sorry I haven't been on here in foreverrr but I have some updates, I graduated (three times), in a couple weeks I'll be going to residential, and yeah I will still have my phone for some hours of the day which is nice

"heavy snow" my ass IM IN GHE RED I WANT TO BE IN THE BLUE GHE BLUE IS SNOW THE RED IS ICE If I was in the blue the whole storm I could be getting up to a foot of snow but no I have to be in the middle and on the red side😒

decorate my tree :D (idk if the letters will be public or not but don't say anything sh or ed related just in case I look at it with my sister or something) colormytree.me/2024/01JEV81...

I'm kind of dissapointed with my gifts :/ I feel like a bad person but it genuinely feels like there wasn't much thought put into them. 3 of them were things I already had that I recently got that she used as "presents". The only two "actual" presents were from shein. I got nothing from my wishlist

I'm 18 nowww I didn't think I would make it to 18 but I did it? Idk I'm kind of dissapointed I don't want to be an adult

I might leave shsky and shtwt idk I never interact with anyone anymore it used to be fun and I used to have lots of friends but now not really

I have school Thanksgiving today yippee we get Cracker Barrel I've never had it before

Does anyone have any tips or wanting to help me reach out to my cousin who is struggling with her mental health? We're not close, have a 4 year age gap, and rarely see each other much anymore. I want to reach out so badly because she's struggling but Idk how to

I'm so tired todayyyy

once I'm in college living by myself it's gonna be amazing 1 I can sh more and 2 I can more easily limit my intake because here its so hard omg

this whole starving thing isn’t working out for me i need to just cut the fat out of my body

Moon :D and Jupiter!!

I've been in a calorie deficit for a while and I haven't lost anything. I'm trying to be patient and do this healthily but it's not workingggg maybe I need to drink more water

I really hope I get into umsl idk what I'm gonna do if I don't lmao

I made a friend here finally!!! :D I'm so happy she came up to me to say hi and ask to be friends so we've been talking on Snapchat and she's so nice

I think people really like this house huh (it's my dream home)

More old pics

Old pic but here

🔥🔥🦅🏈🇺🇸🇺🇸🏈🦅🔥🔥🦅🏈🔥

I tried to get some scissors to sh with but they were kids safety scissors and my mom came upstairs so I couldn't

I have been having so many sh urges yesterday and today but I can't do anything like I can but I prefer my bl4des but I can't get to my room without my parents so I can't do anything I actually can't do this I didnt think it would be this hard having it taken away from me like this

My mom brought up masturbating instead of self harm 😭 wtf is that stored to do?? I'm sad wow okay let's masturbate to cope?

One of the officers at the psych ward I went to is actually beautiful but jeez she has muscles and really cool tattoos and her hair is long and pretty she looks like she's from a video game or something

should I dye my hair dark purple.. I've been thinking about it idk I might

60+ of my moots follow this person btw! just thought you should be made aware

If it even helps one person, I'm sharing it.

I hate that as soon as I'm feeling a little bit more confident about my future and what I want to do, trump becomes president. Like I turn 18 in a month throughout the next year I'm really focused on my future and I have to deal with trump as president during an important time of my life

hopefully trump doesn’t do anything he says he’s going to do and he just golfs and tweets like last time

if you voted for trump or like him, literally block me. i fucking hate you. you are the reason my illnesses will kill me. you deserve nothing.

I feel sick and not in an actual sick way…and no this isn’t about my anxiety or depression. It’s about my body, rights and what i’ll be able to with them in the future. I’m not asking for any opinions I just wanted to let you all know if I end up logging off for a while.

You are not alone. There are people and groups who love you and care about you. YOU are important, you are loved, please reach out.

help???😭 the first one was the original comment then the second screenshot are someone's replies

gonna off myself over these essays I hate essays I have like 2 due this week and 1 due next week

Now I'm really processing that trump (probably) won. There's still a small chance of Kamala winning but most likely trump. Idk I'm really shaky and just want to dissappear idk how he won

he won ?? 😟 these next 4 yrs are gonna suck, and the next 4 yrs after that are gonna suck too since that’s when his new policies will be in effect 😒 i have to spend my 20s under trump’s governmental authority wtf

if trump lost they would've just felt rage. kamala looses and we're all feeling fear. it's a huge difference and you can tell the difference in morals by that

Uh oh mootie is a trump supporter i may unfollow

alright guys cut thr cameras prank is over!

IM GONNA KILL MYSELF. FUCK TRUMP VOTERS AND FUCK THIRD PARTY VOTERS

this isnt a red mirage its a red fucking nightmare bro

I DON'T WANT TO BE AMERICAN. moving into the sea. I've had enough

I'm so fucking pissed Trump won last night and I've never been more scared about my future

someone just shoot him already man it's not that hard

welp :( i genuinely don't understand how people think trump is a good president. He can barely debate well, his economic policies have been proven to not work, his morals are terrible. He's a pedophile, he's cheated on like all of his wives, he made his own Bible disrespecting Christians, etc

To all the American PoC and LGBTQ people here. Live, so that you can piss in Trump's and Elon's graves one day. Do not let them die in peace.

I really hope kamala wins

gonna kms why does my dad always have to be late I get so anxious I hate it. I have an orthodontist appointment that starts rn and we're still like 5-10 minutes away