Refrained from spiraling by telling myself I have to fulfill my destiny as a baddie

Been restricting since getting my tongue pierced a few days ago and I haven’t dropped any weight yet 🥲💔

Hey moots! New distraction unlocked: healing a tongue piercing 🎉🤝‼️

Quitting vaping by smoking 1/2 a cig a day ⁉️🎉

i’ve been so inactive here omll but i’ve been hanging out w friends, going to the gym lifting weights and maintaining my cw so i feel like i’m kinda happy rn ??!

hit my vape during a fast and suddenly life is worth living again 🙏

i’ve gained from going to the gym and don’t wanna change my cw in bio 😁👍 the number on the scale is making me feel so fat

i’m getting fat from eating too many sweet treats recently, gotta go back to protein-maxxing

cuddling w my kitty and she gently licked my leg that i j put lotion on ????????

my silly lil picrew :p

MY THIGHS NO LONGER FILL OUT MY JEANS. THIS IS SO VALIDATING FUCKKKKKK

woke up from the sound of my smoke detector needing new batteries 😍😍 it’s okay i was gonna wake up early anyways for gym

good morning :) i’m super hyped to go to the gym and hit cardio

going to the gym and burning off cals is so satisfying when restricting. i leave the gym feeling tired and so euphoric !!

person gave me food and it’s considered impolite not to eat offered food in their custom 🥲 i will be in the gym soon to burn it off

i just got home from the gym and it’s almost midnight, i feel like i’m gonna pass out i’m so tired

tw: bmi 18 body check ik i can get smaller but i feel proud of my progress so far

when i chug a canned coffee to make myself shit and it debloats me 😋✨

i’ve been restricting again (deleted post where i said i was increasing intake) and my brain fog has gotten horrendous. like i’ve had to restart sentences a lot, and i just sound stupid when i talk.

the way my life has literally gotten so much better since i’ve became single, i’ve lost weight and gained more friends 🫶

❕i’ve been seeing an increase of bsky mentions on other platforms and we’re probably gonna see more new users 🥳 but i suggest making a backup account incase mainsky users want to report, i’ve gotta make one myself 😭

i reached my gw today, no idea what to do now lmao ig i’ll j keep losing !! 🫡 got myself some cute swim bottoms to celebrate 🥹

ate normal for two days, now i’m too embarrassed to update my cw 🥲

he won ?? 😟 these next 4 yrs are gonna suck, and the next 4 yrs after that are gonna suck too since that’s when his new policies will be in effect 😒 i have to spend my 20s under trump’s governmental authority wtf

bro i’m so close to my gw 110 lbs / 49 kg, im so unbelievably happy 😋

changed my pfp n banner so they’re more fun :p

told a guy i’m size 4 (not even an actually small size), he looked shocked and said “you’re so small”; love a man who feeds my delusions 😩🤩💖

hung out w a guy yesterday and he kept holding me, picking me up, and saying “ur soo tinyyyyy” and it was so fuckin validating 🤭😩😛

non-ed related: i wanna break up w my man so bad oml i’m not ready for this serious relationship lol we’ve been together for like 7 months and he says he wants to have a family w me one day but i don’t wanna commit yet. i think i’m gonna break up w him tn

hey if any locals happen to find this account — yes i have an eating disorder, yes i post about it, but i genuinely do not wish this on anyone. i am not pro-ana at all, i am very pro-recovery, im just not there for myself yet and im just trying to find a safe space/support group

#caterpillarsky i’ve lost like 4 lbs in the last week just from a mix of omading under 500 cals and fasting 🎉 estimating cals cuz i wasn’t counting 🙈 (this is ur sign to lock in)

Posting this here (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠) it went crazy on twitter over a year ago (i got scared and went private 💀)

why do they ALWAAYS think we encourage ed/sh in ppl who are NOT disordered? i hate them, they're soo whiny all the time :p it's not like we go up to random ppl and say "HEY YOU! STARVE YOURSELF! THIS IS AWESOME!!"