Trying not to think about how much more difficult it's gonna be to afford to finish my FFS next year. I don't wanna think about leaving it half complete. Ugh. Time for a drink!

Chuck Schumer? Would love to.

How about we shut down the government for this very popular and specific goal and then, hear me out, we hold out for like a month and a half and then, ok this part is important, after a watershed election where we ran the table, ONLY THEN, fold and don't get the one thing we said we wanted.

Get fucked, Chuck.

Chuck Schumer Helps Pull Democrats Back From Brink Of Courage

kinda wishing I had skills other than just the writing right now

hey but f'real lol

I pay a fucking lot every month for my health insurance as it fucking is. How the hell...

I'm joining this late and trying to separate fact from fear right now, but as a freelance writer I'm not feeling very good about my health insurance and finances going forward. Haha. Shit's fucked.

Went to a local authors book fair. Pretended I was one of them. Bought so many books. I will reign again

Shut the fuck up, Paul.

Oh shit the Bears won? Good for them!

You introduce movies to an entire theatre of people. I introduce movies to individuals one by one. You might have greater impact, but my method is more intimate, more fucky. It's uncomfortable. The sexual tension is just so very. We'll never be the same again. Everyone liked Barry Lyndon, though.

he will never be forgiven for his crimes

whoop whoop alcohol

tfw not sure if clocked fellow trans woman in the wild or if she just very tall

Daily affirmation

no amount of state propaganda will ever convince me this man is my enemy

I might go to an authors thing tomorrow but my imposter syndrome is strong and my depression is even stronger.

Sad girl hours ACTIVATE.

Drinking weed and watching Captain America: the bad one.

So much 'gender critical' nonsense boils down to "im normal, so i deserve to be prioritised" which is manifestly an overwhelmingly abnormal thing to say.

Recovery from FFS ain't just slow, depressing, and uncomfortable, it's mysterious. I think I know what it's gonna look like when the swelling goes down and the scars begin to fade, but I probably don't, not really. I like some of the changes, others feel underwhelming. Trying to be patient. It hard.

youtube a bitch for flagging this

I have GOT to get hotter + crazier

what if everyone else is UNDERthinking

Imagine thinking American Nightmare is a good nickname for a hero in the year 2025.

I struggle with this because of rejection sensitive dysphoria and trauma. I was regularly told that my excitement was "too much" until I stopped showing that excitement. I've learned to mask when it comes to being excited about things, even around those I love and trust. But I do recognize the issue

We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.

"I may look like a girl, but I'm not! I'm a cyborg." In this essay, we explore Terror of Mechagodzilla from its original and intended perspective: transsexual.

Cool! I was hoping either him or Nakamura.

I used to write about Japanese action, sci-fi, and horror movies for different online outlets and I honestly kinda miss it. I would like to find my way back to doing something like that again someday (once I rediscover some lost confidence, hehe). I HAVE OPINIONS AND NOT ALL OF THEM SUCK.

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cartoon for children

it's me

America Hitler, probably. Reasons self explanatory.

Yea.

Hedorah! #hedorah #kaiju #godzilla #vandyartwork

I wish cis people understood how it feels to see Harry Potter every-fucking-where constantly.

I've been deeply depressed for many weeks now, but some people will still say, "Doest therapy fix it?" and "What do you have to be sad about?" and "Are you depressed AGAIN?" and "You should smile more." Sometimes it's better when someone doesn't say anything at all.

They should invent a California where you can afford to live

Having a little bit of money troubles again this month. Feel bad about asking, but any little bit would really help get me through to my next paycheck ko-fi.com/kofisupporte...

the vibe I'm giving off

A girl whose name is Virtue and you gotta call her so it's Virtue signaling.

The guillotine gif posts are kinda losing their oomph. We've been through how many years of this? I'm not convinced people got the nerve for building actual guillotines, y'all.