xyz daily average is ~500 i got this i got this i got this

ugh i wanna get a nostril piercing so bad

hoping i can lose 15lbs with this diet (over the course of 7 weeks) and finallyfinallyfinally be underweight

man i straight up don’t want to do anything anymore ever

the abc diet is completely untenable for me because i am a grown ass man with a full time job and not a bedrotting teenager but. i am considering doing a modified version doubling the cal limits. it would still never be more than 1k, which is my current limit. thonking.

on the one hand i fucking love not having a smartphone and apple watch bugging me all the time. on the other hand it was a lot easier to stay obsessed with restricting when i had all that health data + logging calories was easy and convenient

okay binge cycle over ive decided. doing a 24h fast to hopefully reset my system. fingers crossed ill want to keep going but im not setting unrealistic goals bc that Does Not Help

friendship ended with productive membership in society now double digit screen time is my bestfriend

might eat supper might make hot cocoa might get high on dxm and barf it all up

can i lose 15 lbs pls

got back from visiting the situationship. man. we love each other so damn much, wish we weren't awful for each other lol. its always so nice to see him but now i have to go back to my real life again 1000 miles away and my heart hurts

aaaaaaaaand im way over for today bc my dumb ass decided to get drunk. killing myself with a rock

sh sesh in da work bathroom wagoo wagoo

havent eaten above 600 im a week which is way lower than i usually restrict and i can feel my brain going into power saving mode

already planning out my supper tonight EVERYBODY GIVE IT UP FOR EASY MAC YOGURT AND AN APPLE FIVE NIGHTS IN A ROW WOOOOO YEAHHHHHHH

i NEED a poke bowl this weekend

555 today 👍 if i gain again tomorrow im gonna start throwing stuff 👍👍👍

ultra blue hawaiian monster fucks hard

left out some stuff i was gonna have yesterday and ended the day at 380; weighed myself this morning and i GAINED half a pound. fucked up!!!!

why was i so proud of 540 yesterday but today 405 feels like too much

actually if i keep up the last few days' pace i MIGHT be able to be sub 115 for this— still heavier than last time but only by like 2-3 lbs

cocktail mono tonight 👍

actually happy w my intake today 540 is SUCH a good number

fun fact spongebob easy mac is 20 calories less than the regular kind

it should be illegal to post a picrew but not the link. going back through the 3492 billion reskeet chain i feel like a goddamn archaeologist

well sky line you’ve done it again

not to be a substance abusing garbagehead but wtf am i supposed to do when alcohol has 39284 calories and weed makes me binge but i cant get through the evening sober

635 cals today which i feel p okay about, i did break a 36h fast though and i feel like i should have kept going

visiting my also-disordered long distance beloved friend/situationship on friday and i am going to be nearly 10 lbs heavier than last time he saw me hahaha kill me

anybody have advice on how to break a binge cycle

visiting my also-disordered friend/long distance situationship next weekend i NEED to lose 5lbs in 11 days

should i order sushi for supper even though it will definitely put me over my limit

friendship ended with weed now alcohol is my bestfriend (Again) 2000cal+ munchies binges fucking kill the crab, alcoholism is probably healthier than this

january has NOT been kind to me lol 3 day fast time

wish i could trust myself to keep alcohol in the house i literally just want to sip an old fashioned while i read but it's too cold to walk to the bar

debating doordashing a poke bowl for supper vs just fasting today. binged like, every night this week lol so i cant go crazy

just moved into my new apartment and my fridge looks like a fuckin parody of someone w an ed lmao

moving is fucking STRESSFUL what do you MEAN i need to find an apartment and renters insurance and pack up my stuff and either hire a moving company or tow my car with a uhaul im just a little guy i shouldnt have to do this

doin better now. shit suuuuuuuucks baaaadddddd but its for the best

i neeeeeeeed to buy more bday cake crispy quest bars tmrw. oculd eat a whole bag rn.

kid a is such a good album and also song

bf and i broke up u kno what that means starvemaxxing time

ate so fuckin much sushi yesterday but only gained 0.4 lbs so whatever i guess

installed webfishing. caught two fish (playtime: 9 minutes). mash clicking hurts the fuck outta my wrist. no way to remap. uninstalled and refunded (20 minutes ago). wrist still hurts. sad!

finallyyyy skinny enough to wear my fav hoodie again :)))

my personal life is fucking imploding and exploding simultaneously but i think this might be the push i need to get a little bit soberer. cant stop drinking but i can stop doing it every night, and i flushed the last of my dxm, i need to change the way i live my life

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fuckin jumping for joy rn my weight hasn’t been this low since march of last year