writing a story about magical girls and super powers as a metaphor for addiction and unhealthy escapism and my bf was asking "what r u writing" so i told him and he said "oh so madoka magica" and i almost killed him right then and there

SNOW

bro delivered

my mom is arguing for ai again and every time i prove her wrong she says "u sound rlly anti ai. it learns yk"

just argued with my mom over ai art. she called me abelist for saying you shouldnt sell stolen art

tb to when the s//h addiction was so bad i lost movement of my las three fingers and the ability to hold anything heavier than a pencil in my left arm and i just hid it from everyone for months and continued to s//h

me

do NAWT play with me rn bro

lord save us both

top one percent voice caller on discord oh im cooked

if i ruin both our lives, i'm sorry i cant keep fighting alone.

its so fucked up that after i failed my classes my mom lied and said if i had passed she would've taken me to see my bf but since ive been so horrible shes never gonna do that... when i asked a few months ago and she said no way

look what my sugar daddy (loving bf) got me

my bf keeps buying me things cuz my parents refuse to even tho my parents r literally wealthy they drop hundreds on themselves without a second thought they just hate me

gotta pee but the setup is too fire to mess it up

before i had bangs i thought i would never look good in bangs and now i cant see myself without them like they rlly work for me

wip

hrhehe i love my boyfriend so much hehehehehe ehes so pretty i lub him hes so pretty and nice hehehee i wanna kiss him i wanna give him big kiss bigbig kiss hehehhe i wanna kiss him hes so pretty i lub him

i look cute tonight i think maybe not rlly idk

raged at my bf earlier cuz he said songs dont rhyme and when i showed him songs do in fact rhyme he said "that doesnt count"... i threw my headphones 😭

sent him a titty pic after the first message LMFAO 😭😭

just realized i have no one to walk me down the isle and give me away... nice

i feel so sick thinking about how my parents treat me. what did i do to deserve all of this? how am i supposed to find any worth in myself when the only two people in this world whos whole job is to love me unconditionally absolutely despise me?

sorry if this spams ur tl thread of all my music stuff just cuz

What I’ve got so far in my lil song

she installed tracking software on my computer while i was out. it wasn't there before. i swear to god. my bf helped me with chrome extensions before he never saw it. but she claimed its always been there and im crazy. i hate this place.

Song just a bit of it there’s more

huge argument last night my dad telling me to get out of the house screaming at me my mom telling me im in psychosis and ive deluded myself into believing she and my dad abused me and my life really wasnt that hard i just focus on the negatives. i need out.

my mother is pretending our relationship is horrible and its all my fault and shes some poor little victim just trying to do right by me so shes very suddenly not inviting me out to go get food and accusing me of being in psychosis constantly i hate everything

im so fucking pissed off i wanna run away and die my mom got mad at me cuz im not taking prozac even tho it doesnt help and ive been off it for months and im fine she started accusing me of being in psychosis and telling me i need to take "ownership" of my mental health and stop blaming her

look at this skirt i crocheted for myself!! took me two days hehehe

its butt cold and im afraid my little brothers gonna snitch on me since hes indoctrinated to my parents abuse

im not dead guys i swear

bro wants to suck my titties

taking off my bra helped but i have to get out of these pants im gonna die

i feel sick and im failing all my classes abd my pants r too tight save me

my ass grew too much for these pants save me

todays fit (lots of layers cuz its cold)

today's breakfast - cals: dont know dont care - pink monster - nanner - mushrooms, ham, cucumbers, and spinach cooked up with a teaspoon of minced garlic, salt pepper and red pepper flakes on top of toasted sourdough bread with American cheese aka crunchy yummy vegetabley deliciousness

yo chainsaw man triggered tf out of me to the point i had to stop watching some of it until a certain scene was over and now i feel super off

"I didnt realize u were dating a brown girl" Senna, my lovely, milky white, pale as a vampire little boyfriend. im afraid ur country is, in fact, very racist. its just that you, as a white man, dont notice it.

my bf is so hot

ass

proof you can not count cals and just eat healthy home cooked meals focused on protein and adding nutrients and vitamins to ur usual meals and you will drop weight the jeans fit again in just 5 days gang and ive been eating whatever

that walk calmed me down but now im kinda out of it

on the verge of a panic attack have been for hours send help lmfao

bfs mom did his hair he looks like an italian mob boss help 😭😭😭😭

my bangs were in my eyes so i upsetedly cut them and now they r ever so slightly to short crying

ive been cooking for myself and its making me eat more but im eating 20x healthier so its good