playing edison's 1919 christmas message from the old teacherage victrola, kind of

dude

someday I will have an actual deep-enough bathtub I can fully submerge in and my entire life will be different

“so this is christmas / and what have you done” I lived bitch

this dorothy sayers passage except not about murderers

christmas event tally: one (1) down, twenty (20) to go

i mean! i'm sittin here on the group W bench!

sparkling martinelli's and pear infused brandy

J1185 Execution escaped by story-telling.

Twin Peaks: Palmer house phone, receiver on the floor.

trying a new and novel Turkey Stock Technique wish me luck everybody

look--

you incorrectly think you are outspoken, rebellious tomboy jo march writing the novel in little women (1868), I correctly understand that I am lonely depressed jo march in mourning writing sentimental poetry and crying in the attic in good wives (1869), we are not the same

Are You Fucking Kidding Me

E610.1.1 Reincarnation: boy to bird to boy.

F961 Extraordinary behavior of heavenly bodies.

But no more of this.

G303.4.8.9 Devil all speckled and spotted.

god I'm so full and we have listened to so much john prine

it's not time yet but I'll be off my phone by the time it is-- www.youtube.com/watch?v=m57g...

I feel exactly this insane about everything I am going to eat today

honey fermented garlic in the radish jar garlic fermented honey in the radish brine

I'm busy today, actually,

happy thanksgiving. have finally truly become my father (waking up at 4am to bake, endlessly remicrowaving the same mug of coffee without finishing it)

let's goooooooo

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

pity the afflicted

D1624.1 Image of Christ bleeds from thrown stone.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

as always @deadselves.bsky.social Gets Me

I’m not thankful and I’m building a bomb

anhedonia is a fine name for a girl

discovering through all this discourse about the "when prophecy fails" debunking paper that I appear to have misread "when prophecy fails" in the first place

unflinching earnestness

it is a thing most sorrowful, nay shocking, to expose the fall of valour in the soul

generous, thanks man

is it possible that we are getting Too Specific

dude

What then remained?

our common life depends upon each other's toil

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH

okay today at work I will: finish setting glasslights, add the last fabric panel to the card screen, get tinsel for the library tree, hopefully not totally blow our tour rehearsal, figure out wreath bough situation, set the train room. then I will leave work do my shopping and clean for the holiday

beginning to wonder if perhaps it’s a bad idea to keep saying “I’m going to fucking **** myself” about nineteen times per day regardless of whether mean it

go down with him, and get what thou wantest thyself

dude

love living five feet from a childhood friend. we had a checkin abt thanksgiving just now & then I sat on the floor petting her dog with a scotch while she played a video game & her husband narrated a coworker's Truck Registration Saga & now I have dinner slow cooked in the oven while we killed time

look: okay

Man Who Thought Fleetwood Mac’s ‘The Chain’ Was Over In For Thrill Of His Fucking Life https://theonion.com/man-who-thought-fleetwood-macs-the-chain-was-over-in-for-thrill-of-his-fucking-life/