i don’t ever know what’s going on

If I could go back in time I would confiscate my 16 y/o selfs eyeshadow pallets and give them a pair of tweezers

*flirting* what the FUCK do you want

i would like to opt out

Sometimes I lock in and create really cool stuff, sometimes everything I create is hot ass. There is no in between.

Took a Lil break from my current project to draw this Lil Rowan plushie

Dear God I need to be put down

Also I'm heavily debating chopping all of my hair off and dying it purple again,,, I had my hair purple for so long that it feels strange to not see it anymore

Also its still and always will be fuck Jamie and his dumb fucking face. I've lost so many friends because of him. May he get papercuts under his finger nails. May every piece of food fall to the ground before it ever touches his lips. May he get chronic tonsil stones and never be kissed again

Guys help I'm so in love that it physically hurts

Got spoiled with flowers and a new smart watch last weekend 🥰

I feel like a horse. I'm big and sometimes intimidating looking, but in reality I'm scared of everything including myself

Help,, the personality disorder is affecting my personality and id like it to not do that

Fighting for my life rn but here's a picture of a bird

Endless cycle

I need more hamburger helper in my life

did you know?

I never knew it was possible to love someone this much until meeting my partner. They're so incredible...I wish they could see themself how i see them.

Okay wow this feels awful haha

suckin on this vape so hard im a bit offended that im not being paid

I was productive today. I dyed my hair. Washed the dishes. Took a shower. And still..it wasnt enough to silence my mind. It feels like nothing is anymore.

What if I die from lack of romance in my life

Also i got the courage to show them my recent art and they were very supportive,,, makes me wanna do more ^.^

Our anniversary is tomorrowww!!!

I can't tell what's real and what's not anymore...I just want this to end

I miss vent

Splitting at work is the WORST

Starting to think I might genuinely be losing it

Having lewd thoughts about my very pretty partner

🦋 as simple as that

mood for today

You are not a nice guy if you have to say you're a nice guy.

I need to draw more birds

I work in a school kitchen. Recently, the students have been creatively erasing our menu

I'm so spoiled,, they left work early to bring me breakfast and coffee and forehead kisses before I had to leave 🥰

I miss having friends...ppl to talk to...my world has gotten so small

I'm so paranoid all the time...constantly running myself in circles...I'm so tired but I can't see a way out..

ACAB does unfortunately include Officer Judy Hopps

Really wish I could just turn my brain off,, every time I get a second to breathe my mind starts running itself in circles again

Maybe I'm just not meant to be around people

God why do I have to be like this, why cant I just enjoy what I have while I still have it?

In desperate need of a beach episode