAT SHE NEEDS TO FEEL BETTER

True end of Hades 2 acquired. Great game. Took me a bit longer than the first. But the boss fights are truly really good and the variety of runs is a lot wider than the first game. But I loved the plot and characters, even if the romances in the first were a bit more to my liking.

It's amazing how much less I take selfies than six months ago. Six more months of weight loss, hrt, and makeup practice and I just don't feel as self conscious about how I look anymore. I just snap a quick one or too then done. I used to just .... Click a hundred times till I found a good one.

This hoodie is a dress on me now. Guess that's what happens when you lose 70lbs.

I miss playing Dnd. I used to run games nearly every week. I've run hundreds of games since 2016. But at some point running campaigns stopped feeling worth it. Not sure if my players just didn't put back in what I needed anymore but 6 months I asked + hoped someone would step up, but no one did. So

So yeah. Doing a lot better. But I don't recommend getting an infected gall bladder and some gall stones if you can avoid it.

Didn't get to share this cuz I ended up in the hospital that night. But I was cute AF

I lived bitch

I really want cis folks to understand the situation - trans women face widespread employment discrimination and live in devastating poverty. Meanwhile, the woman who came in fifth place in a swimming competition, ONCE, makes a million+ a year to advocate for destroying our rights.

In worse surgery news. I apparently also have to get my gallbladder removed on Friday 😵😕

I have a surgery date! And I only need to lose like 20 lbs! I can dooo thaaat. Ahhhhhhh!

Wish me luck. Off to my bottom surgery consult to find out if they think I deserve a vagina.

Reunited with @togecass.bsky.social and it feels sooo gooooo

Communicating that I'm a bottom to another trans woman in the traditional way (sucking absolute shit at fighting games)

I have failed to stay off bluesky. But I'm trying to stay sane using onlyposts so I'm sorry, if I don't see your resposting I normally would like. But hey, I'm sane.

I'm logging off of bluesky for awhile. Disconnecting hard for a bit. If you wanna touch base message me for my discord soon, as I won't have notifs on. I can't stay connected and stay sane. Sorry

I'm serious. Tie me up, wire me with strings. Brake my brain until my eyes are dead. I don't wanna fucking do it anymore. I dont want to think, I don't want agency. Just fucking break me like a toy you got bored off.