everyone is fucking boring

i wish there was something in me other than illness and obsession

i can't stand being with myself for even a couple of minutes

wondering when it will all end

fuck mondays im getting high

living is really tiring

im fascinated by the way he touches me and that's all i can think about. i'm glad

"i don't want to hurt you" why not, huhh?

i don't know love without obsession

god bless alcohol guyyysss

I LLOOOVEE GETTING DRUNK

tiuch m e more toyche me toych me toucy me touch me tiuch me

i really no lukde hus toych

iwbaaant hum ti kike meee

ImSSIo FUCCKING DDRFJBGK

i enjoyed the way he held me by the waist, his lips on my neck make me dizzy

his hands are so warm uuhhhnnh

i just wish he would go a little slower on me

his mouth tastes as bitter as mine

it doesn't matter if im alone or in company, i can't stand the pain

sometimes i feel like my soul is as heavy as my body

why did you break me so much just to not stay with me?

i'll never be happy without you

do you really not love me anymore?

the way i'm kissed and touched just makes me think of you

i'll love you forever

i spend my time wishing to wake up and find you next to me calling me your baby

i don't really care about anything at this point

i feel like i'm going to throw up

i haven't been able to eat at all. that's the only good new about these disgusting feelings

i've been skipping several classes lol

i wanna cry...

"you're as pretty as an angel" mmhh

i didn't think i'd be called an angel again, i have mixed feelings

i lovrjee men who tell me that the only thing ihave to do is look prettyy while they take care of evehrything

YAYYYFYYY I GOT A DAATEEE

am i drunk or the guy im flirting with is suuuper cuteee

why drinking wine is so depressing

idk i really liked to think there was a certain sweetness in that

i miss him calling me his crybaby

maybe that's a girl thing

there has never been a boy who has treated me with such delicacy and patience

sometimes i wish i liked girls. she carried me to the bathroom, cleaned me up, and lovingly stroked my hair while murmuring things i don't remember

i wonder what it feels like to be normal

god i hate myself

woops im repeating words

i'll dress like a slut today, i wonder if he'll find me cute like thaaat

i love how skinny i look today jeksjef

shit my throat still tastes like vomit..

im definitely going to at least drink until i stop thinking today too