Why do I always get exhausted at 3-4 pm every day

The intrusive embarrassing memories has now manifested into decking myself in the face I fucking guess

Time for the daily crisis over being so heavily dependent on my parents

Every time I get gas pains I imagine stabbing my stomach and watching it deflate like a balloon

Ok one more and then I'll shut up about it

Someone deadass hacked the server I was in and I had no idea They kept changing my nickname and I ended up having a whole competition / conversation with them through my fucking server nickname I thought it was the mods I'm crying

LOOK WHAT I FOUND OMGOMGOMGOMG

Dylan O'Brien reminds me of how gay I am

I asked to take a shower and my dad immediately went "because you're going somewhere" no I just coincidentally get asked to hangout whenever I actually get the motivation to take a shower it's kinda spooky actually

If anyone wanted to see the final result

How that's going

smh moderation deleted all my pics but i got my account back cus im such a good boy

!!!

I'm noticing every time my fg and I meet someone new and I think their personality is similar to mine my entire fg dislikes them so now I'm wondering why I'm an exception or if they even like me

I don't like how anxious and jittery I am rn

I'll think that I'm over the dermatillomania and then I have to put a gigantic band aid on the center of my forehead to stop myself from picking until I have scabs covering it like when I was a kid

I'M FINISHED

I feel guilty so I hide which only makes me feel more guilty so I don't stop hiding and then I just feel like shit

Me when the avoidant attachment avoids attachment

Thinking about this reminded me that my mom technically started a 𝚂𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎 with me and the rest of my siblings ... Guys we're so normal and healthy trust

I GOT FUCKING BANNED IM SO PISSED

Noooo Simon got caught 💔

I hate when people act like it's weird for me to love my mom No we don't have a perfect relationship!!!! But she's perfect to me!!! Don't go projecting onto me now!!!!

i hate men sometimes

Every day I feel more like my parents are cutting off my airflow Not literally but I am an adult with zero independence and I don't know how I'm going to survive on my own starting to think killingms is one of my only options

Pick a FUCKING LANE

If you judge someone because they self harm have adhd have depression have anxiety have autism have down syndrome have any disability drink do drugs vape smoke are overweight are underweight are too tall are too short are black are trans are lgbtq just know i HATE you

I am such a shitty grandson omfg kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me

Finally started doing my schoolwork and then the fucking website starts glitching I want to cry

Don't get me wrong loooove being flat but I consistently put things on my chest when meeting back and it just. Slides off💔

Being so drained because of my friends venting to me only Solidifies me not talking about the shit I go through because I do not want to make someone feel like this 🤪

May I have one conversation with friend that isn't just straight up venting pretty please

like if i fuck up something tell me immediately???? why is your plan of action to just not tell me and then get mad after three whole days????

Me when I want to do anything with my friend but their bf doesn't want to so suddenly everything has to accommodate him🫩 He wasn't even supposed to be like joining us and yet it's still being put off just because he doesn't want to I need new fucking friends istg

i hate living. i hate how unfair the system is. why should i have to uphold my end of the social contract when rich people rarely ever have

I love when personality tests make their way around bsky

It's either snow iris or grass green atp

Gonna hit bedrock 😋

"you look healthy"

It must be mindblowing! #BookSky

Baby squirrel melts in human hands: the neuroscience of tactile pleasure shared by all mammals

oohhhhhh the urge to get another piercing. god help me. this is why i'm always broke, i love body mods, nicotine and alcohol too much.

Bout to ask what are we/j

I miss my old intrusive thoughts about sh and shit bc that was much more tolerable than constant reminders of embarrassing shit I've done in the past

I'm only a couple episodes in and Scott is pissing me offfffff ughh stop using Derek as your scape goat