ohhh its hot THATS why i cant concentrate

i miss boyfriend i want cuddles and maybe a steamy makeout sesh too

moots with some nsfw accs and my feed is like "i should eat less" "(insert unimaginable trauma)" "look at my pussy!!" "life is pain and we should all die"

the fit (ignore my messy room lol)

fit today is fire forgot to take a pic tho :')

why was bsky just broken yesterday lmfao

theres ice cream on campus im getting some

my mom got mad cuz i didnt want my dad to drive me to school :(

having chocolate protein oats for brekkie and ITS SO YUMMY IM GONNA CRY

the sun isnt up so why am i 😭😭

study time

i love my bf #bf

tw// possible csa? idk so when i was little (like under 6) the doctor (a girl) wouldnt ask permission from anyone before pushing my underwear aside and touching me down there. is that normal? it made me afraid of physicals for a while. my mom was in the room and didn't seem to have a problem but +

rate rhe painting

im so bad at painting

hes so pretty heheehhehe

my bf is so pretty hehehehehh

best times with bf are when we're laying in bed together having too much fun talking so we dont sleep

7 assignments and 10 videos and articles to read to complete the assignments for one class send help

actually its 7

just looked at my assignments for this week.. oh its gonna be rough

brekkie

finished all my assignments by 2pm and now idk what to do with myslef lmfao

i dont think i can eat it all lol 😭😭😭

healthy lunch bc im not starving and ravenous thanks to vyvanse my love <333

took vyvance and knocked out an assignment and the reading in 2 and a half hours. how tf do neurotypicals struggle??? YALL HAVE IT ON EASY MODE FR

i need to stop eating like shit

im so sad every day

i really do deserve to die

sorry im poetrying

it seeps into my blood and veins pulls rotten flesh from ivory cane hollows marrow; kills the pain imprints a humble scar

i want boyfriend i want kisses ugh

didnt get dunkin before my therapy session for fear of being late no yummy drink sigh

it spilling out. they filled me with all their hatred and suffering and its finally spilling out. and im ruining the one good thing in my life because of it.

there must be something wrong in my DNA, something intrinsic, something inescapable. something to make me deserve this

i searched the darkest corners of the world for what others were offered so freely. why not me?

i wish i could go back before i met you so i could die without regrets

im sad and i wanna sh but ik i shouldnt. im just so sad now and idk how to handle it anymore.

i hate looking at the digital camera knowing i lost all those precious memories on it. i keep it locked away where i dont have to see it now.

triggered

i miss him so fucking bad

i think the solution here is to deliberately focus on myself. ive (unhealthily) put everything on him. i need to exist outside of him again.

i think my jealousy has been so bad bc my entire life feels like it revolves around my bf. trouble is it does 😭 i literally spend my free time looking into schools near him wanting to move across CONTINENTS to be with him... its so anxiety inducing

fuckkk more writing

i have back dimples????

why is there no water again wtf

he thinks im insane, and i probably am

how do i restrict and function well enough to do schoolwork??? i get so lightheaded so quickly now like idk what to do

i wanna purge