rescue mission >:D make money buy house save bf n lil bit from evil family isolate and never speak to anyone again (except for bf n lil bit)

I THOUGHT I WAS BEING UNREASONABLE BUT NOW I HAVE A VALID REASON TO HATE HIMMMMM FUCKING CALLED IT

she pushed me and i didn’t overreact! i’m healing guys :D

i think i’m having a panic attack again how do i stop it from happening

bro every time i go to sleep crying my eyelids swell so fucking bad and i end up looking like her

i feel like throwing a table rn

nothing ruins my day faster than hearing “—- is coming by this afternoon”

i have a low pony in rn and i feel like him

is it possible to get so incredibly stressed out that you uncontrollably v*mit every couple of hours throughout the night? and you get all shaky and sweaty like you’re dying? asking for a friend 🧍🏻

bf made me pot pie to eat and it’s rlly soupy so i was like slurping i guess :( and he goes “man something abt you eating soup” and i was like “are you getting the ick?” and he just went 🤏🏻 and i immediately put the bowl down lololol

“i need to ask before i give her a sip of coke?” YES YOU DUMB FUCK SHES NOT EVEN 2 WHO TF DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GIVING MY KID SODA ????

RAGHHHHH GET THE FUCK OUTTTTTTT

pls, if you can help me in any way, i need to come up with at least $80 in like 2 days so i dont go to court. my cashapp is $SRene35 and my Venmo is also SRene35 i hate asking for help but idk what else to do. if you can’t help, i totally get it. im just at a loss on what to do right now.

started my period today aRGH how much do i need to lose to get rid of it foreverrrr >:(

new low since high school guys :D

god i forgot how good marlboro cigarettes were

sit back sit back relax relapse

yeah maybe living in a death trap where anything and everything could kill my kid might not be the best for my mental health

i wish we could treat ppl like work dogs or horses and just put them down when they got too old or stubborn to work

the way this house could easily be fucking condemned if it were inspected

had dinner w dad n his wife both made positive comments on my appearance (im used to only hearing negative things from them) his wife said i could fit in the booster seat my 16 mo was in dad mostly just talked abt my height

...cabbage...

WHAT LE E PAC3 IS IN INV!NCIBL3 NOWWWWW RAHHHHHHH

oh hey i have a scal3 now shall i take a peeksie?? for old time sakes??

the Monthly Meat Craving is back

why must i be cursed to always be the one that’s awake im the first one up last one to bed its very lonely so i think ill just sleep instead fuck it

the leaves are changing colors it’s getting cold in the mornings it’s either clear skies or rainy days YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

testing testing (tried to post something and it didn’t work)

yall know i can’t resist a picrew

i wish i was still tracking my food bc i woke up this morning with the most awful food poisoning symptoms and i have no idea what i ate yesterday 🧍🏻 oh well

dad sent me a podcast saying smth abt my parenting style (im pretty sure it was intended to be a compliment) however within the first 10 mins of listening there’s already transphobic rhetoric like ok i’m not even gonna listen to this now but thanks i guess

OH MY FUCKING GOD I ALMOST FORGOT lookatwhatisawatthefuckingantiquestoretodayyyyyy an orc medallion with a ticket of authenticity

not that crazy, kinda just felt like being inside a static crt tv for like 5 mins

i’m bout to try a nitrous balloon yall

took a vistaril n chugged a monster so hopefully it evens out and makes me normal

been obsessed w sesame street recently (don’t ask why) but that little fucking cutesy rosita rrraaaahhhhhh i love her sm and there’s like ZERO cute pics of her on pinterest :((( i mean she’s always cute but yknow what i meannnnn (LOOK AT HER I LOVE HER SM)

THE pants

FOUND MY DREAM PANTS TODAY!! the brand is called bamboo?? anyway they r the closest thing to jnco jeans i could find and im so friggen hype abt them !!

i have no friends to share this with but it made me cry

TW for bc but like o_O idk what sorcery is in these mirrors but they make me look so normal for once instead of oddly shaped

this one flopped on tumblr 🥲

i shouldn’t be taking bc anymore but the mirror in this house made my ribs n spine look sooooooo bony chat shld i post??

was gonna take a pic of my food n post it bc it’s kinda healthy but also it looked rlly sad in the photo so nvm lolol

WHAT IS THIS FUCKING GIF IM LOSING MY MIND 😭😭😭

so my dad discovered aurora at 1am last night