I posted a private job on Mabel so I can get a babysitter so Lee can go to roleplaying this week without worrying about me and I am being overrun with offers 😭 but I don't think I can close the job until I've officially booked the worker I've picked and she's not available to chat till tomoz

Gotta keep reminding myself that I've been off the fucking intubation for LESS THAN A WEEK, of course I'm still weak and pathetic. Frankly the fact I'm maintaining my own breathing and oxygen so well is a miracle.

I wish a forty year old faggot crying to charli xcx because he nearly fucking died again was so much more aesthetic than it actually is don't worry yes I have contacted my therapist

Just got a short "hey uhhh if this doesn't improve in the next 24 hours come back in case it's c diff" talk from a doctor so we're being very careful not to manifest that!!!

THEY SIGNED OFF ON IT I GET TO GO HOME!!!!

IF THE PHYSIOS SIGN OFF ON IT I GET TO GO HOME

I'm gonna ask to go home today. I'm depressed and miserable and apparently the rehab ward would be like a week away and I can't fucking do this anymore. Lee can take care of me at home better than here. (Not the staffs fault, they're great, but there's not enough of them)

hahaha kill me even the nurses are like "Erin where are you even supplying all this poop from. We can see how much you eat and drink. How is this possible???" LADIES I WISH I FUCKEN KNEW BECAUSE THEN I COULD STOP IT

Had a dream about a little lavender tabby cat called Dolly who loves to chase popcorn, I regret to inform you that if I find out this cat is real I WILL adopt her even though she was long haired and I don't want a longhaired cat

Oh my god rehab doctors are the nicest people in the whole world. I hope I get to go to the rehab ward. I'm way too high needs for this ward.

I know the rmh has therapy dogs. so why am I not patting them? 😒 visit my waaaaaard

I forgot, big occasion! No more catheter! We piss on our own once again!!

Every day I see this on my chart and it actually means I need a hoist for help moving (although I'm walking more on my own now) but every single day I see and snigger "hehe. horst."

This is so basic but Brokeback Mountain. I was twenty and queer and wanted a love story. Not a tragedy. I really should rewatch it to see if I can appreciate it more now.

Really sad we're gonna miss the pillion leather event :( but I've asked them to donate the tickets to some trans people so even if I will not get to go, some people will have fun. We'll catch it on the wide release :)

Decided to give intubation a try for ten days or so. Shit experience. 0 stars. Decided I liked the haters mad better.

Guess who has his fifth bowel obstruction AND a 10mm (no that's not a typo - ONE WHOLE CENTIMETRE) kidney stone! I have been in some of the worst pain of my life today and spent most of it throwing up my own stomach acid. They're looking after me at the rmh of course, they're wonderful here.

a little internet thing I enjoy: when youtubers' commenters have in jokes with each other. like fantano's "you'd have given this a x if it was x" thing, or valefisk's "CNA's only a week away" thing. seeing lots of comments all joking together is just very nice and fun and I like it.

the older i get the faster time goes by and the more it makes sense to me when vampires in fiction are like "yeah didn't really do anything for 30 years just kinda took it easy"

cracked the shits at a family bbq re: "oh you can't joke about anything anymore everyone's so sensitive" type stuff, everything is fine but I definitely made my own life harder considering I already struggle to get along with Lee's family so now I'm real angry at myself and feeling miserable.

Lunch for boyfriend: * Salad (wombok, carrot, crispy noodles, sweet soy dressing) * Stewed apples * Cherry tomatoes * Carrot sticks * Snow peas * Crackers with cheese

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... no YOU stayed up until 4am watching the entire season of The Summer Hikaru Died

Nineteen years with my precious Lee. Life without him is unthinkable. I always think it will be hard to write anything on our anniversary because we've been together so long, what else could I say? But I'm always, always, so happy to have a moment to speak on how much I love him.

maintenance mode

Today's my anniversary with Lee and I wanna hang out with him but he doesn't finish work for a while yet >:( doesn't his job understand I need Attention????

this is about billionaires

Mini platter for Lee's lunch today because he wants to make himself pasta for lunch as well :) * Carrot sticks * Capsicum sticks * Pistachios

This is such an incredible story. A mum and 3 kids washed out to sea, and the oldest kid took off his life jacket to swim to shore. He made it. They were saved. It's a legit miracle.

I forgot to post my good vet news which is that Boop has gained like 200g since his last vet visit :) the kitten food is working!!

Just now heard that blocking someone does not unfollow them. So it could be that all 53 of my friends who follow Neil Gaiman don't realise it. Follow the link in this post and check, wouldn't you?

guess who has to give both his cats eye drops twice a day for two weeks 🙃

Yeah so as it turns out the gender critical movement was astroturfed by pedophiles as well

Lunch for boyfriend: * Sandwich (cheese and Vegemite) * Pistachios * Dried apricots * Pickled radish * Cucumber sticks * Capsicum sticks * Carrot sticks

made the very smart decision to play a horror game on my phone in the dark, really smart decision, definitely not lying here at 3am regretting that choice, nope, I'm smart you see

learning Steve Bannon was a primary reason behind that fucking awful period of time that Clive Palmer was advertising his bullshit EVERYWHERE here during the Australian federal election somehow explains so much. also makes it even funnier that it didn't work.

misgendered! by the inlaws

I love Shivers ~

As much of Australia cranked air conditioners in this week’s oppressive heatwave, solar met 59% of electricity demand between 9am and 6pm. More than half of this was from small-scale systems spread across about 4 million roofs. The rest was from large-scale solar farms.

indulging my boyfriend's childhood nostalgia by making rissoles today. I haven't made them since I was a kid! they turned out okay - a little crumbly, so I'll need maybe another egg or some more breadcrumbs next time.

please know when I use the ✨ emoji, I do not mean anything to do with AI. they stole my emoji from me.

Iron Lung was actually really good! I enjoyed it, and I thought it was an excellent adaptation with just the right amount of expansion from and loyalty to the original work. The craft was also really good! I did, admittedly, go in with extremely low expectations, but it definitely surpassed them.

Not pictured: Haruki Murakami’s wife, or indeed whoever is cooking, cleaning, paying bills, running errands, doing the laundry, answering emails, etc like yea his routine is goals, but let’s not lie to ourselves about all the invisible work others are doing to enable him to have that routine

IT'S FINALLY HERE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR DAYS

Golden baked

Lunch for boyfriend: * Sandwich (cheese and Vegemite) * Pistachios * White nectarine * Cherry tomatoes * Carrot sticks * Cucumber sticks * Pickled radish

Yeah this is why I'm not going there, sorry. I am tired of this kind of thing.

Australia spends more on tax breaks for landlords than social housing, homelessness and rent assistance combined