I can't wait to leave!

I will die but that is all I shall do for death I am not on his payroll. I will not tell him the whereabouts of my friends nor of my enemies though he promises me much I will not map him a route to any mans door. Am I a spy in the land of the living that I should deliver men to death?

everything kind of sucks but i guess my only option is to be strong about it

if you're writing a freak in love and you hit the point where you're asking "are they being too weird right now?" you must continue. you must not hesitate. do not be afraid. they are exactly the right amount of weird. make them weirder.

Today's mood until Friday:

U - U - UHHH - OHHHHHHH

wanna get my neck&chest tattooed so bad but I still have to fill in the last bit of my lower leg and also......back piece eventually uugghhhhh

uh oh i miss something i can't name again. i want to go home to something that doesn't exist again. does anyone have a gun

body INSANE

This flesh is mine. #TransRights

awful feelings brewing in the pit of my stomach. i wish they wouldn't

Ughhhhhhahaggahghighhghh

put a teeny bit of my soul into some writing. gonna let a friend hold it and hope they don't stomp her to death (:

my karma gotta be whacked rn

"how is this about yourself if it has someone else in it?" everyone ive ever met has become a part of me and every interaction w them has altered me enough to change the very fiber of my being. we are all one, inevitably

writing again, everyone get your digging gear. we're surpassing rock bottom again

it would be such a relief if a huge bird swooped down and carried me away

i am well

☣️Calne Ca canonically listens to Hocico☣️

it's april 2nd already but this has got 2 be the best fucking train of april fool's jokes ever im going to blow my gasket.

hydrating just 2 feel something new

abt that time of the month when i start to freak the fuck out over nothing

A world without Trans people has never existed, and it never will. More than visibility, we need safety 🏳️‍⚧️

me talking about my ocs

unwell! but sun and friends and food and a cute fit will be the bandaid i need :3

whoopsies! slept for 10hrs (:

sketch comm for @schizoress.bsky.social 🍰💕 #nsfw #furryart #furry

almost puked and blacked out after my workout I think that means I did good

gotta stop reading books. it's making me too emotionally intelligent; leave me be! i wish to think no longer

i think im ovulating i crave .....something

massage tomorrow......need it so bad i could cry. i WILL cry during it

im an adult. an adult!!! i can choose to spend time with friends however i wish to! it blows my mind that i might have to argue that w someone not even blood related to me

happy birthday mikuuuu, from meee, jeremy

[doing my daily affirmations in the mirror] i am the horror and i will be persisting

Change (In the House of Fae)

OOpsie

I have this haunting feeling I won't enjoy my birfday week...

I've GOT to do this (very difficult) thing and enjoy my birthday week next week or else I am going to go off the deep end

I am so tired. Eternally

I should not work out but I am going to tough it out anyway

My anxiety is thru the roof, I hope 9 cups of coffee & 14 hours on social media helps

on my kh bullshit again LMAO my boy my son

god i love art i love seeing art and getting art and existing at the same time as art and sometimes, if im feeling adventurous, making art

I don't want to leave my bubble

mother #art

god mode is just me giving in to my basest desires, against the better judgement of everyone around me

i think i got art block. or diseases