cw sh holy lame catscratches anyways guys i got class at 8am save me ion wanna go

happy new years guys new year same me

hai guys s

holy im over ts actually fml why am i actually not losing pls. guys

no ong + IF I WAA SKINNY FROM THE SIDE UGHH

holy shit im gonna kms tmi but i can totally tell im gaining weight cuz my tits r bigger HELLO FML its too hit for my binder how abt i kms

now my sister is muttering to herself that she hopes i kms this is actually crazy like ur arguing w no one buddy SHES ALSO CALLING ME FAT AND UGLY LIKE STOP PROJECTING 😮‍💨 im not even saying shit back cuz like 💀💀

no joke my sister just told me to cut myself this is insane

yess lets make fun of people with a horrible mental illness anyways bro protruding collar bones is not like how to say like hard yk like im p sure i could see mine when i was fucking fat like fuck off

BRO MY GRANDPA/MOM KEEP TELLING PEOPLE IM ON A "DIET" as if i havent lost the majority of the weight a while ago / been this weight for like forever MATTER OF FACT I FUCKING GAINED A BUNCHA FUCKASS WEIGHT RECENTLY CAN THESE PPL STOP TELLING EVERY1 MY BUSINESS ts embarrassing

actually trying to stop pvrging now as somone who unfortunately dies multiple times a day # gotalippiercing

guys im. genuinely terrified of stepping on the scale cant i js b at my ugw now im over ts

yk i was feeling better recently not feeling like killing myself and my mom js fucking ruined it all oh my fucking god im actually so over this bs

bringing back my og name for my backup acc @vampdollii.bsky.social

im actually so terrified im not stepping on my scale genuinely im probably bmi 999 like i can actually feel my body like getting bigger this is insane im gonna kms

ok cs midterm over im gonna shit myself tmr for my fuckass phys midterm I HATE PHYSICS

you guys should sign my header :3 PLESE PLEASE PLS PLEASE MEOWS ATYOU PLEASE

midterm soon im gonna shit myself

this is actually fucked so i gained a bit a while ago ive maintained that 💔 neways FUCK DUDE ISTG I THINK MY CHEST IS BIGGER THAN B4 i might js lose it because WTF is this the like no way the tiny weight gain (im coping) went 2my fucking tits im gonna kms i hope im imagining this if not imma lose it

// bc kinda like this isnt me wtf my legs r actually huge wtf is this picture like ts has to be fake

i feel so fake thr like top / fattest part of my thighs r obv covered by my shorts right so like my legs look wayyy skinner w shorts on and UGH it like trips me up too cuz i look sm better in pics than the mirror (i took off my shorts no shit) but bruh 💔

cw pvrging mentions guys i js realized im tryna get a lip piercing(s) right but i like pvrge MULTIPLE x a day unfortunately n yeah so obv ill try my best 2 not during the healing time (3-6 months i think😓) who knows maybe ill stop pvrging (pls) but yeah IM SCARED I WILL STILL THO

yeah im gonna kms actually fuck this why am i losing the weight i alr lost AND IM NOT EVEN LOSING THIS WEIGHT FUCK THHISSS

bro 6-8 lbs cannot be much right so why does IT LOOK LIKE IT OH MY GOD BRO (its cuz im short) (im in denial) im gonna kms i hate this so bad like fuck bro FATASS MEDICAL PROBLEM bro fuck yhis what even was the issue at least its not like 17lbs but fml

genuinely these ppl were shitting on ppl w eds yalking abt how hard it ws when they were skinny n shit then proceeded 2 shit on this person they knew who was ow n talk abt how they actully care abt their bodies n how bro the other day didnt eat 2 days like bro the call is comin from inside the house

these people om sotting with are shittint on people woth eds in general "you dk how hard it is to be skinny" okay bro 💀 and you dk how bad it is to be fat as fuck ky$

fuck this bro I USED TO BE SO CLOSE (not rlly but) TO MY UGW UGH

genuinely crashing out cuz i did sm to lose this weight and some fucking strange ass fucking thing happened i suddenly gained a shit ton of weight hoping for it to be temporary and my weight goes back down but only like half way so like what the actual fuck now im stuck at this fatass weight again

genuinely i was so scared i was gonna melt off my hair bleaching it since i was like bleaching over alr bleached hair and like virgin hair at thr same tome but im all good 🤑🤑🤑 now i need to decide thr colors but my hair is still wet so im chilling

finally got around to bleaching my hair again yk i said i wasnt going to cuz its sm work but my hair being so grown out was pissing me off and anyways i also cut it for the first time myself and now i js have to dye it sigh

js had ayce bbq 😋

sometimes i think im gonna have a heart attack or faint or js generally rrly weak or something after i pvrge or like usually i feel normal but yea and im feeling like shit rn n js being dramatic but fml this shit sucks i hate pvrging save me

guys this is the worst day of my life why did my period have to start guys genuinely wtf WHAT THR FUCK RIGHT BEFORE FINALS TOO guys why me my pronounds r literally he him is this evil or what

once i finish finals im gonna bleach my hair againy roots r atrocious

no genuinely what the fuck are my thighs so fucking fat for like ig i should be greatful its my thighs and not like my stomach or midsection not that im smaller there or anything but fuck this actually fml FUCK WHAT THE FUCK im getting pissed off i need to stop using my mirror

i was abt to buy a snack and guys yhis is why im fat as fuck bro

heh i got an 84 on my quiz (i got oa 55 on the last two.. im doomed for the final) AND I NEED A WHOLW ASS 70% TO PASS THE CLASS AND AND AND LIKE i actually need this class for my major what if i killed myself guys the final is like the manority of my grade its ok i got this i swear. trust.

cw pvrging mentions bro i actually fucking hate pvrging already right but yk what is pissing me off rn STUFF COMING OHT OF MY NOSE LIKE STFU OMFG itd making me mad and like shit getting in my eyes bro THIS IS GROSS I CANT DEAL EITH THOS guys i hate doing this multiple times a day fuck this actually

sigh i wish i could just be fine as a girl like this is actually hell why cant i be like other girls actually this is infuriating but i just cant feel comfortable with myself man i need to sleep instead of thinking about stuff fuck my baka life bro

// bc left was from like 2 weeks ago and right is 2day I KNEW MY LEGS WERE SWOLLEN AF bro i was acc crashing out fym 17lbs IDK IF U CAN SEE THE DIFF BUT THERE IS my weight went down but not 2 what it was b4 SIGH sigh whatevr better than tf that was sigh my legs are still fat asf but whatevr

i hate having to take medecine cuz like i pvrge multiple times a fay right so like there would be no point unless its rlly small and dissolves quickly ig?? BUT RN I HAVE TO TAKE THESE FAT ASS ONES AND MULTIPLE OF THEM AND LIKE sigh idk how long i dhould be waiting so whatever i took em newayz

i have to study for a final tmr and fonish an essay for tmr but no im gonna not do that for now

guys i hate english class so bad i suck ass at writing and i hate doing it neways I HAVE TO STAY AT SCHOOL RIGHT UP UNTIL FUCKING FINALS CUZ MY LAST FINAL IS THE LAST DAY IF FINALS WEEK FROM 7-10 PM guys tell me why i have three 7-10pm finals this is evil im so readu for break bro fml two more weeks

Always rinse with baking soda water

i had thr scariest fucking dream where my teeth were like Xorroding or whatever cuz of pvrging like the gaPs between my teeth were huge THAT SCARED ME SO FUCKING BAD I WAS LIKE THANK GOODNESS ITS NOT REAL WHEN I WOKE UP

bro my mom keep asking my if im throwing up cuz ny bloodwork is weird or something and like bro youve been asking me this for fucking ever why tf would i decide ill admit it now ts annoying asf bro y wuld i js be like "yeah i am teehee" LIKE NO BRO YOUD JS MAKE ME STOP??? sigh its getting annoying

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what the fuck is wrong with these freaks in the comments hello?????

i genuinely hate when people talk about my future or ask. about it or say shit like youll regret that when ur older like IDGAF IM NOT LIVING FOR THAT LONG SO LETBME BE bro like but i cant say that yk so its like BRO its my life ill do what i want sigh anyways