Update: Ate and left absolutely no crumbs (literally)

I made pear hand pie thingies I have tried one yet but I hope they're good

He makes me wanna get up and run around and scream i cant take my love for him 💔💔💔

My top songs are genuinely so depressing lmao can you tell ive had a horrible year

xmas pfp timee

*breeds all my oomfs* aw thanks guys! thats what i call #️⃣ teamwork!🥳

Update, the nurse overheard my dad complaining about it and said that that shouldn't have happened and I should've been allowed to see him ESPECIALLY on Thanksgiving. Im like 2.5 minor inconveniences away from a major crashout.

Thanksgiving wasnt exactly horrible but it was no where near the same as any other year seeing as both my parents are hospitalized. Im so over it at this point wtf did I do to deserve this

Tried to see my dad in the hospital today after he had surgery again for a neck fusion and I wasnt allowed to because im not 18. What. The. Fuck. On thanksgiving?? Really??

Especially hearing "Can the owner of the gold Honda civic come to the front desk please" on the intercom made my heart DROP there's only so many gold civics out there

My fucking car alarm decided to go off for no apparent reason while I was working so I had to run out into the rain and stop it and then it just kept going off again so I had to leave my whole car unlocked idk why that fixed it but jfc that was embarrassing

Cashiering during the holidays is NOT for the weak

I work Thanksgiving day and black Friday. Kms.

Work work work and work and guess what, more work

benji he/him 17 ana/mia bpd? constant cycle of relapse and recovery #shedbsky ↺ or ♡ to be moots

They've been showering me with cute compliments is this a sign....

SHE SAID ITS CUTE HOW MUCH I LIKE A GAME THEY SAID ITS CUTE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGHGGHHHH

I hung out with mt grandma today and she oh so graciously brought me a few things from an antique store and also a really expensive belt from this fancy clothing store

i really really need to study guys

seven hours deep in thisd ;-; its 3am again also this is the first ever walk cycle ive done ts so ass

I cant get this stupid song out of my head i sung it so much my friend got it stuck in her head and she doesnt care at all for the show it came from

Wdym im allowed to just drive me and my friend to the city and fuck around and take photos?? Crazy shit

Being a teenager makes me feel violently ill

I got 10k steps from running grocery carts for like 2 hours at work today Not sure why no cart pushers were there but my manager asked me oh so kindly to help so I said I'd bust out as much as they needed me to Thank god I dont work tomorrow, im so fucking tired

finished product :p this took way to long ;-;

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AND we're short staffed today so the managers are running back and forth having to help me and all the other like 2 cashiers while there's a big rush AND I got my break super late. AND I STILL HAVE TO GET SOME GROCERIES AFTER I GET OFF.

Work is a fucking NIGHTMARE omfg half of self checkout now doesnt take cash anymore and literally no one knows how to read so im having to suspend everyone's orders and bring them to the register at the front and have them pay there omfg kill me now

I am so not normal about ANYTHING rn. I have way too many feelings rn its very overwhelming.

The thought of someone consistently making me meals and not complaining or giving me shit about it is strange

Now that I have a license and drive everywhere by myself I cant take the time to take photos of all the pretty scenery and I find that very unfortunate

Rewatching stranger things with my dad for the third time now I think? Every new season we do this and I feel so incredibly grateful to think that I can watch it again with him for the final time. I thought for a while I wouldn't have the chance before he left us.

The day isnt off to a good start I got lost on horrendous gravel back roads trying to just get breakfast for me and my stepmom cuz maps decided to take me the opposite direction of where I needed to go and I didn't realized until like 20 minutes in

Im gonna be driving out of state on my own for the first time today to go visit my dad but thankfully hes in an area where we used to live in so at least its familiar

I cant LOOK at him without losing my shit. Im so happy he got the character development he deserved omfg i was so sure that he was just gonna become a nobody so I just didn't bother obsessing but im genuinely shocked at the execution of this season

It feels like 12 year old me just watched god ascend from the heavens and gave me a big ol hug and said "here have a new reason to live after 5 years of waiting" I literally cant THINK about the new episodes without FREAKING OUT like im shaking rn just typing about it.

I have been absolutely LOSING MY SHIT over h@zbin h0tel season 2 omfg ever since the pilot ive been waiting for viv to finally do justice for Al's character cuz hes been my favorite through it all and season 1 really disappointed me so i never got into the fandom BUT SEASON 2 EPISODE 4???????

And yet when I do skip meals every single day for months I dont lose a single pound. Like I dont even WANT to be starving rn but im STILL not losing weight. I dont get a single good thing out of this experience.

I feel like my body always does the opposite of what I need to to. When I needed to lose weight, I couldnt stop eating. When I need to eat to simply function, I cant get anything to stay down.

I think experiencing both ravenous hunger that isnt even slightly quenched by even the largest amounts of food (4k+ cals) as well as horrible nausea and lack of appetite for months on end and not being able to eat more than a few small bites a day or not anything at all has really fucked me up

I feel so bad actually getting stuff from hot topic and Spencer's but where else will I find such a cute hoodie my favorite fnaf character?? (If anyone actually knows where to find cute merch tell me cuz depop and etsy are running dry)

AHHHHAHHHHH I LOVE WARRIOT CATS YAYAYAY

Kinda ate these up ngl

Is it worrying that .5 Oz of pretzels felt like eating a whole meal just now?

Happy Halloween yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayyayayayayayay

Great I have work at 2 but I woke up with horrible nausea and puked all my meds up this morning and im still nauseous and cant eat im debating calling out im so scared of getting in trouble

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Honestly I wish I could just live like this and get skinny but unfortunately my body acts like I just set it on fire if I fail to take care of it even a little bit which means I'm being held at gun point by every part of me except my stomach to eat multiple times a day