I might go to an authors thing tomorrow but my imposter syndrome is strong and my depression is even stronger.

Sad girl hours ACTIVATE.

Drinking weed and watching Captain America: the bad one.

So much 'gender critical' nonsense boils down to "im normal, so i deserve to be prioritised" which is manifestly an overwhelmingly abnormal thing to say.

Recovery from FFS ain't just slow, depressing, and uncomfortable, it's mysterious. I think I know what it's gonna look like when the swelling goes down and the scars begin to fade, but I probably don't, not really. I like some of the changes, others feel underwhelming. Trying to be patient. It hard.

youtube a bitch for flagging this

I have GOT to get hotter + crazier

what if everyone else is UNDERthinking

Imagine thinking American Nightmare is a good nickname for a hero in the year 2025.

I struggle with this because of rejection sensitive dysphoria and trauma. I was regularly told that my excitement was "too much" until I stopped showing that excitement. I've learned to mask when it comes to being excited about things, even around those I love and trust. But I do recognize the issue

We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.

"I may look like a girl, but I'm not! I'm a cyborg." In this essay, we explore Terror of Mechagodzilla from its original and intended perspective: transsexual.

Cool! I was hoping either him or Nakamura.

I used to write about Japanese action, sci-fi, and horror movies for different online outlets and I honestly kinda miss it. I would like to find my way back to doing something like that again someday (once I rediscover some lost confidence, hehe). I HAVE OPINIONS AND NOT ALL OF THEM SUCK.

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cartoon for children

it's me

America Hitler, probably. Reasons self explanatory.

Yea.

Hedorah! #hedorah #kaiju #godzilla #vandyartwork

I wish cis people understood how it feels to see Harry Potter every-fucking-where constantly.

I've been deeply depressed for many weeks now, but some people will still say, "Doest therapy fix it?" and "What do you have to be sad about?" and "Are you depressed AGAIN?" and "You should smile more." Sometimes it's better when someone doesn't say anything at all.

They should invent a California where you can afford to live

Having a little bit of money troubles again this month. Feel bad about asking, but any little bit would really help get me through to my next paycheck ko-fi.com/kofisupporte...

the vibe I'm giving off

A girl whose name is Virtue and you gotta call her so it's Virtue signaling.

The guillotine gif posts are kinda losing their oomph. We've been through how many years of this? I'm not convinced people got the nerve for building actual guillotines, y'all.

“I’ve got a great marketing plan, we’ll get the dumbest motherfucker in our industry, one that just nobody respects, and we’ll have him say the most asinine thing possible and that will be our pull quote, it’s surefire

Watching Highest 2 Lowest and I'm a little upset that Denzel doesn't sell shoes.

Imagine you finally get your chance to see your name on a movie poster or in the end credits, but it's a Mark Wahlberg movie. I would feel so bad.

Gonna drink bad beer and quietly feel sad about 2025.

Imagine going to court demanding for the right to starve both your people and their children for no other reason beyond malice.

Prehistoric bois.

If I had a chainsaw dog as a heart I think I would get that checked out by a doctor.

I love Godzilla and I'm a collector of Criterion discs. But this set is kinda shit. I mean, if you don't have the movies and you love them as much as I do, then sure, go get it. But wow, they could've done wonders with this collection, and they settled for doing just enough.

This is what they took from you

Trump: I've ended so many wars. War? Many people are saying, they're saying, sir, what is it good for? And I think that's beautiful, I really do. I think Jesus said that first, if you look. Also the Trump the administration: We're going to kill everyone.

"post a selfie of you from a different era" I'm not even comfortable posting a selfie from today, so there's no way I'm looking through my blurry old photos from my Sasquatch era for sharing.

I may not be built for the radical acceptance technique for distress tolerance and healing mental health. I'm not gonna call it complete bullshit, because I expect it works for some. But yeah, no. Reality is thus? Well then, fuck reality, I'm gonna stay mad about it.

“What other recourse do you have but to live? …..and fight giant kaiju?”

Without overt spoilers, who’s to say @realgdt.bsky.social’s Frankenstein isn’t a revisionist prequel to Frankenstein vs Baragon..?

Guillermo del Toro could've put Baragon into his Frankenstein film, but the world probably wasn't ready for a movie as cool as that.

Oh honey.

What incentive is there for Democrats to negotiate or compromise with Republicans when this is the shit the dear leader is saying about sharing power and authority in the future?