ko-fi.com/ghostphasemo... I'm in a very rough spot atm and need to get my car fixed. If you can, please help me out.

(looks towards audience for approval)

what if i became a PNGtuber???

(girl who wants to wash the dishes with you for the rest of her life voice) uh, you wanna VC later??

War of the Worlds by High Grade 1/144 Wells

(visibly hard) you hate me.

Critical ignoring offers some great strategies to help navigate our noisy information landscape.

"teach the kids how to torrent" teach the adults to fucking seed shit that isn't the same ten TV shows and movies everyone has already seen a million times

new full length album out now on the bandcamp page <3 thank you for listening. i swear to god i'll have this chibi robo video out soon too lol

tbh trans women gossip like crazy, that's the one stereotype that holds true

!!NEW VIDEO!! This time I cover Chunsoft’s Sound Novel franchise, a hugely important series in the history of Japanese video games that served as the progenitor to the visual novel genre and was a source of inspiration for all kinds of developers. WATCH - www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9BT...

i feel guilty because i haven't really worked on youtube stuff in months, but i've been so busy with IRL shit/stress that i basically can't focus. oh well...

Maria

happy 9/11 to those who celebrate 🏢🏢🎉

i love these two 🧪☕

huge ears braless elf has been doing numbers on tumblr lately for some reason, so you guys have to look at her now + new drawing of her (first two from 2024)

good riddance.

DARK POOLS DARK POOLS DARK POOLS DARK POOLS bloomfilters.neocities.org/darkpools

being medicated really puts you in touch with your feelings. before, i was able to dissociate and endure the suffering. but now i have cravings and desires again, like a normal person, and i don't know what to do. i want to be loved and i want to fall in love. but i can't. sucks.

Hate to do this but I'm quickly running out of hard drive space to process these projects. If anyone feels like helping me fund my mad scientist VHS preservation, now would be the time to do so. Appreciate it. www.patreon.com/kennylauderd...

the sopranos is quintessential american seinen

This “solo dev” and “only 3 devs” rhetoric is getting truly dangerously out of hand. Investors see this and think “I only have to pay 3 people” and the result is severely overworked and/or underpaid people and a subpar product. We need to stop treating outsourcers and contractors like ghosts.

sopranos is like the full metal daemon muramasa of television

we're in a world that can't be lived in. headed into a dark that can't be lit. drifting far, so far into the mist. you swear there's nobody out there. but i promise you that all we have is eachother.

i love monsters, grainy film, and women going through it.

yeah, and apparently this type of game is called a "METROIDVANIA"... y'know, like a mix of METROID and CASTLEVANIA? (zoom in) except, what kinda dumbshit name is that?! what, are we gonna start calling platformers "MARIOSONICS"? i mean who comes up with this shit? (chugs beer)

OK DONE STREAMING TY FOR WATCHING

STREAMING SILKSONG OVER @ www.twitch.tv/maria_ilmutus

SWORDTHING.

my first podcast appearance!! my friends at the Bog Frog let me absolutely ruin their lovely show with an unhinged NSFW deep dive into one of the most unique mangaka there is Listen or DIE

i wish there was a twitter-like site but for audio, so i could post little songs and sounds i've made recently without the pressure of them being "official songs" or whatever

[NEW VIDEO] Six months ago, a friend asked whether it would be possible to cover some of the history of dariacore & hyperflip. This video won't explain everything... but it's worth starting from somewhere. www.youtube.com/watch?v=tu7c...

Operation Eventide: DOLOROSA has been released. A grungy and dishonorable eroguro visual novel companion work to the super-scientific mahou shoujo yuri chuunige. A pathologist is tasked to limit-test a magical girl's regeneration powers. nothing bad happens. jk it does kolulu.itch.io/oe-dolorosa

glad this is becoming a topic of discussion in the ff14 community because ff14 is - at least for a new player - lonelier than most single player games

consentroidvania, emotional intelliroguelike, first person sobbing? bro what are you talking about. It's 2025. we're watching northern lion play gambling.

might fuck around and delay silksong

ko-fi.com/exclamatia/ if you can. please. i want to be able to move out of my state.

silksong ragebait

BLACK KNIFE #deltarune

at this point, the idea that i'll ever end up with a girl i love seems so ridiculous lol. every time i genuinely love someone, it's just not feasible to commit to it, and i have to settle for something else. most of my previous relationships have felt like busywork lol.

they should invent a girl i can date that doesn't also live 5000 miles away, this is getting ridiculous

MARIA ILMUTUS - SYNTHESIS new song out on bandcamp! ilmutus.bandcamp.com/track/synthe...

wish everyone wasn't busy all the time, wish i could still hangout with my best friend, wish every job wasn't 1000 hours for awful pay, wish i could just be with other people rather than feeling like a gd pest every second i'm not busy working. fuck!

I’m a firm believer that with SHIN GODZILLA returning to theaters, Toho should also re-release the figurines of the kaiju giving apologetic press conferences.

If you want to keep seeing art from people like me, if you want to stop financial censorship, you still gotta keep calling the call centers, contact your reps, sign the petitions. We have to keep this going

crazy how just buying an album for $9.99 on bandcamp is equivalent to like 1 morbillion spotify streams . . .

new piece on the substack. it's about internet friends. ilmutus.substack.com/p/you-make-a...

quickly realizing i just don't belong in a space with other people lol

15 movies to know maria 0.5 mm Inland Empire Eraserhead Fire Walk With Me Phantom of the Paradise Godzilla Nosferatu Silvia Prieto Rapado Shin Kamen Rider Labyrinth of Dreams TETSUO the Iron Man Love & Pop WILD ZERO Return to Oz