It's getting dark again

After years of having writers block I finally wrote something meaningful. A poem of sorts. I hope this means my creativity is coming back

Ngl so lonely nowadays that the highlight of my week would probably be getting most upvoted comment on a viral reddit post. I would prefer a hug, tbh

Kinda want to die, kinda want a crunch wrap supreme

Very big on complimenting people's work, because in a world being taken over by AI, artists really do need and deserve to be encouraged and uplifted. Dont give up ok guys? The "worst" human art is still more valuable than whatever the best ai can do.

Today I have decided to never date a cishet person ever again. And tbh those wonderful cis gays are still on thin ice. This isnt being hateful this is just basic self care for a trans person who has fucking had enough.

Just friendly reminder to change your passwords and enable two factor authentication bc someone just logged me out my amazon and tried to get into my fb!

Fucking tired.

Hey so pepto bismol can turn your tongue black. Just good to know. in case you take some and then spend 15 minutes in the bathroom hyperventilating cause you dont know wtf is happening to your body. Not that that would happen to anyone ever..of course.

Um so does anyone have any free anime style games for Apple that they recommend? Preferably not over 5 gb 😭 could be actually based on an anime, or not idc. Not android because my phone is like a budget phone and I dont have the space or ram for it. I'll be using my old 2021 ipad

Tomorrow is 2 years since my abusive dad passed. So I may post a lot or not at all but gonna apologize in advance if I start acting annoying. Trauma and grief are both complicated

Find someone who looks at you the way Donald Trump looks at Zohran Mamdani.

Who tf made Frieren MAGA? 😤

Hey. Kindly reminder. Content creators are not your friends just because you like their work. You do not know who we are. This goes double for anyone under 18; be very careful about interacting with adults. If any adult makes you feel uncomfortable, DO NOT ENGAGE THEM. RUN.

okay mutuals. i am doing pwyw commissions. please talk to me this is a sampling of my art, you can see more at @sys32.posts.art and in my toyhouse gallery toyhou.se/sys32/art

Oh I took my nightmare medication and then had a dream that felt like it came straight out of a kdrama. I even woke up once and went back to sleep and returned to the dream. But my alarm woke me up. Damn lol

I just want to add on that if you want to watch Disney, it is much cheaper to buy a VPN and learn how to pirate your faves. That being said DO NOT pirate without a VPN. Marvel literally contacted my ISP and threatened legal action if I didnt stop. & That was like 10 years ago, before Disney+.

Disney+ is gonna start making short form ai content so nows the time to unsubscribe if you havent already

Its cold af so I needed to bring out my hoodie. Almost forgot I had this one!

Therapy waiting room essentials... Bluetooth earbuds and a friend.

the intended audience for my posts is me i'm literally just talking to myself

The "Frieren angle" thing, apart from just being delightful, also completely demolishes the pathetic "AI is democratising art" argument. Someone struggling with a difficult drawing received advice from hundreds of strangers who just wanted to help them improve their art.

Dont know if my cognitive decline is due to mental illness or medication but it will be the death of me

Um when Gamestop announced their trade anything day I thought maybe that was for outdated game systems or something. Not things like fucking taxidermy? And workers are being told to mask+glove up in case of biohazard? No thanks, the workers didnt sign up for that so they won't be getting my support

you're responsible for the damage when you do something wrong. you all need to know that. it's important to me that you know that. even if you didn't do the thing on purpose. you have a responsibility to take responsibility for the consequences of your actions as they affect others.

Shout out to anyone who is also still living with an abuser. Hope it gets better for all of us. 😕

I saw this guy with the sickest soul eater hoodie and I regret not asking him where he got it. I want one so bad

"This is all just a phase, if you think more positively it will all go away." -actual words my psych said after I came out of the mental hospital in 2021.

Ya so dont just view someone's post history on reddit out of boredom unless youre prepared to see some shit 🥲 This my own fault tho...

TIDAL is a good spotify replacement, you can get a family plan for the same price as a spotify duo plan, and the family plan lets you give premium to like 6 people

When I say its ok not to boycott every company, I meant the ones you actually need?? Like if Walmart or Amazon are the only things accessible to you then go for it. But Spotify and Starbucks? Since when does anyone NEED that

"You know, if you keep doing xyz it will lead you to an early grave""

Some days I think I would have been better off if I left my mental disorders untreated. Cause this whole "working through your issues " feels like horse shit

Is there a quicker way to translate bsky posts on mobile? Besides clicking on the translate button and having it bring up Google translate in a browser tab. Idk it just seems so excessive you'd think it would just translate in app like most do. 🥲

Well I'm gonna take some pain meds for these cramps and read yaoi/BL until I fall asleep goodnight (For those wondering I'm reading the BL manhwa "Sketch")

Cramps 😐

I love witches & the idea of using your intuition to read situations, so dont get me wrong. but why are all of the Facebook groups like "i heard a frog fart during a full moon, does anyone know if this is a sign that my cousins ex fiance is speaking to me through the Egyptian frog Goddess, Heqet"

Chat is this real I keep seeing it?? Bubba=Bill Clinton btw

Sorry if I dont respond, sometimes I forget I'm real

Btw guys i am so sorry for the lack of alt text. Truth is I don't have much energy nowadays but I promise from this point forward I will do better.

Didnt feel like retyping here but yea

I get it nobody likes me lol

You ever just gain a random trauma memory and it dont even phase you anymore cause its just another thing to add to the list of why you're abuser is/was a shitty person

There's reason I dont think its DID. But just wish I had some sort of diagnosis. Just to know theres a name for what im going through, which implies I'm not the only one in existence going through it and I'm not alone. My experience is so different from how I see dissociative disorders portrayed

Random vent screenshot thread, probably out of order. I could have swore I had more than this!! My user on vent was Poke btw.

Can't wait to tell my therapist that I barely remember the last week and a half. 😐

I had some hilarious screenshots from the last few days of vent but im not sure if it backed it up before my old phone broke. I will check later this afternoon. I miss roasting Jamie in his comments lol

Guess who is in a bitchy mood today???