♠️: Otar's contributed to a few of these zines before we knew we're plural, so Jesse always lets him know when they plan a new one. Words can't describe how incredibly touched I was when they asked if I, specifically, wanted to share anything relating to my experience as an alter who isn't the host.

This is honestly my best zine yet, and that’s 100% thanks to the people who added to it: @brettstuckel.com @mojoquix.bsky.social @mona2.bsky.social @oddballparty.bsky.social @okchrisruiz.bsky.social @ironyasaweapon.bsky.social @wbxylo.bsky.social Go grab a copy! jmaq.bigcartel.com/product/thes...

if you’d like something like the fullbodies or the pixel icon, a few slots for them r now open 🐶 go to my vgen for more info! 🐾 vgen.co/sirspaniel

🩸: What is "Moon Child." What is "Hoi" (not in the context of a greeting). Why are they all over our feeds. Someone please explain.

🩸: The current mood.

Update: Per her request, my partner & I have set her up a GFM! She's no longer able to work, currently trying to get on disability. It's a LONG process, so she needs everyone's help to be able to afford to eat & keep surviving til then! Please share & spare what you can! gofund.me/de40e9dd3

♠️: i don't know you. maybe some day i could. you don't know me. you never will. with no reflection, no photos, no witness, what do you look like? how do you know? do you even exist? i've never had a body. but i see you. and for a moment, i see the world where i do. i wish i could tell you.

♠️: if ever there's furry posts shared on here and you're wondering who did that... me. it's probably always going to be me.

#quilt #furry

Chubby Cherub (NES)

I don't think we talk enough about the effect of art on us. I can see one drawing I really really like and I'll be happy for the rest of the day I'm not exaggerating. Your art makes someone feel that way. Your art makes someone happy. Your art helps someone get through the day.

♠️: wait damn have i really been the only one making so many posts on the account this week... well we'll let the youngest front tonight i guess. it is bunny day after all.

♠️: ....it's pretty bad when otar is the one telling you not to stay up and that we need to go to sleep... i felt the need to stay up and draw for some reason though.

♠️: it is really nice that so many people care for otar and are friends with him. we're all thankful for that. ...i just kind of wish i knew what that's like first-hand. it's not like any of the rest of us in this body can just show up and be recognized as us. and most don't even know we exist.

🐺: but uh... yeah. after the ppl shows next week we hope time just kinda fast-forwards to the day of the new TL's release. because there's just really nothing for us otherwise until whenever it is that we're finally able to do physical therapy.

🐺: we can't wait for the new tomodachi life to come out... the demo was absolutely not enough. i wish you could still make miis in it like the Miitopia demo did. we want to make miis in advance.

Here's a link to the GoFundMe for Dodo!🐈‍⬛❤️

Please share if you can ❤️🐈‍⬛

🐺: what a fucking struggle the past few days have been... im out right now (and have been for... idk at least an hour, probably more like 2) because the extended biofamily *amazingly* managed to find a way to deeply hurt us within the 30 mins of time we spend with them today.

🦊: wedding stuff was hard... a lot of extended biofamily we didn't rly want to see came over to talk to us. and the bad man talked about biobrother in this proud way he never ever talked about us before, and it was hard , um, we ended up having a panic attack and needing to leave before dinner

💚: answered for my own name on my account, but here's answers for the others Ace was the name of an oc I made that actually ended up making me realize someone like the oc already existed as a real person, and has existed for a LONG time, and that I'm/we're plural. He's really nothing like the oc

♠️ we were thinking about maybe making a system comic journal... there's a few systems we've seen with those and we like them, seems like it helps them, & it helps us sometimes with better understanding ourselves too. problem is... we don't do comics (& our wrists still hurt so bad)

♠️: struggling. our brain has been partially frozen in 2009 to '14 all this time, we remember many, but i do not believe we (as in, the system, Otar included) are remembered by many from then. we might as well never have existed to them. we didn't, as far as they know.

🦊: wow! everything is a lot right now. umm. even just with us. even apart from the whole rest of everything else. we keep finding ourselves asking if this is just a dream and that's scary. it's scary. this isn't a dream. we're alive. but why does it feel like we're dreaming?

♠️: having fronting songs unexpectedly come up and trigger a switch is kind of hilarious. otar was in the middle of streaming a game to our friend, accidentally pressed a button that activated a mod that as it turns out plays my fronting song, and now im here.

Ace's symbols also include ♠️. As in, the Ace of Spades. Slightly baffling that Otar forgot that to be honest. (Ace is writing this.)

🩸: We keep getting this alert that our SIM card's "activation" is "incomplete" which means we cannot send texts or make phone calls... and then it ends with "call [number] for assistance." How.

🩸: This new phone is so horrid that it made Toby say something "sucks" for the first time in his known existence.

🚫: has been so long since no one fronting that didn't even think to list emoji for it. but here we are. will use this. felt need to say for those who do not know.. this is possible. happens v rarely for us. car has no driver so is driving self. otherwise would crash.

🦊: our new phone feels pretty slow and worse than our old one ? which is weird because this is um samsung 20-something and the last one was galaxy 10e so i would think it'd be faster and better... especially since we don't have anything downloaded on this...

🦊: well um.. nice to maybe not have to worry now about upsetting or disappointing people by not being Otar... im fronting right now but he's always co-fronting. so. if you see stuff on his account while someone else is fronting that's why.

emojis to indicate who's speaking 💚: Otar (he/it; will probably not post on here much if at all aside from this) 🩶/🐺: Ace (he/they/it) 🩸: It Breathes (it/its; we all just call it "Ib") 🩵/🦊: Toby (he/him; 2nd-youngest) 🤍/🌌: Zenith (they/them) ❓️: unknown The youngest won't be posting on here.