It is SO so cold today

I LITERALLY GOT SO CLOSE TO THIS RABBIT??

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I keep hearing noises today and ik its probably bc its windy but I still feel so paranoid:,)

I really want to get into shifting (realitys) again. Idk if it is even real, I was trying on and off for like 4-5 years and I havent tried in a little over a year

i’m so hungry i could eat a...oh, deer…

Reply for one:))🙏🏻

I hope that when I'm 18 I can hang out with my older sister again (half sister) we used to hang out all the time but we dont really talk anymore bc of my dad (she cussed him out and he was mad) but hes a horrible person anyways

Finished:))

There were TWO rabbits in the yard!!!!

Ughh I hate how almost every one of those mystery podcasts or shows, it sounds like its either written and said by Ai or its super obvious their reading from a script like cmon atleast have a little emotion to your voice or make it sound somewhat interesting:,))

Kinda out of art block so now I'm drawing practically everything that comes to mind yay

I think i might be a little sick

I love cool art sm i wish it was easier to draw what I see💔💔

i dont like this piece of info so im going to ignore and and say its not true

I love purple sm idc if its not an actual color

It's almost 11pm and I'm so tired but I'm trying to get my missing assignments done because I know i won't want to during the day and idk i feel more motivated at night, or its easier to focus.

My birthdays next month and idk how to feel about it like kinda yay ill be 16 and am closer to moving out and getting a job but also wdym I'm almost an adult and I'm not a kid anymore compared to everyone around me

Finally picked the tomato 💔 this is it compared to a small salt container lol

Pov I hug all of you

i fucking looove bread

Two of one(?) of my favorite 'foods' (more so ingredients)

me and ive still experienced the impact of hardships even before i was a teen. being online recently and seeing people cry over phones or clothing brands when every single day i know my parents are busting their asses literally killing themselves with work, i cant imagine being so selfish.

I've been trying to do that snake drawing but I'm getting so frustrated with the guidelines for the scales:,))

My baby's💗💗 its so red and the one next to it is getting bigger:))

I'm barbaquing for his work again and every time I open it, theres a yellow jacket that won't leave me alone i think it likes the smell but I don't want it burnt from it going near the fire😭😭

I wanna make a gorey drawing sometime this month for Halloween but idk what kind.. maybe something with organs or an eye because I just saw a drawing and it made me want to do it

There's a new guy at my dads work and my dad said the other day when he was moving around a bumper, it like.. took a small chunk out of above his eye near his eyebrows and just owwwww

I'm trying to find references for the snake and look at how pretty these are omg

October yayyyy

binge watching mha, im in my 2020 era again

I love those drawings with animals heads/eye next to someone's head/eye and so I'm redrawing one I never finished awhile ago, but here's what I have so far.. I kind of wanted to make the snake darker or red but idk (also trying a new style with the person !!)

My dad decided we arent doing Halloween this year and hes just going to get candy, and I mean. In a way I'm glad bc I feel embarrassed and idk if people consider me too old for it. But like its not like I have any irl friends that I can hang out with so its just gonna be boring💔💔

Btw you guys idk if you shouldn't trust accounts after they've been hacked, but you can try to login, press forgot password and if your able to get to Gmail or that you can reset your password and get it back!! And with most apps it will kick everyone else out after the password is changed!!

spencer has returned, i had to move accounts because someone decided they wanted to be an asshole to me so im here now!!

After I finished my school work I was drawing and watching the 'A haunted house' movie, its like one of those spoof ones lol because I finished the show ive been watching. Gonna do it again tomorrow and finish the first movie and maybe watch a little of the second?

Sorry i keep posting about my cat but shes so pretty☹️☹️

I like but also dont like brats (sausage) so idk how I really feel about them, but the last time I tried just a tiny part of a spicy one I got super bad heartburn which I haven't got in foreverrr. Definitely not a food i would choose over something else though.. idk

Some of my favorite paint mixes (half mixed or not mixed yet in the pictures)

It's turning somewhat red:)) this is in a planter bc I didnt expect them to actually grow that fast

Why cant I just have a normal dad. I hate having a dad like this. And no I'm not being ungrateful because he loves me *too* much. I dont know if he actually sees me as a daughter anymore? I would rather have no dad then this I'm sorry. And I hate that I have to act normal with him constantly

I wish there were garden snakes in my area or those wooly bear caterpillars (specifically those kind):,) I love them both so much and there were so many where I used to live

I love love love cats but I think i might want to get a dog at some point in the future

I love this type of artstyle its so pretty

My pretty kitty

Everything's fine just minus the smell, its mostly gone though. Mainly glad theres no like permanent damage:,)

I feel really bad i was cooking for my siblings and I burnt stuff really bad in the microwave because I was cooking on the stove and now it stinks really bad and I feel really bad idk what i was thinking and how I didnt notice at first

Decided that this winter im FR locking in guys trust bmi 16 by the end of the year 🤞🤞🤞

I know that feeling so so so well the amount of times ill just stare at the wall instead of getting up to play video games or even sm0ke w33d is insane