i kinda feel like a bad dog

I think I gained another ton because I can’t keep my greedy mouth shut

i feel useless, i should punish myself for that

hurt me so badly and make me apologize for it

killing myself

listening to car seat headrest until i want to die

revolutionary idea... what if i stop eating

It's normal that when someone touches me even slightly I want to break their arms

im tired and need a hug

that final terror is in your house somewhere.. hiding in boxes, behind closed doorways, out from the forest adjacent to your garage. ive seen its marks at the corner of your eyes

don't worry,, you and me won't be alone no more don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more don't worry-

nobody understands you like i do, and nobody understands me like you do.

i wish i could microwave myself

i hate myself and i feel fat.

this looks like im about to swallow straight up vomit LOL

im on the verge of sleep deprivation because of how horrible my nightmares are ughhghhh; they just keep getting worse, making me even paranoid and sensitive during the early morning hours.. i really haven't been sleeping well lately

im starting to run out of aspirin... i need to stock up on pills before i want to blow my brains out. im only allowed to take one specific medication for my headaches, but since im a son of a bitch, im always swallowing whatever i want

when i feel ive eaten too much, i force myself to eat spoiled food as punishment, no matter how bad it smells or tastes, especially since i know that eventually my stomach will have to give out, and i resort to this as a twisted way to lose weight

sometimes i eat tomatoes like they're apples :33

love my pretty boyfie so bad i'll give him a blowjob while he's asleep </3 ugghh he makes the cutest little faces!!

i have severe fetishes ^ o^ /

i've always known it... my time has come...

androgyny will always be the best

goals. this is how i want to be seen

what kind of mood is it when youre randomly listening to bachata pretending youre the most stable point in existence haha everythings sogreat. anyway, i always wanted to learn to dance to this song... i'll never forget all the videos i was sent of couples dancing to it

!!! start using "~" at the end of the sentences again without feeling like its cringe please

ando manejando por las calles que me besaste, oyendo las canciones que un día me dedicaste ~

"someone" ,,,,,okay

shit i have such sexy ribs i wanna cut near them and then cry for having ruined them

uh oh, sorry, did you hear that? those are my thoughts urging me to blow my brains out.

why do i feel so guilty? its eating me alive

I never wanted to be this way

so stupid being asking "is something wrong?" what a fucking crybaby i am i hate myself i want .to stabme in the eyes everytime i cry why cant instop crying i am infernally unbearable

you look so cool i wanna die,, is. it. too. soon. to. say. what's. on. my. mind?

what the actual fuck was i trying to convince myself of?

i really wish i had a place where i could cry and smoke half a pack of cigarettes in peace

my nightmares are driving me insane

"you're killing me!!!" please just forget it and leave me alone

how foolish i was to think i could wear short sleeves in peace

crazy how one bad week undoes two weeks of progress

ok but why do i kin so many lesbians

im sua's biggest kin, no one gets her like i do

sometimes I wish I didn't eat anything at all

ive felt as cold as a corpse, and its wonderful