POV: The Handler let you off your leash

Pride month is almost over (but we never stop being prideful) so I want to take a moment to thank everyone who supported me when I came out earlier this month. I'm not going to lie, It meant the world to me during a very anxious moment in my life. Thank you all.

It may be the last day of Pride but I'm never done! 💜 Hi! I'm Athena, a trans voice actress from the UK! Are you looking for a regal voice for your project? Maybe a majestic and sad bird? Or some eldritch whispers? Please give my demo reel a listen!✨ #VoiceActor #DemoReel

It's not smoke. It's like, some other shit.

I had to learn to animate the Star Fox icons for this

Man, not to be sad on main but fuck the dating scene is rough nowadays, especially for someone whos 30... Finding real people on any app is basically impossible and IRL dating events died from covid. I'm dunno guys, maybe I should just go be a monk or something.

Had to make some queer versions for pride

Talking to my incredibly ace friend about AO3 tags and finding they have knowledge of some very cursed tags. I must be getting old because some of these new fangled tags are both horrific and fascinating. I'd come across them though mutuals on these platforms but never knew what they meant till now

God damn, being able to detect AI writing as soon as you see the 'It wasn’t just X, it was also Y' sentence structure is like recognising a cursed rune. Kinda sad about what I just found out was AI written, I'd respected the author before that.

Cursed DnD setting concept: The sun is a just a delayed fireball maintained by an ancient braindead lich at its core who was trapped in the system millions of years ago by the gods exploiting time travel.

Jax if she wasn't a huge piece of shit.

Said it before and I'll repeat it - I'd be all over a firemoth (for the 5 mins I'd be alive on the battlefield). I love how its a failed transport concept pressed into service because they needed a scout mech. I love its stupid speed. I love how a 20ton mech can have 5 medium lasers.

Oh so TADC last act is on YouTube now? Good now I can say this. Jax's arc is what drove me to come out, because I saw too much of that pain in my own life.

Okay stop whatever your doing - Look Outside is on sale on steam for like £6 and its TOTALLY worth double that. I can not recommend that game enough. Go experience the horrors. Its worth it!

One of my fave DnD Character concepts atm is a oathbreaker former-paladin of Kelemvor carrying around the half-reanimated corpse of his heretic saint in a little reliquary but they are both, like, _really chill_.

Oh cool I love it when the Premium *BEEF* Lasagna I buy and look forward to is 40% pork. I love undisclosed meat combos. I love having no dinner because of that. I love being hangry at midnight, unable to cook anything else or I'll wake my housemates. Fucking LOVE IT. VERY HAPPY FUCKING BUNNY.

Life will never be as good as the time I heard a classmate say 'More like Gaylo Reach Around'. Thats been stuck in my head for like a decade.

Mmmm tiberium

A touch of green for this #MineralMonday, featuring the sharp edges of a beautiful specimen of diopside. I love the transparency of the crystals, their sharp edges and the dynamic flow of this mineral wave! #Mineral #Minerals #FocusStacking #Macro #MacroMonday

With the reaction to my coming out as NB (both here and on youtube) being as great as it is, I want to thank everyone for being accepting. And so now I want to share a story about me. Typing this has made my hands shake. I hope I can share a bit about myself to you, stranger.

well this has my heart in my throat but if I don’t do it now when will I...

My fav fantasy trope is when something big and evil happens and the BBEG shows up to the heros all angry and says 'Yo that wasn’t me. it sucks. Lets fix it so I can get back to defeating you'

Me - "Oh this person followed me! and they are an artist? Lets look at what they make-oh its smut. Well that-" bluesky algo - YOU HAVE WITNESS TOPIC: SMUT. DEPLOYING NOTHING BUT THE WEIRDEST SHIT TO YOUR TIMELINE. bruh

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I dont want to come across as bad mouthing an entirely valid way of love, but man I swear everyone with the ethical nonmonog on [dating site] has a 90% chance of being an actual psycho. Nothing but harem roleplayers and industrial gold diggers.

(1/2) Have no time for a decent sketch, but I had this idea for deadlock: imagine a set of skins you unlock only when you win a lot of games at an high rank, kinda like master level skins and they somewhat all rappresent how much the character changed with experience

The BPL's new video 'THE MERCENARY'S GUIDE TO VEHICLES - THE HETZER' is out and I can again share a bunch of fun assets I made while working on it! Check the alt text on each for more info!

You know whats weird? Getting into a fandom and finding its audience is like 15 years younger than you. I feel so out of place.

Decades of gaming has taught me there's a sick hidden weapon up that vent

Having finished Xenosaga 2 with Ash today... Man, that game sucked. Did have some great thought provoking points like: 'Is it okay to love a copy of someone?', 'Do you need a reason to live?', 'Immortal man gaslights own brother into granting him final death' and 'ALL HAIL THE ILLUMINATI POPE MECH'

replaying the Half Life series and realising how horrific I must've been to see gordon change as another science team member. He was the dorky grad who got their hazard suit training like someone gets a fork lift certifcation. He shows up late for work and screws with a coworkers lunch as a prank.

Its really intresting listening to small artists on youtube in the the Post-Funkin' scene, because its really clear a lot of them still lean on the call and response structure that the game required.

I will never stop hating Fandom for consumuing the entire Wiki scene with their advertisement bloated ass but I wont like it does result is some funny side bar shit.

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I think it's pretty impressive of Starmer to have basically everyone mad at him all the time, even before the recent stuff. Left wingers hate him because he sits at the head of a Labour Party who are very far from left wing, and right wingers hate him because he's a gay communist (or something).

Whats a video game OST you keep going back to? For me, I have the Red Alert 1 soundtrack on my phone atm and I never get over how experimental some of these tracks are. Such a unmatched vibe.

One of my fave things to do in any TTRPG I'm in is to make shitposts of the party comp to compare with any party art drawn. Heres a few examples.

New cursed game idea: DOORGRINDER. A railshooter where you are a heavily drugged, emotionally supressed wreck shooting down missiles, covering marines and fighting mechas from behind your dropships door-mounted heavy caliber gatling gun.

SPACE WITCH: We must check if you are the magical girlboy. Put your hand in the magic pain box. It causes extreme pain. PAUL JIHAD: Why? SPACE WITCH: What are you, a pussy? PAUL JIHAD: No! Watch this. OW. I can so this all day. SPACE WITCH: lol. You just put your hand in the oven, dipshit.

Honestly one of my more shallow pieces.

I'ma be real with you all, if I see one goddamn HP post from any of you it's an instant block. Transphobia has no place on my timeline.

A completed commission for @drwhitepsyker.bsky.social featuring his D&D party! Want your own commission? Check below for details!

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As I am shelving C&C3 (for now), I took some time to do some extra research about the Little Tail Bronx series (aka Furry Metal Gear). I found out that CC2 is having their 30th anniversary and have shared their fukken amazon wishlist on it. They are taking photos with everything they get from it.

I brought a cool hoodie from @artistncs.bsky.social. Its ultra comfy but when I looked at all the other people also commenting about how comfy theirs were, I realised something... Thats, uh, a lotta furry smut artist's and posters in there... I feel like Homer in the lesbian bar.

Hey goobers! I know youtubes awful subscription page sometimes hides posts so im linking this here. Check out my update on stuff and things youtube.com/post/Ugkx-LV...

Cursed prank idea. Get a foam model/prop brain, soak it in baby oil and then leave it in some public place. Like a in mall or a park path. The levels of possible chaos from people finding what looks and feels like a fresh human brain would be incredible.

In todays 'oh no OH NO' DnD session - The party raids a cult-occupied castle to reclaim it for wicked dosh. We rout the cultists and cause a crisis of faith in their leadership. The remaining cultists (mostly unarmed anyway) are allowed to leave peacefully. Party begins looting the castle.