back home after visiting family and friends for the holiday and feeling like the luckiest blorb in the world

love thanksgiving because u get to see unstoppable force (the turkey trot side of my family) meet an immovable object (the non-turkey trot side of my family) and only side survives

officially hosting a friendsmas/housewarming party and it's going to be totally fine that i actually don't have places for people to sit because i've been googling 'cute ways to sit on the floor!!!!!!!!!!!!' and i think i can make this work for me

dang i can’t believe it but i don’t think i liked frankenstein. which is crazy if only because going in i thought i was about to watch a new favorite movie. and i love gdt (his foreword to the annotated frankenstein made me cry!) but in this case i think his love of monsters worked against him

a “Space Force”, if you will

kor and roddy in their little tshirts and gear unfortunately always giving me these vibes

i've missed a lot of wrestling over the last month with all the move stuff but decided to not catch up and just tune in live for blood and guts and ha ha ha i love this shit so much it rules. i was HOOTIN and HOLLERIN on my couch

"kill them with kindness" wrong. bat attack 🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇

there's a moment in PARADISE LOST where Satan arrives in Eden and realizes Hell isn't a place; it's a thing he carries within him and it'll follow him wherever he goes. and i think about that when i see these awful rich men whose monstrous wealth has enriched them not at all

anyway it's hilarious how optimistic i was before this move about how long it would take to settle in. i was originally going to have a housewarming party the weekend after i moved! can you imagine! god bless all my friends who heard this plan & said 'yeahh!' while i'm sure making eyes at each other

it's freezing here today which apparently means the construction guys outside my bedroom got the morning off and i got to sleep in for a full extra hour and i'm a brand new blorb. the birds are singing. the sun is shining. i'm judiciously avoiding opening most of my apps and looking at the news

kim davis IN THE DIRT

New: The Supreme Court DENIES Kim Davis' request to overturn Obergefell, the marriage equality decision. No noted dissents. www.supremecourt.gov/orders/court...

i knew october was going to be a lot of work and it was so much god damned work but it's done, now. i'm moved, i've mostly reno-ed, i'm out of the old apartment completely, the giant yard sale is done and i made enough money to feel like it was worth it, everything that didn't sell got donated

so far home ownership mostly consists of me trying to do a simple project which then somehow multiplies into a thirty-eight step project with me cursing and fucking it up every step of the way

in the middle of all the moving craziness this wknd i had a lovely chat with an older gentleman (a stranger). i was wearing my college sweatshirt & when he asked if i went there, i said yes, 20 years ago! & he bewilderedly said, '...for KINDERGARTEN?' anyway i hope that man's pillow is always cool

I think its genuinely a virtue to accept that you could be wrong about anything and kill the part of yourself that needs to always be seen as correct and smarter than others on any given topic

[crawls out of a hole covered in dirt and blood] haha what’s up i have moved 🫡 such an exhausting couple of days that i feel asleep on the foldout couch at 8:30pm and am now up at 3:30 but can’t even be mad because there was simply not one more single moment i could have been awake

it's finally moving week! we spent this weekend powering through the last huge projects in CONDO - still a lot to do but since i can't do much while they're refinishing the new floors i just have to put my head down and pack. quickly reaching 'everything i own is garbage and should be destroyed'

hey i'm on my buddy mike's podcast! big day for cartoon pugs and doing podcasts after a full day of furniture restoration fumes.

so tired i feel delusional ama

sorry i am so boring and only talk about CONDO these days but it's literally all i am doing in my free time besides rotting on the couch watching stupid youtube shorts with a heating pad on my bad shoulder. but the new floors are IN. they will be refinished next WEEK. i have painted so many ROOMS.

fuck ice airing commercials during dynamite, let em know: help.hbomax.com/us/Feedback/ tbsnetwork.zendesk.com/hc/en-us/req...

decided to take a day off from CONDO to give my body a break and i'm fine. it's fine. do you think CONDO is fine. should i go check on it. i can just paint a couple of windows it's not a big deal i can stop CONDO whenever i want

condo update: floor demo starts tomorrow which means i have tonight to finish the main stuff in the two rooms. painting trim takes goddamn FOREVER when you are also having to clean/patch/sand/dust. i wake. i work. i CONDO. i sleep. hades 2 wait for me

update: condo acquired 🙂🏡 🙌 spent monday night and all day yesterday in full tilt reno mode - ripped up carpets, cleaned and spackled and sanded, cut in a million walls with paint, made a million trips to the hardware store, will need to make a million more. guys it’s gonna be so stinkin cute

closing day on the condo. no breakfast except an energy drink. was up at dawn seeing a friend off and then watched the rest of all out. parents are late getting on the road. mcr announced new tour. i need to be ambushed with a tranquilizer

i will never call wrestling shows 'the product' if i start calling wrestling shows 'the product' just take me out back and shoot me

my friends and i got yelled at by a girl in a parking lot yesterday (she was wrong, and we were right) and i am normally a deeply nonconfrontational person (to a fault) but yell at friends?? no. i think i levitated a solid foot in the air as my eyes rolled back in my head

It is fucked up what they did to the headphone jack

got an mri this morning and i'm glad i know now what it feels like to be in a coffin that is also a dial up modem

mcr has really figured it out as a band because i always think they are done touring but then there's magically another tour, but in the meantime i have agreed to do frankly silly things both financially and emotionally and airline-ly in order to be there. anyway see all u fuckers in 2026 i guess!!

tentative closing date got moved up from the end of the month to early next week, i'm going to vibrate straight out of my gigantic moon shoes

HADES 2 in 2 WEEKS?????? they knew we needed to disassociate our brains out

one of the things that i like about the mortgage company i am using is they have a little updater for my loan application that deeply appeals to my heart. love a dominos pizza tracker. this baby's cookin

Little Proto 💗🌟 #wrestlesky 🤼

You can "honor" Kirk's memory by doing the thing he'd hate and donating to an organization that wants to help low-income trans adults receive gender affirming care: www.transincomeproject.org/donate (also read my interview with TIPs executive director in the original post)

the fact that bryan danielson babytrapped mox with yuta, then emotionally neglected yuta in favour of trying to adopt danny as a second son for the bcc, failed, and now mox has successfully adopted danny for the deathriders

- you clean up that banksy? - sure did, your honour, leaving a perfect, permanent outline, imbuing the work with real fuckin gravitas while making its point better than the artist did himself just like you asked

Absolutely losing it over AEW making a shirt that is just straight up a half dozen different YEAH THEY *FUCK* jokes about it's on screen canonical sapphic couple THIS IS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT

mcr in fenway was incredible, the second setlist was incredible, the fact that we made it to the airport four hours after we got home from the show was incredible, the fact that my bag actually made it after getting gate checked on the fastest connection of my life was incredible.

we….worked on this story for a year...and...he just...he tweeted it out.

dodging katrina footage posts so hard i give myself vertigo again

The reaction of fans to Hangman Page overcoming trauma and alienation via solidarity shows that what hundreds of thousands of fans and people worldwide crave is not just success, but connection and togetherness. Read Tom Williams on the politics of wrestling.

unfortunately my favorite type pairing is a smart cat and a big goofy dog so i am powerless against the power of taylor and travis

i hosed two diet cokes so fast the waitress came out with a frosted fuckin gallon mug for me. i’m putting her in my will

have put in an offer on a condo. and now: i black out

the excitement this week: 1) bidding on a condo! if i look at the money it makes me feel insane! 2) i have positional vertigo (possibly from a virus that is not covid or the flu - my ear bones!!!!) and got a steroid shot which kept me up all night so i feel VERY insane. ama

Hey, if drawing could give me a dopamine rush again that would be nice.

the youth yearn for livejournal and dreamwidth